for onced, i wanna play the wife tht cooks my hubby a nice hearty meal..so in order to do that, i will need a nice homey apron with mitts and a yummy honey roast pork in btw my hands saying words like 'dinner's ready' or 'hows work?'

so today's diff, i would still wear something sexy/presentable and without the aprons, maybe with the mitts. cooking my fav dish, waiting for the guest to arrive. and saying things like 'dinner's served guys' or 'eat up'...ahhh..i hoped we would be sipping wine and have the table set to perfection.

Last night i witness 3 proposals...bf proposed to their gf and one is a friend proposed to her best friend...and all 3 accepted their proposal. It was a night to rmber.

I’m currently suffering from insomnia. It’s gotten really bad till I’ve finally agreed to take sleeping pills. I’m in distress here. i donno why i can’t sleep at all..I go to my tutorials with min concentrations, and my mood swings pretty bad.

To make things worse, I’ve got to read thru pages and pages of people suffering from post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) (its part of my presentation to do further research on anxiety and PTSD). It’s not making my sleep any better.

Denise says i look very exhausted and she’s kinda worried about it.

I’m driving myself crazy. No sleep=acne, stress, muddy concentrations, mood swing, low immune system,cramps, cant rmber things clearly, I’m very near into getting a fever.

I’m very stressed out about this week 2’s exam, week 3’s assignment, week 4’s quiz, week 5’s presentation.

happy birthday to muh hunnie!! have a wonderful possum mossum day okay..:D i'll call u when i'm free.

since i'm unable to dye my hair, i learn how to change the colours and with the help of a friend...i seek advice which colour is best. but of course not tru the comments as u guys cant leave em. i was tying up my hair as i was about to head out while skyping..man, i realise that i usually take pics when skyping. :p ..and of course my friend had to do something about part of my pic, he did tht peacock colour on me. reminds me of miss chan's peacock coloured dress that she wore for the RRSS concert.

*knocking my head on the table* visually smashing my head against the table crying out “WHY?!?!...ohmygod why does nursing have to be so hard?!?”

Pressure...i feel like its choking me once again. I just read thru the topic details of what i would need to do to get thru this sem..The workload is so heavy. I donno how am I able to get thru this.

Jeeeez...2nd year is literally slicing me in half...

(this is literally out of the topic but i discover a huge mistake made by my fav autor..she mixed up the names of one of the not-s0-important person in the current book i'm reading. cause her book is in series, but i read back to book 1 after fin book 5..and i realise she made a mistake in the name of this guy in book 5..wooo..i'm a genius..haha..)

get to see the gurls next week... :D janice has invited me to yet another prayer meeting.../_\ seriously not interested ler...

i donno why whenever i think of dimitri, i would always imagine him to be jed, with the helping hand and scruffy look..its seriously a turn off when i say scruffy but jed could work the look into being a sexy tool. i seriously would thank April for introducing us at the rink as whenever i fall frm skating, he would always be there to lift me up..

guy: eh, B(his friend's name) help me take a pic with sheila..

me: eh, B(his friend's name)..i dont wanna take a pic with guy..(upon saying this, i moved futher away from him)

and then out of no where, i hand grabbed my shoulder and pull me towards guy.

B(his friend's name): SMILE..:D

me:(while smiling). eish.damm you guy.

and that why i conclude that this pic looks very damm cacat..

gurl: i think i suffer from 'housewife sickness'.

boy: why?

gurl: when i'm sad, i clean the house, when i'm happy, i clean the house, when i'm stressed, i clean the house and i cannot study in a messy environment. i think i'm a freak.

boy: i will take u in as my housemate to help clean the house, i will make u happy,sad and very stressed out. :D

so after getting bk my law and ethics results, i cleaned the kitchen..

I got my law and ethics results today..it turns out fine...I’m glad for my hard work and i got what i wanted. So i'm very happy. as i tot i won’t do well, i have been slacking a lot this sem, i rmber tht night before law exam, my mind went blank and i couldn’t rmber anything tht I’ve studied, Janice was so scared tht she kept asking me to rest. i really do appreciate Janice’s support for me.

it has been 3 day...i've waited for my law and ethics results for 3 days now..i dont understand what wrong with the student info system..or maybe i've failed my law and ethics..><...

i feel restless onced agn. little mickey wanted to chat via webcam.thank goodness for a few hrs off thinking bout the results.

boy: what the heck are u wearing? its seriously killing my eyes.

girl: its pucci...P-U-C-C-I!!! i love me some pucci :D

all of the above including my grandmama,aunt,jon's dad came to the airport to say their goodbyes..

the journey was a very long and tiring one, i felt sick upon reaching Melb. Jo was such a nice friend to have taken care of me. he's housemates was nice too. i fell asleep on jo's bed as i was too tired.he woke me up one hr later and called a cab for me and lanny as i really cannot stand the cold air outside.

after 12 hours of sleep on my aus bed, i feel a bit better..but i still suffer from flu/cough and sore throat.

i've got about 160 movies in my hard disk to get me soo hooked up.

12 more hours and i'll be on the plane to kl at first...then to melb,then adelaide. feck...it will be tiring...even tho my friends arent here, i really did enjoy my time with my cousins and my baby boy.

hunnie n hubby came and visit me with baby sean...ooooh...hun, ure a great mamma...seans super cute but a handfull...i'm just soooo scared tht he would fall...next time, i'll tape my baby to the wall if he crawls ard all day long.

eiii...looking at jiabao makes me wanna have a kid to play with everyday.even tho he's not as cute as my baby boy when he was young...but i think he's still cute for a 2 months old...what a cheek..he smiles/laugh and baby talks to me...i sang for him till my saliva's dry..

well..since i cant have a baby..(as we all know how babies are made) i think i would get a fish. but then janice dont want me to have any pets at all..even plants...saying tht they would all die in my hands for less than a week...@.@

then i shall get myself a teddy. i want a life size teddy bear..i have a list of names tht i would name my baby teddy. starting with pepper...or..maybe sweetux,donut,butter..since i've got pepper...might as well get another one which imma call salt.. :D

look at how many teddy bears she killed to make her furry coat

boy was really upset with his score as he had a pop quiz this morning...so to lightern his dull mood...i decided to take a few silly pics for him...damm i laugh till pit ki...

pig up

the curvy earsthe devil tornsboxed me upthe sleepy bunniethe lovers shot

so dont u feel sad kay..

Sigh..i am sooo lazy to go out to meet my friends but staying at home is rotting me up...what to do....i might just go jogging to release all those stiff tensions on my shoulders

I wanna go Jessie there and have the ultimate spa relaxation i could ever ask for...b4 going bk to my placement...

Wolf whistle..i can only find these uncivilized human beings at miri..Just the 2nd day I’ve been bk, i walked to aunt May’s shop and there was this guy who kept wolf whistling..and asking me to come over to his side...hah! how i hate ppl like these...at least at aussie, they just approach u instead of wolf whistle...AND what boils me is now that I’m fat and juicy and all plumed up like a big fat potato, they dare to wolf whistle agn...its like a total insult to me.

that time while waiting for the loo, this ang mo came to me, he wanted to talk to me, but i being me just ignored him, and i got lectured by Denise of being the little meanie agn..haha...fine...i will try best, very best to talk to them...

I JUST CAME BACK FROM AUSSIE!!! but sarah,pem,isabel,cindy is at aussie...katy is at kuching, pinky at sg, myint at brunei...@.@... but then most of my cousins are bk....woooooo.....so happy....haha..eish....miri got a bit boring lor...plus, i'm sooo lazy to go out...maybe its the humidity...

ahh...how i love fried bee hoon with spicy pork cubes...look who i bumped into..we were on the same flight..haha...damm chiao...

me, lanny and *anonymous at starbucks cafe...damm tired lor..met joyce and mimi..

i'm meeting someone special later at 8pm-9pm..hehe...cant wait...

the girl behind the wheels got herself lost at adelaide city. haibu country bumpkin. me not city girl okay.

i watched 'letter to juliet' it was very nice.

cant wait for tht moment when i'm right next to you..i cant wait to hug you and hopefully you would cuddle me too...

lets take a tour ard my units...as exams over and i am bored...going to marion with janice at 1pm later..and if its not cold (like last night,i was pretty sure i was near a death experience, as i could catch asthma or pheunomia) i could go to the beach. anyhoos....i was gonna go jogging at the gazebo...but it it was 3 degrees...so..yeah...no jogging for me...but going to aino's unit later on...as i'm cooking her lunch...the corridor as u enter my unit

to your right, the toilet.

with two cubicles.

the looo (its clean to perfection..haha)

if u go straight, then u will come across the kitchen.

and to your left, its a long corridor to our rooms

the living room. with the tiniest tv u maybe cannot see

the view from the bins.

the balcony

my room.(which i think u all would have know how it looks as i've taken so much vain pics of myself in tht room).:D

two heaters in my room.

the view from my room on the left..it looks grainy as i've taken it with the nets on. tht set of stairs is the ones tht u'll have to go thru to my units.

the view from the left. :D

letting my hair loose now...as exams over...my eyes are swollen from studying...cause i haven’t been sleeping well for this past 2 days...and i think one of my tear ducts is infected as its in pain...went out with aino to rundle...was scrapbooking shopping...got my Rachael Gibsons...:) i was tempted to get more cloths..but aino stopped me..Thank goodness for such a dear friend...i even walked out of jurlique without spending a cent even tho its on 60% sales...i was very proud of myself....had Korean as my reward.

damm jiak lak eh...i has been 15 weeks since we have been living together under the same roof...i still cannot recognise my housemate...i saw her going to the sturt gym and was telling janice tht i've seen her b4...janice just give me a very confused looked and said 'eh, isnt she ure housemate who stays next door to you at room 3'....apuuuuu....memang sot ki ar my brain.

stress and anxiety kills most of my brain cells.

i came across this word which i find it hard to pronouce..PNEUMONO­ULTRA­MICRO­SCOPIC­SILICO­VOLCANO­KONIOSIS...damm...if i have to say this word all the time...i think my saliva would run dry.

what the heck...why is my results this sem sooo cacat one...first assignment was 0.5 away from credit, 2nd one is 2 marks away from credit, and the other is one mark away from high distinction...ada a bit pek chek lor....

hopefully my exam results is not like tht....law was super duper hard...i dont understand what i'm suppose to write..i just blab away with what was ethically right and wrong...