my fb and phone kena spammed with wishes. what more, some of my friends did not know about the day light saving rang me at 2.30am this morning...damm blur,i dont even rmber what i said to them..XD haha..but it was awesome...i was a bit tired so i slept early but thanks guys...i'm still waiting for pics from last night's dinner, had it at eastern garden with dad, lanny and our friends. but tonight is the big night, gonna have it with my girls. i opt for something simple as i'm very tired today...so no kbox, no clubbing..and wishing i can get to bed before 11pm tonight..as i dont think coffee would wake me up by thn...

anyhoos...i just got bk from arndale, daddy's 3rd present from me is a GPS, as i lost myself at the city tht day...and now with the gps, i wont get lost, would not read the map incorrectly and would get to the destinations on time. :D

i'll just show u (for now) what my parents got me.

this is from mamma. wore it last night. this is by daddy, and which i'm gonna wear tonight.. :D janice said it means the lock and key to your heart. :D

hai bu fat!!! i keep eating...like on friday, astor lamb wrap..and yesterday laksa,mdc and eastern garden plus strawberry cheese cake by collin and reuben..:D and today...tons of nuts, sushi and tonight, having dinner at british india...i bet i cant wear my dress tonight..haha..cause its tight fitting and my tummy si beh fat now.

Yesterday, I received a card from Melbourne. What was written in that card gave me warmth, love, encouragement, faith and motivation. I’m very thankful for the card Cindy. I was touched by what you wrote. The words you wrote got me through my exam quiz just now, as I wanna study hard and achieve my goals.. :D I cant wait for you to visit Adelaide but sadly, I cant celebrate new year with you next year as i'm not going bk to miri.. X( .. sorry i havent been keeping in touch as i'm busy this month. study hard and take care kay.

my day was pretty dull, had two patients, they were nice, the nurse above me was superduper awesome..Aside from tht, zhen rang me

zhen: (trying to sound like a girl but failed) *hello


me: yeah, hello? (Thinking what the heck, is zhen having a sore throat?)


zhen: (again with tht girls voice...damm fail chin) *helloooo


me: why do you sound like a girl?


zhen: well, cause i am..


me: =.=...u nvr fails to make my day...


zhen: whn can we meet? i'm at marion,later go xing xing,damm hungry.


me: not free till 24th oct..i'm having lunch at Fmc cafe.


zhen: okay..then we meet on 24th..u drive down to salisbury and we can go xing xing or take a bus to salisbury and i'll drive us to xing xing...


me: wtheck man...xing xing is like a 10 mins walk from my house and salisbury is like 30 mins drive...


zhen: wo men liang ge go xingxing together ma.


me: u wait till pigs fly okay?

my friends are taking pole dancing classes and they have asked me to join, all u need is heels and $150 for 8 lessons. what rip off..what an expensive idea to bruised your body.

okay...rmber i said something me colouring my hair...and cutting it short...it turns our my dad would be here for my birthday...he quotes 'its my girl's 21st birthday, how could i miss the event?' ...o..thanks pap...but then i planned to first dye my hair, cut it short, have dinner, then ask yy n the girls if they could guide me to the wildest bar in town, lose myself and end up having a fab time...

but then if dad's here, i might not dye my hair (cause he wont allow me to do it), and of course i CANNOT go clubbing (might change it to k-box then)...so...erm...my birthday this year would be dull..

i hoped tht the girls dont begged me to invite thier bfs...cause, bless thier little stars, thier bf's is always a party pooper...

i was on the phone with my aunt, i told her tht i cant wait to go bk to miri, to see her, i assured her tht she will see me this year...and then 10 mins later, i got a call from dad saying tht i aint going bk to miri for cny next year...*sad...

Sigh..I’m currently suffering from food poisoning...It’s like the 2nd day now..i donno what to do...i just don’t feel like eating thinking i would throw up.

I had a dream about TCH this morning <-- now rmber this dude? His bro still thinks I have the hots for him. Which I am certainly not. Plus whats worse, he’s younger bro is now having the hots for me..damm twisted okay..

gossip girl season 4 is hell boring...its like the producer/screen writer is reusing the same plot all over agn...*yawns* i stopped watching after 10 mins of it....

oo..i may be a bit lagging on this but i dint know tht u could call a phone line using skype....one point for the not-so-genius-girl behind the glasses..and 5 points for the guy on the phone with her..

zhen have been calling me via skype..he wants me to go to salisbury to watch a movie with him...heck...the journey by car is 30 mins...i'm REALLY lazy to drive up the way there..so i ask him to come down regency to meet me by bus...and the journey is like 1hr 20 mins by bus...*gasps* shocking now aint it? how 30 mins by car = 1hr 20 by bus.

i'm begining to hate travelling by bus..cause its slow..>< ..zhen said tht malaysian badminton champ is a sucker....arent i glad to have not know who tht badminton champ is...he's just sour grapes cause china lost in badminton..haha

last night was awesome:D food was delicake was rich, the environment was great. Ara was so funny...he jokes ard alot.. this weirdo said HI and winked at me from his table..=.="...thn we went a bar...where the girls drank..while leaving the bar, this ang mo guy came and stand in front of me blocking my way shouted ' HIGH FIVE!!! '..i just gv him a stonned look and brushed him off..hai bu kena SKL...haha...i bet he wish he could kick my ass for embarrasing him.

Sleepover went well...before tht, i went to pick Janice up from the city...i lost my way and end up at this deserted place..=.="...funny eh...i was so scared that i sped up and caught myself smiling at the flash of the speed camera...damm...200 bucks gone just like that. Hai bu sad. Janice kept calling asking where i was and if i’m alright...haha..then her friend with a fancy sports car came to my rescue. So a 15 mins pick up turns to a 1 hr drive.

We arrived at 12am to my house, all tired..but then we still made the effort to bake some yummy cookies..after mixing everything up, i thn asked;

Me: Janice ,do you know how to use the oven?

Janice: eh, why u ask me, isnt this your house?

Me: yeah, but i’ve nvr used the oven here, my brother is always the one using it.

Janice: @.@...thn? how now? What shall we do?

Me: okay, erm, lets just pick either one of the buttons, i’ll press one button and u go next until we figure this out okay?

Janice: i would nvr get bored being ard you..

...so in the end, we did it...we got the right combination of buttons to set up a 180 degrees and cooked our cookies for 15 mins and more...cause i accidentally added too much milk into the mixture..so our cookie dough was super duper soft, but heck, quick thinking got me to freeze the 2nd batch.

I slept like a baby..it was a good sleep...cooked Bovril noodles for Janice..sent her bk to the city at 9am.

Going to Astor for dinner tonight, its yy’s birthday tonight..after tonight, its my turn to plan a birthday party...arggg....after so much effort place into thinking about it, i decided to have a simple, 4 girls birthday picnic..but then i realise my outfit for picnic is a bit too much...and so now, back to square one...i have no idea where to dine for my birthday, i was thinking of Astor, but since yy’s got hers there, i might not wanna do it there..and since its just 5 of us girls, i was thinking a posh afternoon tea and k-box to finished the day. Since someone special is coming to Adelaide for my bd...haha...i’ve gotta spend more time with him.

hmmp...i spend the whole day walking ard arndale and broke my shoe straps..my Carlo rino shoes!!!! omg...a bit sad..Cause thts the only sexay heels I’ve got here at home besides my Burberry boots..like c'mon what am i gonna wear this sat for yy's bd party..Boots?? i can barely walk for 2 hrs in tht..plus its spring...

handing in my assignment tomolo..weee...and going to the city to shop for baking products..me and janice are gonna bake cookies tomolo night..as shes sleeping over at my place...and...we are going to have CHEESE AND WINE!!!..haha..so happy....:):)

When i do have a child, i would nvr, nvr ever sing her/him this song. i mean just by reading this freeze my blood cold. Imagine ure child says something like ' hey, mama, u used to say tht u would buy me (this) and if (this) doesn’t (that) you would buy me another (something). rmber? you promised.'..and by the time my kid turns 5 years old, I’ve be declaring bankruptcy in order to full fill my promise to her/him..and I’ll be cursing that stupid song for it.

Hush little baby don't say a word
Mama's gonna buy you a mocking bird.

If that mocking bird don't sing,
Mama's gonna buy you a diamond ring.

If that diamond ring turns brass,
Mama's gonna buy you a looking glass.

If that looking glass gets broke,
Mama's gonna buy you a billy goat.

If that billy goat won't pull,
Mama's gonna buy you a cart and bull.

If that cart and bull turn over,
Mama's gonna buy you a dog named Rover.

If that dog named Rover won't bark,
Mama's gonna buy you a horse and cart.

If that horse and cart fall down,
You'll still be the sweetest babe in
town.

i'm gonna cut my hair in 2 weeks time...i opt for a new hair style..i was thinking of short shoulder length hair..i might go to the asian shop..instead of the one denise brought me to 3 weeks bk.

i am planning to dye my hair red too..despite what daddy says..fiery red? blonde red? strawberry red? i was thinking of reddish brown..well..just something new for my 21st.



my new target is to get two of these books i recently went to book review sites to check out was kinda books should i get this coming friday. as i'm planning to go to the city to get my nursing books..plus these..and maybe, i can meet zhen for lunch as i still have his stuffs.



recently talked to shirley on the phone, updated myself on make up products..imma gonna go make up browsing..tho i MIGHT or MIGHT NOT get..haha..cause my friends keep reminding me tht i nrv use eye shadows so theres no point getting em...yeah...i do have one...the first eye shadow i got with sarah this year....but then its sooo kewl to have a pallet of 80 colours..like what those youtube tutorial girls have..its just sooo awesome..but facing true facts, i hardly use em...like the one i got with sarah, the only time i've used them was during CNY and thts it...sad nia..haha



i feel a bit sick...damm...i dont think its got anything to do with lanny's sick bugs lingering ard the house.i donno why i feel like throwing up all day...its like if u just place raw meat especially fish right infornt of me, i might throw up...i cant stand the smell of fish now...i told a friend and he said i'm pregnant..haha..jeez..like as if...

Like i said earlier with the phone calls and all. Same goes to text messages and chat pop ups. When i'm damm busy like for example today, rushing my butt for an assignment which is due this friday, having like only completed 25% in total. My goddamm phone wont stop ringging up nonsence from far away land.

Can anyone not understand the word "busy"? or should i just wear a band ard my forehead saying 'F. off ppl, i'm busy'. jeez ppl..jeez

Same goes to the word 'i'm not free today' or 'i'm not free this week' or 'i cant make it for dinner'...why do u ppl keep calling me asking if i can make it.

And last but not least, you notice tht i've been busy writing my essay, i aint a nurse u know, i cannot just stand by ure side every 30 mins, checking ure temperature. i know ure sick but then i also know u've got legs to walk to the fridge to get some med and pop a few into ure mouth. u said i dont care. but then have u ever ask me if i'm in pain? NO..have u ever asked me why i've got sleepless nights? NO..my back bone has been killing me for days now and i aint complaining. i just get on with chores while u play ure god damm computer games.

Just when i'm typing this out, i've already got 2 smses and a call...why ?? why do all of u guys picked today to talked to me.

Apart from my families, i realise some of my smses are like one year plus...i still have zhen's sms from last year, alethea's last sms to me, my bd wish smses...no wonder my inbox is screaming for spaces. i hard sms ppl recently...like most of them are from zhen and adeline..and thts it. since i'm more prone to get calls or me calling my friends..i stop smsing not unless someone smses to me. Plus lets not forget the advantage of free calls from village/townhouse and hall room to room calls.

omgosh...what am i do to??? i've got less thn a week to fin my super duper annoying 3000 words essay about Mr DaVinci. and all i can do right now is to slack my ass off..

this nurse who i was under was soooo mean...she was pinning on me all the time...told zhen how upset i am about her, he asked me to slap her silly...haha....tht zhu ar...took one whole day to reply me if he's going to city bay run...what lar...

meeting mr sushi later on...damm..i love his Tat on his wrist. even tho its a pic of a weed but it looks so sexay..

zhen: i was trying to get to Xing Xing..u know tht place?

me: yeah...i know.. i always go there...

zhen: yay!! next time u take me kay.

me: Ni man man den bar.

zhen: na wo jiu yung yen den ni bar.

*yeah, i dint get to see zhen today, but we are meeting tomolo...hopefully at FMC*

muh pt was cute today..she had borvil for supper..haha

If it wasnt for placement, i would be running ard the unit screaming 'i'm freeeeeeee'...but then sadly, i've got an afternoon shift tomolo. meeting zhen b4 placement tomolo, might have lunch with him..

For 2 weeks, we have been studying about kidneys. So today, we have to insert a catheter to the dummy..it was funny cause i kept reading the wrong procedure, and caused of tht Janice messed up the steps...

just came bk from malaysian food fes. it was the first time since being here tht i was surrounded by so many singaporeans and malaysians..i asked aino if she notice the accent..it was funny as we go ard and listen to what ppl say...( 'haiyo','yalar','ah lor',' u know ar','ya..ya..ya'... )..the food was just ok but then no high expectations as it was cooked by students. : D

was at yy's room tht day...talked for hrs..both of us are tired of planning on what to do for our bd...its like nth much u can do here..

yy asked me move in with her/ara and denise/alex....i cant even stand living with denise and alex being so lovey dovey and having alex sticking to denise like a goddamm glue...whats worse, having 2 couples in a house, i might as well be invisible than to be known as thier housemates...i told yy no and tht i dont wanna be shinning out like the brightest light bulb ever....she thn ask me to get bf, easy said with her fingers snapped...=.=" why does my friends thinks tht getting a guy is like going to the adoption centre and jt look for a pet behind glass windows...i aint gonna window shop for a bf..for goodnesssakes.

oomygosh..another 12 miss calls added to my list...i got like 12 freaking miss calls yesterday.

while on the phone with zhen, i realise he's voice does sounds sexy at time..(he used to say tht he's got a sexy voice)..but then i realise its true...sometimes he mumbles..and i couldnt get what he says...its like talking to an ant....and when he just woke up, he's voice is even softer...i can hardly understand. haha..but then tht hardly happens now...as i dont go calling him in the morning...its the other way round, he texts me in the morning...

but then when i talk to him like face to face, i donno why i've nvr realise how soft he's voice is...i would always go like 'HAR?? what???'...and he would always have to repeat his sentence...but thn i guess he would always have to do tht..as when i'm with him, i walk faster thn him, its like i would have to turn back to look at him.

i got my early birthday present...its awesome to the max....one from mammeh and another from daddeh...apart from tht i got a kiss and a hug...all on the same night...how cool is tht..haha..just a sneak peak. i adore both pressie to the max.

sleepover at muh house next sat..yy planned it..haha...we will have cheese and wine...yay!!!!

I was completely dumbfounded when i saw this...all i could say was WTHECK? Apparently, Channel designed this ankle bracelet bk in 2008. It’s so weird looking okay....

i serious need a louder ring tone....i got like 45 miss calls in like just 3 days.... cannot help it bar...i dont understand...its like when i'm not expecting calls, my phone wont stop buzzing...and when my phone's next to me, it doesnt ring at all..

just got bk from Royal Ade Show..its was cold..damm cold...spend like 200 bucks...not on rides..i cant believe i did not go for rides this year...sigh...my ride buddy aint here..i spend most of my money on food products....i forgot to get wine...

i wanted to get hair extensions...but aino and yy stopped me..but..but i could have purple/blue or blonde hair...sigh...so sad.

someone spoke korean to me...thank my lucky stars i understand a bit of korean thanks to the movies kath got me..i told her i'm not korean and asked her why she even speak korean to me...she told me i look like korean and did not think twice, and aproach me.

me = korean and zhen = japaness... hai bu weird...haha...

i got myself a egyptian silk sheet set...ahhh…can’t wait to sleep on the material..its soft and silky. I was going to get the comforter set instead but then there wasn’t any good looking patterns…mostly kids design.

him: wah, ta hen diao.

me: why cant u say Bang instead of Diao..its the same rite?

him: okay, ta hen Bang diao..

me: =.="..ask u not to say Diao lor

him: why?

me: cause diao means Fuck

him: eiii....sheila....how could u....wo mei xiang dao ni hui say tht word. wah...ni hao...hiau..(the way he says hiao, is sooo damm funny)

me: lol

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him: where u wanna go later?

me: sportsgirl.

him: okay....

me: do u think this hat looks good on me? *pointing at another hat* dont u dare ask me to wear tht...and i hate those Hk styles kinda fashion...its so geli.

him: i love tht hk style.

me: bye bye....*left the shop*

him: :'(

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him: arg...i hate tht kelly ar...damm annoying okay...i hate the fact tht she likes to go ask me to vote for her.

me: isnt she the pretty one?

him: *making a gagging noice* yuck....so fecking ugly okay.

me: at least she aint as crazy as suke who gv u a love bite out of nowhere without u knowing it...

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happy birthday babe.. :D went out for korean and k-box...next stop is Royal Ade show...WOOOOO

i miss my aunt..just by hearing her voice brings tears to my eyes.

i've recently got my fringe cut...cost me $12..so expensive arrrr...bk in miri, i get it cut off for only Rm 5....obviously the one in black is the one i got on thursday n the one in purple is months bk where i cut my on bangs...

anyhoos...one more week and i'll be at royal ade show...woooo....damm excited.

i woke up with a nightmare, and found out tht i constantly bruise myself in my sleep..tht explains the huge bruise on my arms..omg..jason was right..i do pinch myself in my sleep..haha

i can’t believe i reminded Zhen about something tht leads him to ask me for answers to his question..let me refresh your memory..on 14th august 2009, i wrote 'Zhen left for SG ard 11.30am this morning...till the very last mins, he still wont give up...he wants answers which i cannot give him...he's been asking bout it since April...and at times during our conversation, he would ask the same questions agn...but i always answer him in a joking way or not answer his questions at all...but i told him i'll tell him once he's leaving to HK...and on tuesday 11th aug 2009, he asked the same pathetic question agn!!! While we were having desert at cocolat...yummy cakes and drinks at 8.30 pm..we walked there under the rain....LOl..and i told him i'll give him the answer by friday just b4 he board on the plane...and gosh he's memory is so damm good, as 10 mins b4 he board on the plane just now,he repeated tht question...but i told him i'll give him the answer if we meet agn next year..tht means he must come back to Adelaide and meet up with me next year... :D'

and now, he wont stop bugging me about it, i have to lie...i had too..haha.. i drove up to flinders yesterday, had lunch with him at marion..he said my “DRIVING SKILLS” awesome..well at least someone appreciates my driving without accusing or cursing tht i would crash. Jeez..talk bout the diff btw the girls and Zhen...one more reason of why i love hanging out with zhen. its cause he trust and have faith in me. i dont go risking my friend's lifes. (not unless i'm in 8833)..haha

After lunch, me and Denise went to the animal shelter, i fell in love with ginger the rabbit, while Denise fell in love with pancakes the cat. Both were soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute...damm..i felt like taking ginger bk home..but then i know i wont have time for it once i start my placement.

very weird guy: i love how u sneeze..the small little 'hicky' sound u make is sooo cute.

me: erm..yeah...*thumbs up* awesomeeeee *sarcastic tone

very weird guy: *sniff* yummeh...ure hair smells nice

me: *getting a bit annoyed* dont u have anything better to do?

very weird guy: i love hanging out with u

me: well buddy, this might be ure last lucky day to ever see me.

DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like seriously!!! has all the decent guys died?

Am I delusional or is every single guys turning into a Jason?

i've recently met a guy who pinches me and at the same time says tht i'm cute. i'm racking my brain thinking if i've stepped on his toes and why does he likes to pinch me.thinking it as a revenge.

babe told me that she thinks he likes me…I denied like always. How could it be I told her, as he pinches me all the time? I’m like bruised all over whenever I bumped into him. And thts what babe called as flirting…OMG…flirt = pinch…damyummm I’m already hating him.

Am I bound to meet guys that are a bit weird…first, Jason wants to slap my butt telling me I’m cute and he likes to tickle me…and now a guy pinch me thinking it’s an act of flirting.

i like being with u..but then i would push u away if u get to crummy with me.

i was feeling down yesterday...stuck with insomnia agn...i cancelled out on Janice for sushi last min. Woke up at 9.30 by Zhen’s message...i cant believe he texted me..its like déjàvu with a twist..as i used to do tht last year. As i was still in a very down mood, i agreed to have lunch with him and then dinner..

i donno why during hard times, i find peace when i’m with him..he may be cocky but then when he’s ard, it makes everything feels right. I can just not think about my recent stressful events and hear him talk all day. Maybe its cause of the random things he says tht makes me laugh silly...saying things like ‘i wanna start wearing eyeliner like g-dragon’ with me ‘euiiii-ing’ like usual or saying things like ‘ure friend? U mean the fat and brown one?’ when he say brown one..it got me laughing cause i don’t think I’ve ever hear ppl saying denise being brown..lanny says denise as the black one...omg...

Zhen: go marry a businessman.

Me: no, told u b4...i don’t want a businessman, doctor and lawyer as my husband

Zhen: teacher?

Me: erm...nah...

Zhen: then u go marry a bus driver bar...

Me: haha...well see..

He said i was pretty lazy at the library..haha...yeah...kinda...i was just tired..He showed me his resume it was perfect.. he scored at his presentation today..i was very happy for him. Ppl mistaken him for a Japanese and kept saying ‘konichiwa’ to him..It was hilarious..

I am glad tht he's bk..but with a nicer attitude... he understands and listen to my pain..and we agreed on a lot of things.. I find it easier to hang with him than with the girls..i donno why..AND NO..ppl...pls get this straight..Zhen is just a friend...i respect ming ming..and Zhen is better being my friend..as i don’t like it when I’ve got a cocky/proud bf..

there are times where i wish u were just a wall apart from me.

Maybe it’s the hormones..but almost everything is ticking me off..it annoys the heck out of me... i cant sleep, i cant relax, i’m mentally and psychically exhausted...i’m binge eating and half the time, it doesn’t make me feel good at all.

And then out of the blue, i got a call..lets say i’ve been dreaming/wanting/anticipating for this gift of mine for soooo long...and i’ve specially selected this particular person A to get it for me....but someone else have to pry into my life and changed A’s thinking into changing the shape/colour/what so ever with the gift. And now i’m getting something else which i’ve not wanted, and maybe not my taste at all...its not something u can get like for less than 100 bucks...it cost bout a few thousands...and i cant believe B changed everything..and i feel like crying thinking what i wanted is ruined...i cant believe B pry into my personal life like that...its so unfair..how could B have known the exact thing tht i wanted, everything is settled, the stuff i wanted was paid, i couldnt take it back...I AM VERY ANNOYED... its seriously a very bad timing...i feel like weights are being placed on top of my shoulders...

at times i donno how to manage all this...i felt like giving up..i dont want everyone to look at me like i've given them hopes for the future.

i think those who clicks the 'like' button of their own facebook status or post are a bunch of turds. so much as to comment on it when no one is either sharing their like-ness towards what u wrote or commenting on how much they appreciate what u wrote...this turd clicked the like button of her status which i don’t find amusing nor funny and not only tht, she comments a appreciation note on the isolated post of hers ..wt heck? i can’t believed i accepted this imbecile who crowds my page with non-sense...why does she have to update her post/status every hr...saying things like ‘oo...i’m doing a no.2 in the public toilet’ or ‘i just got a bf’ and two weeks later ‘he broke up with me’ then the next thing u know, she says things like she needs a bf asap. omg...someone pls do me a favour and shoot her pls...

Can i be more..ARG!!!! i donno whats the right word for it..it was just pure crazy...i cant believe i told zhen who i used to like..and tht gave him a lead way to search for tht guy...omg...what sneak...i cant believe i've completely forgotten the fact tht he like to go searching for the guys i like or used to like...

First of all...i really have to give him the credit of remembering most of the ppl i’ve talked about...he asked me hows myint..haha..cause i always talked about how much i’ve missed her alot..and then he asked me hows my brothers, parents, my baby boy, aunt, jed...etc. and he remember things like my past previous doings with the girls..and then he even ask how sean is...omg...hunnie..he rmbers tht too...can he be more freaky...

the outing with zhen wasnt so bad after all..while walking across the road towards him, he says i look nervous and ask me to relax..i dint know tht i look restless...i tot i acted normal...gosh...

we had nam yang's hor fun and char kueh tiaw.. and then went to get gifts for his friends and went to fix my bus ticket...and he took me to state library where we spend 2 hrs there..while at the library, he acted the same where he was b4...showing me pics of pg...and lz....haha..damm funny...we had steamboat for dinner..and it was nice as we both reminded each other of what used to happen in tht half years time we spend together as dorm mates.

he thn reminded me tht last year at the same date as today, we had dinner, we had it cause he was leaving...and this year, we had it cause he just came bk...it was just fun all over agn...he changed into a better person..wow...i cant believe it..haha..and he did not smoke infront of me anymore...

o..jeez...i realise while zhen is back, i'll have to deal with his extreme lameness in life onced agn. sometimes i feel like he's not even concentrating on what he's saying...'sleepover at kenneth with him?'...he wants tht to happen this thusday...i think kenneth will kill me...haha...why would i sleep in a room where theres two guys. funny..zhen used to saying things like 'go for the guy even tho he's got a gf' or 'winter cuddle is the best and you should try it'...@.@.

i found out ming ming was here at adelaide last week...oo...my gosh....she did not contact me...eiiii...wicked.

i got a call at 9am this morning..the caller from the organ donor was asking for my full name..and i answered 'sheila tangi' or did i mentioned ting..i am not sure...but i am sure i said either one of those two....arg...damm me and my blur state...

mum asked me if i wanna go bk this year end and told her tht i dont think i wanna go back..besides meeting the most important ppl in my life, my family and my aunty...i dont think i would go bk for any reasons...i left what i'm suppose to bk in july...my heart is no longer there..and yummylicious food bk in miri, well tht can wait, my hunnie is at brunei and the gurls, are mostly here...except for sarah and pinky...i would rather dad let me spend my holidays at hong kong so i could meet ming ming n sam, or korea to sammy, or japan to aka & tori, singapore to the sg gurls...but then the choice is up to mum and dad..even if i've made my options, my parents would be the one deciding for me...

~~ sigh~~~

guys should try to smile more...cause they look cute when they smile even when they arent good looking.

What a day...i woke up with a sleepy head..went to a lecture at 9am which was canceled a week ago...i was to stupid to not know...arg!!!!....attended a one hr lecture at 10am...then did absolutely nothing productive this afternoon..then went to the gym with yy and kath...after 30 mins on the track mile...i couldn’t handle the constant yawning..so i sat down a corner of the gym and almost dozed off…what the heck!!!!...then came bk and have to witness a break up of a friend of mine…I was very bad in comforting…and then got a call from studio 2000..aparantly I won this thingy tht entitles me to have a free photo shoot session, with Mac makeup artist and a (I donno pro or not) photographer…I kept turning down the offer as I hate this kinda junk…but tht girl kept talking…jeez…she said she’s gonna ring me bk..whatever..not gonna accept it anyways…

zhen called me 20 mins ago. i donno if my chinese is getting poorer by the min or is he's chinese so much different from last time...well at least he still use the word 'chi sin' which reminds me of who he used to be.

he nge nge wanna meet up with me...i just dont wanna..but he caught me off guard..damm cheek asked about my timetable..i gave in spilling the beans without knw the intention. and now we r meeting up at thursday and he wants to hang till dinner with me.

i donno why i dont wanna meet up with him...issit due to the fact tht he just came bk from hk..and i'm just scared tht the image i have of him will be spoiled by what he hv learned there..or i'm just afriad he would pressure me into letting him sleep in my room.

he even went far enuf by going to the hall, and to the room tht i used to live in, looking for me. he thn told me there was this guy living at the room tht i used to stay.

i kept declining. and he said tht 'the reason i wanna meet up with u is to remind you tht u used to have a friend like me, i wanna catch up with you. i am just afraid u will forget about who i am and how i was like b4 i went to hk'.

i gave in...thinking "fine! how bad could it be"..as long as he doesnt annoys me like what kenyon did..boy, kenyon really drove me nuts with his attitude.

Okay..I’ve gotta say..i am trilled tht he's back from HK..but i guess he has forgotten the fact tht i asked him not to be such an ass when he comes bk. but all and all he nvr listens. I don’t know how he sees me. Zhen wanted to sleep at my room every Thursday cause he’s got classes at 9am on Friday and it takes him 2 hrs to get to uni.

First of all, i would love to have my own personal space. 2nd, he likes to sleep bare naked which i rmber clearly tht he think he’s got to show a bit of his manly guns (sickening). 3rd of all, if ming ming were to knw about this, she would kill me. 4th I’ve got clinical and have to wake up at 5am, so tht means I’ve gotta sleep at like ard 9pm. 5th, i’m a very light sleeper, so I wake up despite of the soundless footsteps in my room. 6th, if mum and dad were to knw tht i let a guy sleep in my room every Thursday, they would freak out. 7th of all, i bet this will get ppl talking. 8th of all, he would surely eat all thts in my fridge cause i knw he’s damm annoying personalities of being a greedy jerk (well, maybe this would have change after HK).

All of those words spoken was trashed out by him just so tht he can enjoy the convenience of sucking up the S**T out of me like what the HKees would do!

Enrique iglesias : girl wants him and guys wanna be like him..(need i say more) He is what i pictured my Dimika to be like.

after 10 ++ pieces of oven baked chickens, 30 ++ plus potato balls, a bowl of risotto, a few glass of orange juice, and a few glass full of vodka, a few mouthfuls of nuts and the tv on to final destination 2...i can say tht last night was AWESOMMMMMME...best sleepover since jonat came over. lots of laughter and fooling ard.

and not to mention, ah bern ate 10 plates of dimsum this morning. haha