finally exams over!!!! i'm soooooooooo darn happy..happy till siao ki...go borders online and shop like nobody's buzz..i wanted to get a hat from sportsgirls...but then the one i wanted was not there..and thn wanted a curling thong but was advice by janice not to get it..oo..well..and and..janice got me a hairband..me and janice got mum a jurlique's hand cream..cause mum kept using mine..


boy waited for me. :)

i recent met someone. Funny,humble,ambitious. It was just a blind meeting cause up until today, he still donno how i look like.

me: i'm lazy to type, ring u?

zhen: ok..hold on, i'm exercising.

(one hr later)

zhen: ok...done.

u say lar, i bet any human being would wanna whack him for tht

i realise zhen's part time job is not dota-ing ..but browsing other ppl's fb pages...he kept sending me all this links to other ppl's page wanting me to comment on them. @.@ especially kelly which he could stop telling me she is Hiao.

'balik kampung'..zhen said tht he learn it from he's malaysian sifu. he said it as 'baliek kaumpooung'. (O.O)

oo..cindy, i told zhen about u wanting to meet all my friends, since he's been suggesting to go eat steamboat, so i guess we will have steamboat dinner with him kay? i wanted sushi..but tht pig wanted steamboat..oo..fine..and he wanted to see ure fb pic..hehe...u know he pronouced ure name is 'cyndizee lie'...lol..

i'm so into acidic food at the mo...i wanted sour drinks before and after meals...i wish i've got a box of lemons with me now..i dont mind drinking diluted lemon juice if it helps with this constant craving for sour stuffs.

(me as luke's dessert woman)

Few weeks ago, this friend of mine suddenly asked me to laugh. i smirk and then continue doing my assignment. The next day, he asked me to laugh agn. Irritated by his request i asked what this is about, he said, he wants to video record me laughing. Of course tht sent out a burst of laughers as tht is the silliest thing i've ever heard. He thn told me that the reason why he loves making silly lame jokes whenever he’s talking to me is just to make me laugh cause he loves tht laughter of mine, which to my amusement, i dint freaked out. Because its somehow like what i love doing, cause i love calling Zhen in the morning to hear his sleepy voice...It’s just so comforting to one’s stressed mind. But thn when i hang ard him, he doesn’t sound the same as he is on phone.

Then yesterday, another guy who I’ve not met for years told me he miss my laughter. (What? Another dude loves my laughter? The laughter i swore mum said sounds so weird) and he then admit that when he talks to me, and laughs, it’s not because of my lame jokes (o my, tht makes me even lamer) but because of my laughter that he loves and that’s why he laughs as well.

When during placement, my patients admit that they love my smile..(omgosh..my smile is sooo weird looking okay) i admittedly told them tht if thts their cheesy way of seeking comfort as they know i’m their nurse and tht i would not jab them if i need to. HAHA

Last Friday, this nurse i helped out (even tho i was not under her) told me tht she loves my eyes with green contacts. And i told her that i prefer her natural colour of eyes which are baby blue..and she asked me to get blue contacts as it would look good on me too..(i..er...dont think it would)..the whole day, she kept calling me “doll”, “darling” and wanted to have dinner with me..She’s awesome to work with..but too bad last Friday was my last shift.

ok..i hate it when ppl use any of my cosmetics or facial products. Cant u ppl just go ask for samples instead of using mine?!?

someone came up to me (while i was applying for a lippy and asked if she could borrow some of it)..for godsakes woman, get ure own, i dont like sharing my personal stuffs with ppl tht arent family..even tho ure my friend, i would prefer it if u dont go asking me if u could borrow it, out of politeness, i would just unwillingly give it to you, but thn deep down in my tots, i would think of ways of disinfecting tht tube.

i've grown quite sensitive into sharing my products, not tht i dont trust any of them, but i would prefer it if they dont pass down the bacterias to me like as if i dont have my own to fight with.

Laura said tht nestar would be a good boyfriend for me..O.O errr...no thanks.

Janet, the housing allocator woman sent me an email telling me that she might put 2 guys in to my unit next year. Not very happy about that as from my experience and from what others have told me, guys here aren’t good at cleaning. So tht means, I’ll have a very dirty environment next year..arg…they better not be using the same bathroom as me..cause with Alex already, the toilet is smelly..heck..they don’t aim properly I guess…

I told one of the girls about this, and she sees this as an opportunity for me to hook up with some random dude.. WTH man..its my 3rd year next year and hopefully final year, the last thing i need now is a distraction.

Recently my aunt has been admitted to the GH in miri(bless her little heart, i hope she's alright)...and what’s more, everyone kept calling me asking me so many questions about what could have caused this? Why? For how long? What meds should she take? How does it work? and blah…I could only say what I know, I’m still quite new at medications..and I donno why they pester me..When they could have asked the doctors or nurses...It’s like the docs there aren’t to be trusted..jeez..they did not get their degrees for no reason, they are there, the nurse is there, so just ask them. I bet they are happy to help. (I think)

so freaking tired...thanks to Apple, *eyes rolling*..thanks to her non stop skyping at 2am yap, i am unable to sleep after her laughter woke me up. i was so annoyed by her..went to gary to ask if i could change my room to no. 4 next year. i really really cant stand apple..shes a great housemate, clean and all..but shes got this weird habit of being on the phone at 1am all the time. and obviously, shes got a problem controlling the volume of her voice. and not only her, i realise her friends too.

I realize unlike most Asians, Caucasians here (mostly uni students) aren’t afraid to post up funky pics of them in fb. Like for example, their friend’s pic as their profile pic, indecent pictures of their naked ass, inappropriate pics of them kissing their friend’s butt cheeks, unappealing pics of them half naked in the sheets, unattractive pic of them in a girls dress.

today..one of my pt drove me nuts. nuts as in not a good way. i walked down to fmc in the pouring rain, all soaked up to the ward, under a chatty nurse who only chats her little heart away while i waited for her to approve smthg. given 2 pt, pt 1 was a fuss, pt 2 was an angel. pt 1 rings the bell every half an hr for little simple tasks tht he's so lazy to do.

first hr- pt 1 rings the bell cause he's got a wee wee and he wee wee on his bed, cause he's a VRE pt, so of course, the gowns and gloves b4 going into his room which takes up time and of course he kept ringing for fun knowing i'm outside of his room trying to get the gowns on.

2pm- pt 1 wants to be in bed, wants me to help him wear his shoes, wants me to measure his pan, wants me to move his table.

2.15pm- pt 1 wants me to move his tv remote to his bed.

2.25pm- pt 1 wants somthng.

2.45pm- pt 1 wee wee on his bed after i changed fresh linen on an hr ago.

by 3pm i had a slight headache.

3.15pm- did pt 1's bp. check on pt 2. gv pt 2 crushed ice, did his bp, check his wound.

3.20pm- 3.45pm- pt 1 wants me to lift his back rest which the control is just infront of him. check his pan bottle, wants me to feed him, wants me to help him get to bed...

by 4pm my headache was terrible. i couldnt concentrate on anything. i feel like my brain is not working properly as i cannot rmber much.

4-4.30pm- i finally got a bit of rest from pt 1 and went to check on pt 2.

4.30-5pm- pt 1 harrassed me with more chores which he himself can do but then he's quite fam. for being very dependent.

by 5 pm i felt sick..i couldnt take pt 1 anymore...he is just toooo much...

by 6pm, helen sent me home cause i wasnt feeling well.

My 80 yo pt was playing his psp in front of me...how kewl...i told him I’ve have yet to own one of those gadgets.

and thts the pic, cindy..i've brightern the background so tht u could have a better look at the colour. my friends thinks tht red looks good on me...so i tried this colour.

** me and my fav elmo shirt and my new hairstyle**

(O.O) i can’t believe tht Anna is going to shanghai with both of our parents while i'm stuck at aussie..I’ve not been in contact with her and kefv for ages..Like seriously, its been monkey years since we've last talked, saw and slap each other silly. Well all of us has been busy..and i realise when i'm busy, i shut everyone out so tht i could cuddle in my warm loop hole being a geek. its no surprise tht i haven’t seen much of the sun ever since i dont know when. and the only destinations i've made for the pass month is to go FMC for clinical or Sturt for my classes..and now tht I’ve come out of my own shell, I’m bored till there’s no words to describe it. Now, i get to feel Zhen’s pain..cause that dodo is always bored.

i realise when i'm alone with him, he changed into this guy who i'm so comfortable with. its like whatever happened nvr did occur.

Chocolates from Janice.. :))Angelika called me missy green eyes. haha. i got to see how a stoma looks like..eh..damm cool..i feel like squeezing tht lump of meat..but if i do tht, my patients would freaked out to my wry amusement into wanting to bruise up his internal flesh and lump of meat.

What my friends dont get is why i love sitting and lying down on my table. well where should i sit or lie down when they took up the whole entire space of my luscious bed.

pictures, pictures and more pictures from yy.

Snippy snap snap...I’ve just came bk from the salon. Guess the colour of my hair and the length of it.

Well besides tht i've just came bk from Arndale, i got a beach umbrella for free..it was huge O.O ..Okay, now i can drive up to the beach with my humongous umbrella with the girls.. :D

I’ve also been to QEH to sign up for the volunteering service..and had call Adelaide care solutions...i donno about the job but i'm definitely getting a volunteering job to pass my time during the summer..

omg...when i saw Jackie (my kuching friend's pic) where he took it at damai beach recently...ah....it brings back all those priceless memories...how long has it been? 6 years? 5 years? okay...i dont rmber when it was..but thn it was fun..He and Gary brought me to the beach with Alice and a few other guys..i have totally forgotten how we met (tht i'll have to ask him) but then i think after tht night, we skipped the dinner..went to the guys room and played cards (well Gary taught me how to play blackjack)..oo..oo..i rmber the next day, tht stalker guy rang me and Jackie picked up saying tht he’s my bf and asked stalker to nvr bugged me agn..it was hilarious, i snickered beside gary cause Jackie was so natural..o..and and..we stood at the chair at this singing session and Jackie brought me to the haunted block..it was awesome :D when we parted, it was a sad day..a few months later, Jackie send me a pic he drew of me..ahhhh...time flies..i wish to go bk to those years where puppy love was still so new to me, texting was part of my job, i'm with the girls most of the time ,i'm carefree and giggling most of the time...its so different now, i’m lazy, i prefer calling then to text, i became so dull..


Zhen picked me up from my house, went to have sushi..he enjoyed sashimi when i had my aburi salmon. I kept getting him those ginger snacks and filled it in a bowl for him...and in the end; i put the blame on him jokingly when there was like tons of ginger pieces on his plate...He said i eat so little. Then we went to coles where i spend most of my time there saying the word ‘NO!’ to him while he chase me around aisle to aisle asking me to go to Salisbury with him to watch a movie..cause its far and i’m tired..but he caught up with me, tempting me with he’s so called famous ‘dumpling soup’ that he promised to make for me since last year. He said tht if i do go Salisbury, he would cook dumpling soup for me for dinner and then we get to play some games at his house. In the end, i said the final NO and asked him to drive me home so tht i could do some chores.

Zhen came and find me yesterday. i realise he sucks at parking too..haha..(yes! i'm not the only one)..anyhoos..i donno if i should believe him...cause he says tht he is not hiao...well..nth can top up with what i heard this week..damm when my friends gossips about a friend (which i donno why i'm always the last one to know about everything..Which i think its prob the best)..i couldnt believe my ears and when i went to her room and saw *what i shouldnt have...and i wish i could erase my memory..i might as well chant *my friend is pure* x 1000 times.

Well zhen said tht he respects a girl and would not do *those sorts of stuffs to a girl. hmmmmmm....i am not sure if this is true..but then he keeps on saying tht its true. it’s hard to believe tht a guy is not tempted to. well I’m not convinced...he nge nge wants to hang out with me even tho he's got a presentation due and i've got a quiz and 2 assignments due. he said if i dont meet up with him, he will die of boredom...(O.O) what rubbish!

writing a resume for dummies. i really need help, maggie sent me her copy...of course with her work experience, i couldnt compare...heck...i've nvr worked at aussie b4. i onced saw zhen's resume..it looks soo professional too..arggg....i will need age care3 certs, manual handling (like duh! of course i know this and i donno why i need the cert), and then first aid cert.

inbox (111) all from fb. thanks y'all... :D
Before (waiting for lanny to sent me to british india rest.) and after (bk at home on the phone) group pic of the girls without denise,shirlene,dani,adeline,janice cause they could not make it.yy baked me an oreo cake (knowing oreo is my fav breakkie..lol) our dinner..

birthday cake from collin and reuben on sat's pre celebration

strawberry cheese cake

the presents and card from my friends..*loves

my fb and phone kena spammed with wishes. what more, some of my friends did not know about the day light saving rang me at 2.30am this morning...damm blur,i dont even rmber what i said to them..XD haha..but it was awesome...i was a bit tired so i slept early but thanks guys...i'm still waiting for pics from last night's dinner, had it at eastern garden with dad, lanny and our friends. but tonight is the big night, gonna have it with my girls. i opt for something simple as i'm very tired today...so no kbox, no clubbing..and wishing i can get to bed before 11pm tonight..as i dont think coffee would wake me up by thn...

anyhoos...i just got bk from arndale, daddy's 3rd present from me is a GPS, as i lost myself at the city tht day...and now with the gps, i wont get lost, would not read the map incorrectly and would get to the destinations on time. :D

i'll just show u (for now) what my parents got me.

this is from mamma. wore it last night. this is by daddy, and which i'm gonna wear tonight.. :D janice said it means the lock and key to your heart. :D

hai bu fat!!! i keep eating...like on friday, astor lamb wrap..and yesterday laksa,mdc and eastern garden plus strawberry cheese cake by collin and reuben..:D and today...tons of nuts, sushi and tonight, having dinner at british india...i bet i cant wear my dress tonight..haha..cause its tight fitting and my tummy si beh fat now.

Yesterday, I received a card from Melbourne. What was written in that card gave me warmth, love, encouragement, faith and motivation. I’m very thankful for the card Cindy. I was touched by what you wrote. The words you wrote got me through my exam quiz just now, as I wanna study hard and achieve my goals.. :D I cant wait for you to visit Adelaide but sadly, I cant celebrate new year with you next year as i'm not going bk to miri.. X( .. sorry i havent been keeping in touch as i'm busy this month. study hard and take care kay.

my day was pretty dull, had two patients, they were nice, the nurse above me was superduper awesome..Aside from tht, zhen rang me

zhen: (trying to sound like a girl but failed) *hello


me: yeah, hello? (Thinking what the heck, is zhen having a sore throat?)


zhen: (again with tht girls voice...damm fail chin) *helloooo


me: why do you sound like a girl?


zhen: well, cause i am..


me: =.=...u nvr fails to make my day...


zhen: whn can we meet? i'm at marion,later go xing xing,damm hungry.


me: not free till 24th oct..i'm having lunch at Fmc cafe.


zhen: okay..then we meet on 24th..u drive down to salisbury and we can go xing xing or take a bus to salisbury and i'll drive us to xing xing...


me: wtheck man...xing xing is like a 10 mins walk from my house and salisbury is like 30 mins drive...


zhen: wo men liang ge go xingxing together ma.


me: u wait till pigs fly okay?

my friends are taking pole dancing classes and they have asked me to join, all u need is heels and $150 for 8 lessons. what rip off..what an expensive idea to bruised your body.

okay...rmber i said something me colouring my hair...and cutting it short...it turns our my dad would be here for my birthday...he quotes 'its my girl's 21st birthday, how could i miss the event?' ...o..thanks pap...but then i planned to first dye my hair, cut it short, have dinner, then ask yy n the girls if they could guide me to the wildest bar in town, lose myself and end up having a fab time...

but then if dad's here, i might not dye my hair (cause he wont allow me to do it), and of course i CANNOT go clubbing (might change it to k-box then)...so...erm...my birthday this year would be dull..

i hoped tht the girls dont begged me to invite thier bfs...cause, bless thier little stars, thier bf's is always a party pooper...

i was on the phone with my aunt, i told her tht i cant wait to go bk to miri, to see her, i assured her tht she will see me this year...and then 10 mins later, i got a call from dad saying tht i aint going bk to miri for cny next year...*sad...