i finally watched Lake House (2006)...it would be heartless to say tht this aint a touching movie no?

boy: so, u cried while watching tht?
me: uh huh..the story's touching.
boy: for god sakes sheila, its just a movie.
me: well said by the heartless man i am still friends with.
boy: hug?
me: go away..><

its gonna be the notebook for tomolo..and i was told to prepare a box of tissue..i rmber telling a friend tht i havent watch the notebook b4, she gave a shock look and was like 'gawd sheila...u serious?' thts when i kwn i'm missing out on a very good movie..haha..

i've been slacking for the pass 2 days...i donno whats got into me...i'm just lazy...butt lazy to fin my assignments...

i've decided to start my very first scrapbook. :D and as shop thru spotlight today, i've decided to make something special for denise and janice..

what jason said is getting on my nerves..it feels like i'm talking to TCH all over agn..why does this always happens to me and guys who are either caucasian or looks like one?

last night, was by far one of the best dreams i've ever had...i wanted to sleep in till noon...heck, i've been slacking all day...haha

pics frm yesterday's picnic..

:D

had an awesome time at the botanic garden...wonderful friends and food...i brought quiche,aino with banana cake,yy & kath with egg tart,denise & alex with sugar bread biscuits,jason brought rissoles and others brought mud cake,chocolate cake, crackers and dips,drinks, air bandung,eggplant with bread mix,cookies,tons of fruits, sandwichess and maybe a few more which i cant rmber.

after our meals, we went to the rose garden..and jason took us ard the garden...it was fun..cause i get tho chase the ducks..and got rose torns stuck on my palms...cause i kept jumping while we were at the rose garden.

and he brought me to look at the biggest bottle top plant i've ever seen..and then kept ticklling me all way thru...i donno why he enjoys tht sooo much..

after tht they played dogs and bones...while me,alex and kath sat down on the beach towels..talking...

we walked ard rundle where jason kept eavesdropping on me and kath's converstaion bout guys..@.@...

this is when jason taught me how to play pool..and foosball...i was on his team..and i kept losing.lol..

and jason learn a new word frm me today which is "BU YAO KUCHI WO"..he told me tht upon hearing tht he really wants to tickle me more..@.@

i really miss you sooo much...

have u ever miss someone till ure heart aches and u feel screaming and the stubborn tears just wont stop rolling down your cheeks...

i've just cant find my place in his heart no more...i miss him bad...he did not show the same...like i'm talking to a dry log...he says tht he's busy, tht i can torelate,but thn its been about almost 2 months since i've heard frm him..

i wanted to talk to someone..but not jason...its too soon to share all these...tho, he's always got words of wisdom to share...but i'm not into tht now...

and zhen is not even on9...i dont even knw where he's gone to...

what did i do to deserve your cold shoulders?

oo..its sooooooooooooooooo on like donkey kong...haha...

me and jason made a bet...this friday, we let our friends judge our cooking..he with rissole and me with quiche...

loser gets his/her ass kicked by the winner....i'm warned to wear pants...and something white to present my pure and innocent look...<---jason thinks its nicer that way..so if i lose, my ass wont be kicked as hard as i imagine it would be?

lol...whenever we talked, i wanna save all the juicy stuffs for another day of conversation...i had so much laughter and fun whn i'm with him...i want our conversation to last a lit longer... :D but like always, i always have my doubt ard caucasian...cause i find it hard to trust them...jason's great, but then i just knw him not long ago...

my weekend was awesome...i had tons of fun...thanks to colin and jonat..:D..

and now at this moment,(2.44am) i couldnt stop smilling...jason's funny jokes brighterns up my day...except for the fact tht he kept calling me "silly little sheila"...@.@

A heart to heart conversation is what i really need now..i'm so stressed...i'm going nuts..and my homie aint here...i'm suffering frm kidney pain...i donno how much do i still need to eat to decrease my hunger...my stomach feels like a bottomless pit when i'm upset/stressed...

i couldnt get my head ard the essay ...2500 words of biomedical and socialogical model bout health...i'm stuck...

a friend of mine said tht i'm obsessed with guys whose got moles like enrique iglesias...*hands up* screaming GUITYYYYY...

i soooo am...and plus, i love guys whose got tht cute baby face kinda look....just soooooo adorable..

and theres this sushi chef tht i love staring at while having my usual fav sat lunch, he's got the mole plus the cute baby face..

last week,someone told me tht i dont put enough emotions in the way i reply him, like the laughters after a sentence, such as LOL or hahahaha or what Ming would say is kkkkkkk...

do i? i mean i think i typed out alot of this rubbish after sentence.i seriosuly do. what does he want? a full page full of HAHAs? or HEHEs? or LOLs? wont i be spamming him with unnecessary nonsence?...

omg...what have i gotten myself into..all i knw is tht denise asked me to be nice to guys more often, and the next thing i knw is tht i'm stalked by this hong kee....eik...what the heck....rewind...pls...just turn bk to 4 days ago....o..gosh..this is horror...

last week, i told denise bout my past and how i treated some guys badly, she told me i should be nice to them...and so thts what i did, i replied this hong kong guy, talked to him...and dint ignored him onced...and now i got myself into a dinner date with him on thursday, with him picking me up...and now he's asking for a late night movie date with me...arg....and he wont stop calling...ARG...and to top it off, he wont stop speaking in hakka and canto to me...and at the same time asking me if i understand what he said, he would not let it off easy by telling me what he said, he wants me to guess....like for example he asked 'do you want to go watch a movie with me tonight, its by jackie chan at 10pm, i'll go pick you up at 9pm, cant wait to see you..' in hakka...and i asked what he said..and he would just laugh and ask me to guess...for a sentence like tht he could have just speak it in english intead of wasting my time guessing for it...so it took bout 30 mins for a 20 mins conversation...i'm so pissed off...tht bugger needs to stop, but he dont wanna even tho i asked him to just speak in languages tht i would understand, i'm racking my brain to think of a way to answer him politely...HELP!!!!!

denise, watching me in distress asked me to stop being nice to him...wow...thts like a 5 days of practice...haha...

i'm so tired...so exhausted...i just wanna cuddle next to u...can?....

he stayed over..tht guy who my friend met for 2 and a half weeks stayed over at our unit...what the heck is she thinking...how could someone random who walked up to u, talked, find u on fb,asked u out,hold ure hands and sleep in the same bed with u within two weeks..and a friend of mine asked me to hear for midnight noises...thts just sick....

woah..the happy go lucky, sarcastic tiny friend of mine is pissed at me, the gang's having this hang out trip to the port..

(blah blah.....skipping to the point)

friend: (sounded pissed) like why do u have to limit ureself, ure born with cash, ure father's got cash...just swipe the card...

me: u knw i cant babe...sorry...plus i've got exams and quizes this week...

friend: its just tht i havent seen much of u lately, kinda missed u soo much u knw...cant u just go??....

me:sorry babe...haha...but why dont u come over my place on monday...we could hang..

friend: yeah..wadever...

me: err...*awkwarddddd*

okay...the way she sounds annoys the heck out of me too...i aint got no money printing machine stash at home...i cant just go get the money and spend happy moments with u all...u knw i need the change...its not like last year where i dont think at all and spend it like money flows out of my back pockets...thts one of the reasons i moved to the units, as i dont wanna spend so much no more...i need to save my money for groceries...i'm taking denise's words 'before taking out the card, think twice..and ask yourself if u really need it and can u survive without it'

'i dont mean to be rude, but whats your name agn?' my brain juice has run dry and i keep losing my memory...

this guy came up to me and ask me if i still rmbers him..i do rmber tht we've chatted b4...but all those we have talked bout are lost with all those junks in the sin bin..i dont mean to hurt u..but i jt couldnt rmber..nor do i wanna keep tab on whats been going on in ure life all the time..theres like bout 250++ ppl on my msn...and i'm not adding nonsence into it anymore...not unless ure truly a friend and someone i would get to knw more...i hv stopped accepting random ppl who wants to be a friend of mine..fb aint a good idea..maybe if u wanna be a friend, might as well gimme a good reason instead of "o, i want u to add me so tht i've got more friends with me in farm ville...or mafia wars" like wt heck...are u serious? just for a game and u beg me to accept u? jeez..i aint into all tht crap..but thn the last game i've played was restaurant city...well i was forced to play by zhen...he talks bout it 24/7..and asked me to play all the time...he even wanted me to play dota...anyhoos if u wanna add me, just add me via friendster...and dont expect me reply u by comments as i dont read them...but messages are alright..

MRS i donno whats her name tutor in ETHICS AND LAW IS SUCH A BIATCH...she wont even look at me whn i presented my answers to the class..thn why be a tutor whn ure such a bias BIATCH ASS hard core curly/frizzy hair old granny who doesnt seems to care bout asians frm malaysia/hk/korea and sg...

i had such a massive headache just now cause of the non stop beeping sound by the PMC machine...i was secretly pressing the stop cancel button as hard as i could, bruising my fingers till the max when my lecturer wasnt looking..as it suppose to be a natural thing tht ure gonna hear at the hospital..but i cant stand it..

and i got my allocations for clinical and it clashes with my assignment due dates...i donno how kenneth put up with it last year and he went to melb with sammy...wow..i really do admire him...and plus tht sweet thang wanted to help me for my drug cal exam next tues..

i cooked dinner with denise and i feel fat now...so i'm gonna kill myself in the gym later on...work my butt off and then release this tension and stress...

i've got on9 quizs and drug calculation exams next week @.@... n i dont effin know what its all about...jeez...those tutors i hv are like brain zeros...simple maths and they can be stuck for hrs..i myself aint good but i can solve it better and faster thn them...

i miss u soooooo damm much...dont ask why..i just do...

i feel robbed..as i wanted to sell off my books for bout $200..but this girl slashed the price till its like $130...she got it easy, i wasnt going to sell it off until she said a few lines of chinese and sounded so much like what Zhen would hv said..and i totally froze..i've really forgottern bout how he sounded like until this girl spoke..i missed it...the slang..the lameness..and i just agreed to sell off my books for $130 as i was dumbfounded by her slang...

having like a tub of yogart for breakkie...sigh...how i miss hall food..dammm...now i'm posting up random pics taken b4 and after i left for adelaidethis was taken by this unknown photograper at mum's friend's house during CNY...he wants to take every single pic of everyone there...i've been hiding frm him since i notice him chasing ard like a mad man for pics...but he finally took mine while i was getting food..@.@got my nails done by mei mei b4 i left.Valentines day cookies....the wine frm V dinner...(ps i loveeee this pic)and this pic toothe lovely chocolate cake which i couldnt even finish...><..such a waste roses from my hunnie...thanks hun, i love it so much....the last meeting b4 and a game of monopoly with alex,joyce,reuben, lanny...well i helped babysit lolly.see....so cute ritelanny was tossing lolly's butterfly toy for him to catch

on our way to sgand sg to aussie frm 1opm or 11pm till 7.30 am the meeting with off of my friends including a few new fresh faces...i cooked chicken mushroom pastapotatoes in chilli sauce..