christmas gift No.2
i dint even wake up to the pounding of doors..slept till 12pm. and thn saw something leaning on the front door..thts whn i saw this prezzie..awww...why, thank you my muchacho. *ilu.

eish..why not just cut me in half. mum wants me in perth, zhen wants me in hk with him, boy wants me in miri with him, dessert man wants me to go to the dessert with him..

what to do..every single time someone wants me to go bk to miri, it saddens me all over agn..i dreamt of being bk in miri last night..and that me and cindy sat the MRT to my house..and then waited for my bro to come bk with the market's noodles with my cousins..


went to the christmas carol thing with reuben just now. met a lot of malaysian..at times like this, i can say my uni sucks cause u can hardly find so many malaysians there.


while waiting for reuben to finish his band thinggy, rang zhen as he took he's ilets this morning. he has been asking me to go hk with him for sooooooooooooo long.but then i cant go..cause i need to stay back. he tempt me into saying tht he'll bring me shopping and tht we could stay at HKU for experience of his life when he was there..and tht he's got so much to show me in hk...gahhh...i'm soooooo tempted to go with him. i bet he was just spreading sugar towards what he said to me as he says without me, he's life in hk would be boring and tht he prefers to hang with me..pfft..sugar coated words...anyhoos..even at adelaide, i'm soo lazy to go out..even to hang with him..u say ler...how impossible this dream is to him. its not tht he's bad or anything like tht..its just tht, adelaide is hell boring..i would love to hang with him more if it wasnt for the the fact tht he stay so far away...having zhen is like me having a gay friend..haha..(not tht he's gay) but i feel so comfy talking to him about guys..and tht i dont have to talk all the time..cause he sets out the atmosphere for both of us.. and plus, when i go ard shopping (like to sportsgirl and all)..he follows ard and nvr complains..and tht when both of us gets something, we both have very humorous opinion...i can say tht he's not perverted in mind (which maybe he is but doesnt show) and plus..he listens..and good grief..he's got quite a memory to rmber what i've said in the past.

A friend of mine sent me some early christmas prezzie..countless bling blings :D..reading the card infront of him on skype. *loves

i smell like cherries today.. :D while waiting for the green light to get onto the opposite end of the road, this guy, came up and talk to me..cause i was look straight ahead, listening and was sorta singing "coming home by pixie ft jason"..with speakers high blast..he was sorta talking to thin air..i did not realise he was talking to me until i started noticing those infront of me started looking at my direction/me...O.O..but i dint meant to be mean..i just dint hear him...but thn what he wanted to say to me was tht i smell sweet & nice, wanted to know where i'm from and wanted to wish me merry christmas.

i know i know..i'm such a hypocrite...try 24/7 with someone like him, i think I’ll rather dig my own grave. at times this dude is superb..and at times this dude gets into my nerves..at times he knows when to back off with the constant tease. but heck, constant tease with this lunatic?!?..i'll have to say he's a 'no no'..sigh~ only someone like Denise could revive me all up agn...

cant sleep all night as my Dimika is here today..gasp!@

quote from zhen 'mature and older woman are crazy!'

oo..guess what?!? i got 2 shirts from gillies market..yes, GIllies market...for 16 bucks...i am so happy!

All the guys, HE..he was the one who talked some sense into me...he calls me the black widow and I called him the guy with wild and broad with a slice of lunatic imaginations...

After so many weeks of knowing him,some juicy bits are better off selfishly kept from others. *winks

Dearest Cindy, I’m happy to have you over. I love the company. I really did have fun. It’s like having a sister around. I’m just sorry you have to see the temper in me few days ago. I still miss home. But I’ll take your advice. I’m better now. Well...i cant be sure when I’ll see you again..but I’ll see you when i do get the chance to meet up with you in the future. Up until thn, do take care and have a safe trip back home.

Dad rang asking if i wanna Hello kitty phone.. my first reaction was a short pause (thinking i nvr knew hello kitty manufactures phone products, but then hello kitty is a Japanese merchandise..so yeah..go figures)..But then i turned down tht offer..and then i curiosity kicks in and i went web searching for the phones and found these..i actually like this one..i think this was the one cindy described to me when i told her about dad wanting to get me the phone.
but then i'm not into hello kitty would rather not be found having one of any of their products..its like guys having doremons phones (which i dont think they hv, but u get the idea)..plus i'm happy with my phone.. :D

one last pic of my room before i pack everything up. i feel exhausted when packing and whats more, i'm not even half way thru, my room's a mess.. sigh... going to fmc for the volunteer research thing which janice signed me up for.

guess what?!?! i dont need to wait till 7th dec for my dimika... :D

finally exams over!!!! i'm soooooooooo darn happy..happy till siao ki...go borders online and shop like nobody's buzz..i wanted to get a hat from sportsgirls...but then the one i wanted was not there..and thn wanted a curling thong but was advice by janice not to get it..oo..well..and and..janice got me a hairband..me and janice got mum a jurlique's hand cream..cause mum kept using mine..


boy waited for me. :)

i recent met someone. Funny,humble,ambitious. It was just a blind meeting cause up until today, he still donno how i look like.

me: i'm lazy to type, ring u?

zhen: ok..hold on, i'm exercising.

(one hr later)

zhen: ok...done.

u say lar, i bet any human being would wanna whack him for tht

i realise zhen's part time job is not dota-ing ..but browsing other ppl's fb pages...he kept sending me all this links to other ppl's page wanting me to comment on them. @.@ especially kelly which he could stop telling me she is Hiao.

'balik kampung'..zhen said tht he learn it from he's malaysian sifu. he said it as 'baliek kaumpooung'. (O.O)

oo..cindy, i told zhen about u wanting to meet all my friends, since he's been suggesting to go eat steamboat, so i guess we will have steamboat dinner with him kay? i wanted sushi..but tht pig wanted steamboat..oo..fine..and he wanted to see ure fb pic..hehe...u know he pronouced ure name is 'cyndizee lie'...lol..

i'm so into acidic food at the mo...i wanted sour drinks before and after meals...i wish i've got a box of lemons with me now..i dont mind drinking diluted lemon juice if it helps with this constant craving for sour stuffs.

(me as luke's dessert woman)

Few weeks ago, this friend of mine suddenly asked me to laugh. i smirk and then continue doing my assignment. The next day, he asked me to laugh agn. Irritated by his request i asked what this is about, he said, he wants to video record me laughing. Of course tht sent out a burst of laughers as tht is the silliest thing i've ever heard. He thn told me that the reason why he loves making silly lame jokes whenever he’s talking to me is just to make me laugh cause he loves tht laughter of mine, which to my amusement, i dint freaked out. Because its somehow like what i love doing, cause i love calling Zhen in the morning to hear his sleepy voice...It’s just so comforting to one’s stressed mind. But thn when i hang ard him, he doesn’t sound the same as he is on phone.

Then yesterday, another guy who I’ve not met for years told me he miss my laughter. (What? Another dude loves my laughter? The laughter i swore mum said sounds so weird) and he then admit that when he talks to me, and laughs, it’s not because of my lame jokes (o my, tht makes me even lamer) but because of my laughter that he loves and that’s why he laughs as well.

When during placement, my patients admit that they love my smile..(omgosh..my smile is sooo weird looking okay) i admittedly told them tht if thts their cheesy way of seeking comfort as they know i’m their nurse and tht i would not jab them if i need to. HAHA

Last Friday, this nurse i helped out (even tho i was not under her) told me tht she loves my eyes with green contacts. And i told her that i prefer her natural colour of eyes which are baby blue..and she asked me to get blue contacts as it would look good on me too..(i..er...dont think it would)..the whole day, she kept calling me “doll”, “darling” and wanted to have dinner with me..She’s awesome to work with..but too bad last Friday was my last shift.

ok..i hate it when ppl use any of my cosmetics or facial products. Cant u ppl just go ask for samples instead of using mine?!?

someone came up to me (while i was applying for a lippy and asked if she could borrow some of it)..for godsakes woman, get ure own, i dont like sharing my personal stuffs with ppl tht arent family..even tho ure my friend, i would prefer it if u dont go asking me if u could borrow it, out of politeness, i would just unwillingly give it to you, but thn deep down in my tots, i would think of ways of disinfecting tht tube.

i've grown quite sensitive into sharing my products, not tht i dont trust any of them, but i would prefer it if they dont pass down the bacterias to me like as if i dont have my own to fight with.

Laura said tht nestar would be a good boyfriend for me..O.O errr...no thanks.

Janet, the housing allocator woman sent me an email telling me that she might put 2 guys in to my unit next year. Not very happy about that as from my experience and from what others have told me, guys here aren’t good at cleaning. So tht means, I’ll have a very dirty environment next year..arg…they better not be using the same bathroom as me..cause with Alex already, the toilet is smelly..heck..they don’t aim properly I guess…

I told one of the girls about this, and she sees this as an opportunity for me to hook up with some random dude.. WTH man..its my 3rd year next year and hopefully final year, the last thing i need now is a distraction.

Recently my aunt has been admitted to the GH in miri(bless her little heart, i hope she's alright)...and what’s more, everyone kept calling me asking me so many questions about what could have caused this? Why? For how long? What meds should she take? How does it work? and blah…I could only say what I know, I’m still quite new at medications..and I donno why they pester me..When they could have asked the doctors or nurses...It’s like the docs there aren’t to be trusted..jeez..they did not get their degrees for no reason, they are there, the nurse is there, so just ask them. I bet they are happy to help. (I think)

so freaking tired...thanks to Apple, *eyes rolling*..thanks to her non stop skyping at 2am yap, i am unable to sleep after her laughter woke me up. i was so annoyed by her..went to gary to ask if i could change my room to no. 4 next year. i really really cant stand apple..shes a great housemate, clean and all..but shes got this weird habit of being on the phone at 1am all the time. and obviously, shes got a problem controlling the volume of her voice. and not only her, i realise her friends too.

I realize unlike most Asians, Caucasians here (mostly uni students) aren’t afraid to post up funky pics of them in fb. Like for example, their friend’s pic as their profile pic, indecent pictures of their naked ass, inappropriate pics of them kissing their friend’s butt cheeks, unappealing pics of them half naked in the sheets, unattractive pic of them in a girls dress.