Have u ever had those kinda moments where the song that was playing at that very moment reminded you of a special event? Yeah. and tht sorta brings out one of the happiest moments in life and u don’t want it to end. I, at times imprint someone with a song. :)

Even without trying, i have a feeling that i would not be able to get thru for this year. it’s just so hard. i donno how ppl can achieve this very tiring course. Stressful and sooooo unappealing. I questioned myself as to why i took this course in the first place. Why cant i be like those that doesnt have to study but have gained so much in life. arg. My tutor told me that when u study this course, it doesn’t mean that u would end up being a nurse. As being a nurse (even tho she is one) has a very dark set back as by helping others, we end injuring my body. She said it is known that doing shift works takes out 10 years of ure life. OMG . otk tok kei??.

eik, i might as well take this degree, go bk to miri and do what I’ve always wanted to do. A teacher? :D or or maybe i get to work in a office XD ..Office girls dressed up elegantly, is pretty looking and whats more, they get to wear heels. XD (x2) ..yeah..I’m dreaming of something tht is soooo good to be true.

me: doctor, i'm feeling unwell.

doc: whats wrong my dear?

me: my heart hurts. *while placing a palm over my heart

doc: *panic look in his eyes*, where is the pain? how serious it is? how long have u had the pain?

me: o. erm its just here *pointing at where my heart is located. i'm not quite sure how serious it is, but i dont think u'll be able to cure it.

doc: if its a heart attack, i might need to sent u to the ED. ok tell me exactly what happen.

me: he left me and i am heartbroken. *SOBS

doc: ok..lets see...eh? WHAT? what is this about? a boy?

me: *nods

doc: U.Came.to.me.with.pain.concerning.a.guy?????

me: *nods again.

well the next thing i knw is tht i'm rushed out of the docs room and my alarm clock rang telling me its 9am. what a shitty dream i have. hah!. all thanks to the drama i've recently watch, it floods my head with nonsence.

Okay, this couldn’t be happening, upon stressful events, leading me to negative tots, with shitloads of endless workloads, the most saddest thing happened to me. *sigh* all those time i sacrifice for that boy went straight to the bin. Useless, pathetic and meaningless. O, btw, Aus boyz really weird lar. 2 weeks of dating, and they can call it quits. (of course this isnt to mua, but aino's friends)

And now, not to mentioned, Aino is trying to pair me up with her housemates..lol..Funny girl with a big heart, but no, i must study first..i need to study first, my time and effort is devoted to my workloads and placements.

I can’t blardy hell contact tht damm luke. I donno whats he's number at the dessert, he's hardly online. i send a whatsapp and waited for 12 hrs of response.

Well on the bright side, i get to shop with the girls today, went for lunch with em, and then they came and have dinner at my unit. It was just nice to see them all agn.

*btw, i fell sick AGAIN! damm..it was half way thru 3103. yy said she would drag the screaming and kicking me to the hospital if she needs to just to get me cured. plus, kath said if she did hear me say the word "sick", she’s booking the appointment straight away. haha..what such wonderful and non sense friends I’ve got.

Nancy showed me a pregnant pic of her friend. Both of us won’t stop admiring how good her friend looks. she’s practically glowing. I swore i wanna look as good as her when I’m preg. I dont wanna be puffed up like a ball and my hubby would just look at the wall instead of me cause i look like a goddamm blowfish.

Going bk to the units tonight. *sad. Its sem 1 all over again. The girls kept calling asking to meet up with me, cause apparently everyone has met each other and non of them has seen me yet.

I hoped i dont look green with pain and red like a crab, cause I’m still suffering from the side effects of the pills taken.

Meeting Janice tomolo. super duper yayness.

i was hoping to go out for dinner tomolo so tht i wont have to cook..heh :) steamboat with the gurls sounds fantastic. if not, i could always take a 5 mins bus ride to Janice's place and stay there till she kicks me out. haha..i'm dying to go have a look at her new crib.

Might see if the boys are busy this Friday, i don’t mind going to the Belgium bar to catch up, plus Ah bern still has my stuffs.

stayed in bed till noon reading books. damm lazy. i like. its relaxing. but then i'm going to uni tomolo to sort things out, unpack but then i'll meet up with the girls next week.

Fringe opened up last friday, i donno who i'll be going with this year, bro and reuben or me and the girls.

i am soooo not prepared for 3rd year. a bit scared of whats to come. i dint even know how i survived the last 2 years of horror.

plus, i realise if i go into GNP, i will need to be in either ICU or Emergency (which is sooooooooo not okay with me, i cant do those two..i really am not ready for the rush)

Hey hun, since u are nvr online, and i saw ure update on me. I dint even get to see bu, i was sick from day one till i came bk to perth. damm tht darn weather in perth really is playing tricks on me. btw, CNY was heck boring. @.@. like seriously...well at least i spend my night at the casino..hehe..

GODDAMM this idotic driver almost killed me. well.thank goodness i slowed down my speed cause i saw a van and tot it was the police. out of the blue while driving in the pouring rain at the T junction, this car speed out of control on the left and did a 360 degrees turn right infront of me. IF i was to sped up, he would have crash into me and by god, he was way over sped.

*sigh. drug cal agn. i rather drown in misery than to solve maths.

A friend recently sent me some weird pics. at first, i tot it was a Halloween costume of a failure clown to be. but then he told me its a type of fashion in Japan. wtheck man! What is this? A fashion? More like a clown or make up failure for the disturbed creatures lurking in Japan. I find the pictures very disturbing.

HECTIC days more to come!

nvm. Study first. Forget about guys. Think about them later. Talk to zhen to ease my pain *thumbs up SHEILA!

Man i really do think uncle David's wife is so damm cool..who won’t love a mum tht interacts with ppl of all ages, has a cool tattoo, love watching dramas, and is easy to shop with as she is so mod with her taste, damm funny to the max. i just dont get why her daughter is such a drag. Why can’t she be polite, happy and damm fun to talk to like her mum.

Spiders.i find them everywhere. why do they invade my house instead of the shed outside?

JETLAG's A BITCH


i dint even get no beauty sleep last night. i saw denise at the airport, but she was with alex and he's friends.

adeline has been bored like crazy, she kept asking me when i'll be back.

adelaide's so much cooler. like always...and my nauseous case is turning its head back to sick land...yay!!! see...i told everyone (but no one believes me) that i would feel better once i'm bk to adelaide.

internet has been hard to acesss due to insufficient cable, so thats why i dint blog. i havent heard from luke since monday (which is beyond weird, as this kid would message me relentlessly all day)..but o well..i dont mind the peace n quite from my phone for just a little mo

yeah, unpacking is so damm annoying...i dont travel light..haha...i realise most of these are facial products.

i did a recount (including those tht werent shown in the pic above) and realise i've got 11 bottles of body lotion (janice calls my house a heaven to promote soft and beautiful skin. LOL) , 5 bottles of sun lotion, 14 bottles of perfumes, 4 types of acne creams, 4 diff brands of facial cleanser, 1 litre of Hairspray (the bottle's freakingly huge, thanks to zhen, convincing me to get a good value, i've only used it 5 times since September), 3 types of eye cream, and a hell lot of weird small bottle of samples for the face. *gulped. i seriously need to stop myself from getting all these junks.

walau eh,the songs this year are all so techno...my ears bleed and my headache increase with intensity whenever i turn the radio on.

3 more days till Valentines. luke got me a brown bunnie (from the nickname he gv me, yeah..i'm a godamm rabbit to him) plush toy while shopping at KL, he got one for himself too. just in a few days time, he will be flying to the dessert. i dont even know how he's gonna gimme tht toy so in end, i ask him to give it to he's cousin. i donno how am i to send him he's stuff in 3 days time.. i think i'll just keep it till then. heh.

my hair needs extra texturing for it isnt tht straight anymore (><)

i dont even know if i could go bk on july, cause i will need to see how my class goes, cause janice has got tutorials during the mid term break..i might need it too depending on what electives i'm taking.

hello ppl!!! Happy CNY. Fancy wears but no place to go...how dull.

new lippy :) got it with my own money. i usually get lippies as gifts, yeah..seriously all 5 lippies are gifts..and now i have my own..peach.

been getting massive calls one after another from yesterday till now....why does everyone wants me at perth HAR???

The sentence "i dont wanna go" reaches deaf ears.

comm'on ppl...go dwld Whatsapp..u dont need no iphone to use tht application...reuben told me tht u can also dwld it if ure using Nokia or blackberry...not sure about other phones tho..i rmber hearing about this long ago when my bro started using iphone...and now i got a few friends hooking up with this application...just last night, i chatted with luke till i fell asleep..@.@. ooo..hunnnie!!!! i'm sowreee i fell asleep..so i couldnt reply you..haha.

i donno when it has started...but i love rock music more than ever..with a mixed of those 80's country musics...its so sooothing to the heart.

i guess, i'll have to thank OTH for this...and plus, denise with it...i am inlove with rock music...plus, the cure rocks ass. and now interpol has just been added to the list..:)

with all the support and help..i am so grateful for the some of the guy friends in my life..little mickey made my day yesterday...he reminded me (on some of our past) that both of us used to sneak out to the lake just at where we went to camp to meet each other..(something so precious and yet i cant even rmber)

and kev, knowing tht its been hard for me made sure tht he works hard enuf to earn some extras just to come over to see me. its not nessesary but he insisted, so tht i wont be bored during uni breaks.

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with luke, whose always there for me..gosh...he's awesome.

anyhoos..i'm feeling better, no more rebellious attempts to find ways to scar my body.

I dreamt that i worked as an office girl (my dream job, cause of the ironed crisp white blouse i get to wear)..anyhoos...and then got myself a house at this dull place with Zhen as my next door neighbour. Instead of being a businessman, he was a professional photographer (carrying that huge device everywhere he goes, wearing a striped shirt ,y-suspenders, a brown short pant and those wool fedora hats (almost like what those Korean males would wear). And of course, days with him was funny and he was lame too...and weird, he won’t stop snapping pics of my house telling me it was just practice, shrugging like it’s no big deal. Whats worse, i donno why this chick (i really don’t like her as she annoys me) was at my house and flirting big time with zhen, i wanted to whack her good. For the blind friend of mine is falling for her charms.

Thats when i told him i was pea green and woke up,..i went online, and there is was, a message from Zhen. Haha

this reminds me of something zhen said to me 2 years bk,

zhen: i dreamt about u last night.

me: o? what was it about.

zhen: not sure about the details, but all i know it tht it was a crazy one.

There is just two names i swore to Denise tht i will nvr ever wanna get hooked up with. it’s so bad tht i feel like i am cursed to nvr be happy with mens who are named after these two particular Hebrew names.

And so for today, while I was shopping for sun blocks and meds for lanny, I came across a very cute pharmacist...and well, wadduknow..Surprise surprise!! He’s name is one of those that i swore one of the gods up there jinx my life with....WHY?! o WHY?! Am i usually attracted to guys who are named * and *.

At least the tackiest I’ve been introduced to was Morgan for a guy. I tot Morgan was a girl..

Was reminded that CNY is in 2 weeks time. i myself nvr keep track on the days and dates.

Not in the NY mood..there’s no street deco’s to remind me on the very special occasion, no fire crackers, no yummy snacks, cookies, cakes or etc. Boy, this is dull.

So in conclusion, i decided (hopefully, parents allow) to not celebrate cny this year, cause there’s no point to it as i myself (not until a few hrs ago) don’t even bother to rmber when is the exact date. I rather just stay at Adelaide and cook something special for the occasion. And if not, maybe just go there on the 2nd week of Feb. so that i can meet up with Nancy, bu and the 2 Mickeys.

Janice came over and stayed for the night. She cooked dinner while I made chocolate Oreos. :) was superb, watched 'remember me' after dinner and had tons of catching up since last dec.

Told her about that Skype guy, she also laughed at what he wrote (see...like seriously...see what i mean, this guy is really a weird one...if janice thinks so, tht means its beyond compare cause she hardly criticise on others)

While watching the movie, Janice cant stop complaining about Robert pat’s hair, saying it looks like a bird’s nest, while I can’t stop complaining about adian’s hair saying it looks like rolled up noodles.

Lanny is coming bk tonight, with scabies...(eyes rolling, o..GREAT..this is just what i need, more bugs in the house)...i am so freaked out i disinfect most the sheets and carpets in the house.

Had lunch with Simon and Janice at Outback Jack. When Simon said tht he is going to sg and then hk tonight, i dialed dad's number and annoy him like hell (i am so pissed off, like i said b4, when someone says things like they are going back to Sg, HK, or malaysia...My anger rises with a twist of fustration)

even with the GPS dad got me, i still got myself lost in main north road..wth man...whats wrong with me...i just did what i do best just now which is to follow the car infront of me...thank goodness, i had more than 30 mins to spare to help me browse for wools in spotlight.

i'm getting pretty lazy day by day, even cancel a dinner invitation from reuben to eastern garden. (O.O) gosh..i just canceled on good yummy yum yums.

to make up for it, i might ask him out on steam boat at mings. :)

i love how the house smells now :D got a new bottle of perfume and since i dint get the chance to use it, i sprayed it all over the house. out of boredom i guess. *shrugs.