we cant avoid being hurt..but we can decide not to let our hurt overshadow the rest of our lives..choosing to let go and move on doesnt leave u the same as u were b4...it brings u greater understanding and maturity and more compassion towards others and towards urself,as well....

looking forward to tonite's party..YAY!!!!! cant wait to meet everyone....especially my kiki gals...miss them loads...tho how i wish and hoped tht my baby bu and my hunnie myint could make it....then we would be having tons of fun together...this takes me back last year when we were all at ling lee's house taking vain silly pictures together...

theres currently 3 ppl on my mind now....constantly asking myself the question of 'did i do the right thing?'.....

rejecting a hottie is A NO NO by me and myint..of course we have limitations and rules rite?..REJECTING a freakingly annoying hottie is a MUST!! haha...aint tht rite?..o wadever...myint,since i cant sms u/call u/or even have my CHATTERBOX put up,i want u to gimme a call or wadsoever coz i dont have ure link...and plus i think i know who's my dream guy....knew him since i was ten...well lets just say tht i have a huge crush on him back when i was 10...but then he was already a stick...and still is... :-)

ahem~~~~~found my pet...somewhere near mum's garden

he's camera shy...or wat bu would say..."maybe its scared of u"myint gave me a piggy....haha..and tht reminds me of me,myint,bu's sunflower friend....*WINKS*

yeah...this little cutie's surppose to be in my car...but then i rather keep it in my room...coz i dont want the colour to fade away coz of the BRIGHT hot sun...and plus i couldnt stop looking at it everytime i enter my room....

bro bought me a chocolate cheese cake...awww...how sweet of him

anyhoos.....

had lunch at ipoh town with lewis,flora,roger

went to aunt's house and woke jia ling up...and like always she wasnt in the mood to talk or play with me coz she's kinda tired...so she force me to colour her books again!! yeeeeeeesh....how i hate colouring em'...o..wait!!.. correction....how i hate being force by a 4 year old to colour her book...the little devil in red....

i was busy running thru all her toys and found this fairy set...and started dressing up myselffairies fly but i dont..i love the wings...this reminds me up of dress up party i had when i was young...as usual wat all the little gals wanna be...a princess....she wanted to be the princess this time...so i granted her 2 wishand for the second wish..,she wanted me to colour her book...(o.O)...yeah just to play along..i tap the wand on her head....haha

o yeah....had raya cakes tht day...yummy!!i love the combination of colours

on wed...just the day b4 chem exam....i actually wanted to stay at home and study,but then my mum drag me out telling me tht its useless to study the last min...and we drove happily to boulevard...laughing and joking around...feeling as perky as ever...mum got this for meand this for jia lingso tht nite...i press the packet inside the balloon....and this is the result..cute eh...my lovable purple happy birthday balloon.. :-P

yeah...just gonna post up my camwhoring moments nowme , fat pimple on my cheeks and my balloonme and mr froggiethis is how i look like when i wake up every morningand giving kisses to all my lovelies is a mustand by tht..,it helps to brightern up my day....

these past few days...tht moody me is long gone

For some reason I'm freakingly happy and shinning now... :):):):)

wednesday was my birthday....woke up kinda early coz of the endless calls i got from my friends...haha....

got tons of happy birthday wishes...and i wanna thank u'all... :-)

when i got to sch...athena and wynne wished me happy birhtday followed by all of my classmates....

athena gave me this lovely card...its so beautiful...i couldnt stop looking at it..coz its PURPLE!!!

followed by this card which amy,cindy,jeremy,ken,mark gave...and theres purple in it too...haha

was so happy when jon called...apparently his boss let him off early on tuesday nite...so he came back in time to celebrate my bd...(well sort of)....had breakfast with pinky....wanted to drag kt's butt with us...but she was a bit lazy....o...well....nevermind then...i was a bit upset by someone tht day...coz i wanted us to get along well...but then just because of something stupid...we end up not talking.....guess i still cant get wat i wanted from both of us..this cakes deli....thanks flora,lewis and roger

got another cake from bro but would post the pic next time....he's so sweet by saying something like..."Happy birthday slut hoped all ure slutly wishes come true...and nah...,heres ure cake"..haha....brotherly love i guess....(^.^)

went to frantinis for lunch...was kinda full so i dint eat much...meet up with jon there..this is wat i had...plus soya bean and athena / wynne's slice of pizza..thanks...:-Pthe place's kinda emptyi was so bored so i mixed soya bean,tobbacco sauce,salt and pepper....into my drink....and lewis took a sip of the yucky drinkwynne wanted to add hot chocolate into the drinkgross much...(bluek)

skipped bio class and went to boulevard....i was so tired when we reached sch....

this is wat i got from my friends.... :-) ..see tht soft toy,its from lewis..haha.............(smile)

had dinner at cafe rositaon my way thereblur...yeah...me again...

i wanted to sleep early but then my phone wont stop ringing.....i was still recieving wishes till midnight....and coz i was so freakingly tired...,i accidentally wished someone happy birthday too...haha....coz he was like "hey sheila...,happy birthday ...muaks"......and i replied..."hi..happy birthday too..."...coz i was so blur tht nite...i dint care much...i realise tht message in the morning when i woke up..whooops...and i've got 6 unknown numbers sending me wishes.....WHO R U PPL???well who ever u r....thanks to u too...

mum bought this chocolate for me tht day and it cost bout Rm 8....its kinda expensive tho...

and on tuesday,ling farn took a pic of mecamera shy.....haha

thursday,

felt kinda sick....coz i dint have my lunch and plus i was a bit too tired...and as a result...i was very grumpy...

friday,

u r my nothing and the same thing applies to him as well....well thanks to my bro...my parents found out tht i'm sick....with fever... :-)

signing out....and once again...thanks for the birthday wishes and prezzy.. :-)

chatted with jon rite after my last post...,he told me he's got bad news..he's leaving like in 3 hours time...off to work somewhere futher than they usually sent him....its like he stopped my world..it took me a few secs to recover and i keep asking him why he's silly boss has gotta sent him off soon when i had plan a surprise lunch for him and me on my birthday...so just to make up for those precious 3 hours..,we webcam...and chatted till i felt tired.....sigh....now tht makes 3 of the diamonds around me..feeling blue..myint,i need ure colourfull rainbow....he took away most of my brain cells...haha...and yes...i need tht too....i feel like my life's in a blur...

friends come and go....but then i could never forget the fun times we had...it seems like as if i've been building the wall of friendship between us...and u did nth to seal up those cracks....maybe u did...but it aint enuf...as the cracks widens and so is our friendship....but the truth is tht i am trying as hard to find a way to repair it all...and all i need is ure help coz i could only repair my part of the wall..and the rest is up to u..maybe we have all grown up from those silly times..but all i want u to know is tht deep down inside my heart i do cherish all of u..could u forgive and learn not forget all these times we had...coz 6 years together is like precious stones to me..and i hoped it is to u too.. after looking thru all these pic,do u get wat i mean when i said tht our friendship is like precious stones to me...the golden times we had is unforgetable...as u guy really lit up my life over these past few years...(flora,myint,pinky,isabel,sarah,kt,sammy).....
i miss me too...as i'm slowly changing..and i cant help it...i wish tht i could be like the sheila tht u guys use to know...the one tht smiles,laugh,jokes and most of all the blur,silly and hyperactive me.....i miss her....i know its hard to change someone..and i'm not going to force u to change back to the person u used to be...


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i camwhore yesterday coz i receive like bout more than 10 blow kisses from most of my friends...yay!!!..and to make tht special for someone..,all of the kisses i got yesterday cant top off the one someone gave me yesterday morning... :-) (u know who u r)kisses to my all my friends
and this is for the special someone

mum came into my room and both of us found tht i have this cotton hat...tht i've forgottern all aboutsnap...slap...signing out...