My blog's been dead for about a month.

A lot has happened since the last post.

I went back to miri in July. stayed at sg for 5 days, and less than 2 weeks at miri.

I was ill the next day upon arrival. yeah..i know right, SICK AGAIN?!?! it was pretty bad at night, but ok in the mornings.

I met up with the girls. :)

At the end of the trip, i was suffering pretty badly. Plane ride back to adelaide was exhausting. I was so sick i asked byran not to come over, but he insisted. 3 medications, 2 weeks of sickness. upon seeing him, everything was cured. (o.O) AMAZING.

Anyhoos, uni started. DONT LIKE THE FEELING OF it. i wake up in dread everyday. I felt miserable. Byran kept trying to make me feel better. But i'm missing someone else. My lovely brother. T.T uni starting without him feels so different. moreover janice isnt here anymore. i feel so sad lar. My mood swings been pretty bad cause of it. I'm very sorry Bryan has to suffer cause of me at times.

The downside is that i lost my appetite completely. i dont feel hungry at all, and if i think of food, i would throw up. like yesterday, i ate at 8am, and then only had dinner at 8pm. Bryan was trying to get me to eat. He's manager even made me spicy tuna bimbimbab on tuesday. but i cant drown down the food, even tho it taste yummy.

Been trying to find a room for byran. went to check a house out last night, where a korean couple is currently staying. i was lost as byran was conversating with them in korean. but they seems so nice.

My clinical is at Royal adelaide hospital this sem (RAH). T.T i have to wake up early for this placement as its hard to get to the city in the morning by bus.

Byran's been a sweetheart by helping me solve a few of my problems, even tho he couldnt, he would at least try to make me happy.

Anyhoos....nth much...i am considering changing to another blog. where my post will be short and informal as in dot points. lazy as i am, i might consider. haha