hurray!! exams over...and i'm a monkey who aint got no tail..haha...YY said i've got a long tail...its nails!! yy nails!!

i WAS living in a world where ure just a like a speck of dust on my shoulders and i know its a bit too late, but i'm sorry for my actions back then.you were brave, courageous too..charming..

u scared the heck out of me and my snappy retort...jeez, who in the world would sneak into my room and take a pic of me while i'm sleeping...upon opening my eyes, i came face to face with your big huge brown eyes...and i scream like what most boys would say is a piercing scream..i hate u for tht..><...

anyhoos me and my short hair says 'HI' to the world..:D...big heavy gold medal...this famous aussie runner came to uni hall..and we each got to hold her gold medals..wiii...

been studying for the whole week...and now my brain is jammed...i'm stuck with ADH..how i hate studying bout hormones...wheres the organs?!?

random pics over the pass two weeks..there were dozens or even more ladybugs all ard me when i was walking to the village..and i donno why most of them were mating..-.-"..i wanted to place one on my palms..but not when they were all busy...yep, i fell on my way to the bus stop as i've not notice the uneven pavement, by the road side..i was lucky as there werent any cars passing by...it was very god damm pain saking painful...ironic,a enrolled nurse is afraid of the pain on her knees...i do suck at times but hey, i'm only human..plus, i was kinda touched with the unending concerns from my friends..cause my knees wont stop bleeding for 2 days straight...and i donno why...i keep changing the plasters..

damm, how i hate this fellow.the double duos with the megpies... i cooked for my lovable friends..*they dont trust my cooking,i was hurt at first,..cause i do cook okay.i can learn..and i've been cooking recently...meals dont just drop down out of no where when at home not unless i drive out to get something filling* but i prove all of em worng, my 8 herbs soup was a blast..and they all love it, but then cooking soup is the easiest...next time i wanna cook salted vege with pork, hokkien beef ball noodles and meat ball cream corn soup..:D if i've got time to tht is..cause i'm back home and wont be back soon..

yummilicious..:)

at brighton beach (kath,ara,me,aino)...it was burning hot..i had a slight fever and headache after tht trip...adelaide aint got no clouds...one of the many reasons of why i hate this freaking place at first..but with friends, adelaide grows on me...my room is bout 35 degrees...talk bout a freaking natural sauna...so thts why i went back to my own house at north on tues to enjoy the aircon...i'm getting one next year..it aint cheap...cause the cheapest i could find is 600 plus...

camp rock sucks bad...who would believe jonas brothers would star in such a suckkie chick flick...how was i suppose to know the age range for tht movie was ard 7-15 years old..-.-"..

me and kefv got into a huge fight...this proves u arent suppose to mess with me when i'm burning up in my room and with him with relationship troubles...we cant be in the same room when this happens...i bet, we will be tearing at each other and i'm truly sorry kevfy mervy...not gonna happen agn...(well at least this bad)...anna babe say i sound like a woman with PMS...OMG!?!...tht was mean..but all forgiven...

anna the bugger wont be there when i'm going back to SG..><..this isnt fair lar, we seldom meet..and when we do, u dont wanna take a pic with me...and when u do, u show this reluctant sour face...i know u hate taking pics...but c'mon i'll nvr post it here at the blog..i've made my promise to both u and kefvy...the vivid dreams are back...these few days were very weird...i donno why christina n her family was even there...i'm blur, maybe exam stress?!?

just two happy souls tht happens to be on the phone..haha...i'm so happy as i've made both of u proud of me.. :D ..

boy: okay, close your eyes now.

me: okay..

boy: now, lets imagine that we are at this awesome fantastic ballroom,dancing..u in my arms and wearing this nice cream coloured dress and me with a tux.

me: what the heck are u trying to do now?!?

boy: trust me..it would make u more happy..close your eyes and just imagine it

me: fine....

boy: okay with taylor swift's song 'crazier' playing by the background and me giving u a big spin.

me: OMG, haha...are u insane?!

boy: doesnt it feels like as if u r inlove once agn?!

me: err, yeah..kinda..

boy: feels good huh? doesnt it make ure day more brighter?

me: yeap, thanks but i'm currently dancing with the wrong guy here..haha..i'll just imagine him to be someone else intead of u...

boy: arent i the sweetest?

me: yeah, sweet as the cherry on top of the ice cream cake..jeez

anyhoos, this is the chorus of the song and i've just uploaded it at my blog.

you lift my feet off the ground

spin me around

you make me crazier ,crazier

feels like i'm falling and i

i'm lost in your eyes

you make me crazier, crazier, crazier, oh

my patience is evaporating by the min, i've been waiting for daniel since yesterday morning..and he still havent show up at my room..i've been wasting time watching movies instead of studying..gotta love the internet speed here..yy they all has been bugging me bout this sat's beach get together..i dont wanna go sun tanning nor do i wanna build sandcastles...i dont even have a bikini..and no, bras and undies dont count as my first choice outfit under the sun.i have a habit of playing with my meals..thus, i get scolded by aino n yy.aint my creation handsome?
random pics taken months back at brown dog cafe.

last night, my 4 chapters of homework was thrown to the lazy bin...i couldnt be bother...after dinner, all 8 of us girls head to yy's room and talked till 11.30pm..all of us take turn showing pics of our guy friends...and then we trash talk or should i say gossip about celeb..

pics from yy during our picnic at botanic garden..too bad saemi and nadiine couldnt make it.

banana cake by yylorainne quiche by me

pancakes by denise and kathrandom group shot

i aint no japanese!!! for goodness sakes doesnt no one gets it??? should i stick a 'i'm a freaking malaysian on my forehead to get the message across'...now i feel super duper doomed cause my tutor wants me to make some sushi for the class party..she was directly looking at me straight in the eye saying 'it would be nice to have some finger food like sushi (still looking at me for a sec before returning her attendtion to the class) '..she was totally zapping me..well, georgie told me i'm super dead as she knows i dont cook..i need to please my tutor without her failing me...i do like her for giving me a credit for my assignment and failed 1/3 of the class, shes a mean marker and strict tutor, but i also kept my tots and answers to myself...no time,money,transportation to get her a basket full of sushi...i need leo's help this time...><

damm..first is cockatoos...now its magpies??? why does birds hates me so much? i keep waking up at ard 6am early in the morning cause of those magpies..they sound like crows...and they wont shaddap to let me off when i wanna sleep../_\ well it doesnt matter to me today as i've got placement at 7am..

seee....

oo...pics from last sat's picnic will be uploaded soon..i only have a few..but will get it from yy later on

i brought lorraine quiche,yy with banana cake n denise n kath with pancakes...yummy~~i dint know botanic gardern's huge n awesome...its like living in a fairy wonderland with all those nice forest looking vibe..

me and denise went to the library last night..i dint see tht ass who wanted to take my phone...but then i (lucky me) happens to have tht culprit's phone number...muahahah...i gave it to secrurity...

hopscotch !! me,yy and denise would play tht tomolo...hopefully, i can get my hands on some chalk..and plus there some event going on at the dinning hall agn...(eyes rolling)..dont they ever stop with the events...its 5 weeks in a row now...

i wanna save money!!! well..at least i wanna try....but sadly, i cant...i donno why...after a long lecture from my friends bout my spending habits...i still cant control myself...like last sat, i spend bout $300 on body shop products, and a perfume...yes, i know...i got another one...this is my 2nd one within 2 weeks...i'm crazy...or..maybe just stressed..haha

i was robbed!!!!....well...the culprit almost had my new phone as he's early christmas present...cause i was silly enuf to think tht i could just leave my bag (with my books,phone,student ID and ipod) just under the table as i was just gonna go to the toilet...when i came back, my bag was shifted...and i suspect this caucasian guy took my phone...and boy, was he walking really fast to avoid me...i ran after him and confronted him...i dint even think before i act, i put my hands in his pocket and took out everything..(for it min tho, i was thinking to myself, what if he really isnt the thief, i would really just be embarrassing myself)...but then i was certain it was him as he was eyeing my seat all this while and why would he be walking really fast to avoid me and plus was lingering ard my corner when he is at the end of the corner of the room...using someone else's phone, i called my own...and found tht he hid it at the book shelf...i wanted to confront him after, but he left b4 i could do so, i file a report and then on my way back to uni hall, i saw a shadow by my back, knowing tht i've been followed...i called my bro(instead of secrurity...oo...how i wish i could have more brain cells to act b4 i do something..i mean, what could my bro do to help when he's at the north side of adelaide and me at south)...but thank god, yy and denise came to the bridge to fetch me...i'm still shaken by tht...i mean what if tht guy who was stalking me was really the culprit who had come tokick my ass?!?...well overall i count myself lucky..

restless...i've been having weird dreams recently...which involves two guys...if tht dream occured in real life few years back, i would tot i was on cloud nine...but then i was pissed off by them..surely i've changed my mind...it nvr occured to me tht i dint even feel remorse by my actions.

someone onced asked me what i want when i turned 20..well, right now..i want peace, i dont wanna think bout the future for onced..i'm cracking myself up..

i bet most of u guys would come to a certain stage where ure tired of living..

i wish the 'old' zhen was here with me...i hate his sudden change..at least his words of comfort would heal me..i miss my dorm mate and friend terribly..

my voice had gone all sexy (brooke davis kind) from last night till to someone whose got a block nose..tons of sputum...yes..i know rite...eww for tht....we had a live on campus music,coffee,cake and gelati...met leo and von...havent seen von in a really long time...he looks good..still making jokes all ard...after tht, me,aino,kath,denise and yy were all of a sudden very high...we were playing tagged at sturt oval in darkness...i was crazy...i scream till i lost my voice..and ran till my muscles hurt...the night was cold, dint even break a sweat...we walked to the biggest oval in uni...and walked about 10 rounds talking for an hour...it was fun....when we got back,i lost my voice completely...and my nose was red like 'rudolf the red nosed reindeer'..and my fingers was so numb till i find it hard to type on the keyboard, chatting with kefv(yeah, i was lunky to find him on9)...we skyped for a while and he told me i was fatter than b4...(jeez, talked bout being straight to the point upon seeing ure best friend *eyes rolling*)...i donno what numbness can do to a person..but my fingers still hurt like someone had bruised it internally...and while in the shower, my hands which was exposed to the cold harsh air was cover in spots...like those chicken pox fugly red angery dots....


i feel even sicker than before...my headache has returned and i was having a mild fever...i had just finished one of the novels...3 in 4 days...boy am i bored to death...haha...onced hooked, i cant be stopped...and now i feel like a book addict...i wanna read the 4th one...cant wait...i donno bout everyone else...but i was so into tht book tht it trigger some emotions in me...i feel so angry and sad in the same time...and now i feel like one of those dorky charles ppl..watever, i'm tired...and i realise why i dont really like those guys in my hall..cause i feel like as if i'm back in high school where they all act imature...i want someone tuff not a sissy...at first its cute, but as times go on..i'm very sick and annoyed by those 'ang mo' guys...even tht biker guy with tht cool yellow-black leather jacket...

pics...woooo....haha..

from formal dinner, salad...

pear salad...

cake...

ice cream..

i'm suppose to study...but i've got hay fever..plus addition sickness...the basics...flu,cough,sore throat,fever,headache...plus...my nose hurts so badly when walking to uni and back as those nasty pollens affects my breathing....so yeah..i'm trying to cure myself by eating up all the medications i could get my hands on..haha...YY told me tht i couldnt een take care of my pets, how am i to nurse myself to health...well...i'll prove her wrong..:Dbutt off,..cubby cheeks coming thru.saemi,yyyy,denisedenise,kath, meat k-box...i'm prac singing...i was glad my friend's ears dint bleed..happy pose...kath, denisesaemi,YYcollin,ade