i feel so miserable when i'm packing...i cant even bring all of my outfits..only bringing 5 pairs of shoes..i donno how shirley felt while packing last week....she seems ok ler....no tears no nth....my aunt was crying so hard last evening...she says she would be lonely and all....not to blame her and plus...shes been hanging on cause of me...and now shes planing to leave miri to go kl to go live with her son..and tht means i wont be seeing her oftern in the future...and my baby boy will be leaving cause i'm not gonna be here....but then i ask aunt to wait for me to come back this dec..(i hoped)...cause i wanna see my baby boy...i aint got appetite to eat at all...even tho i'm hungry i dont feel like eating wat mum cooked for me...in the end i keep popping vit c and vit e to my mouth...maybe tonight when i'm meeting the kiki gals...i will enjoy myself to the fullest..:)but then lanny will be with me...uncle ang will be bringing me shopping at SG before my flight leaves for aussie...so i'll get to shop a lit'...:)it was a little crazy for me,when i woke up and wanted to go bintulu so bad to see shirley...so mum got me tickets and next thing i knew is tht i'm off to bintulu...bus ride...i was the last person in both rows....so i'm no 16...mostly chinese and 3 ang mohs...so i enjoy my ride by listening to the musics with my ipod...my very cute leasports bag...me,the one and only

upon arrival,dad picked me up...and drove back to the office....and the place looks the same with the same 2 year old pic of me on dad's deskyeap..thts me..standing at dad's comfy chair...on the phone with him at his officemy bro said it aint fair cause theres only my pic on his desk.daddy's gal bar...hahashirley's old house...me,bro,shirley and her grandma stayed at the old house...theres tons of fishes and 2 birds...the parrot talks while the other screams...while standing at the brick steps looking down at the fishes...and the other bird suddently screams for no reason and i almost felt into the pond...lanny couldnt stop laughing...so i prefer lit macau very much...tho he could go walking around the house pecking u if u dont feed him...so no one dares go touch him...he climbs the fence too...hahalanny got addicted to the game i gave him...and he's ignoring me so i took candid pics of him..while shirley got her hair treated and both lonely boy and brother got their hair cut,i got my hair curled for rm 15..cheap leri miss my curls so much....but then the curls dint last at all ler....after spraying it also no usesee wat mean....straight hair agn....worse is tht my parents dint even notice tht i had curls till dinner time when mum ask 'eh,when did u curl ure hair?..who did it...very nice ler'...jeez..mamma...i've been there when u first arrived bintulu till now lermy very soi kuan the koko...hehe mee goreng hair style named by kefvgot myself new rose earrings...:Din tracy's room playing NFSand now my crush had moved to dean...

bout 3 mondays ago,we went to the beach to fly the kites out of boredom...

deserted beachthe guys was setting up the kites and cause we need to get the strings tied up to the kites,lanny got his key spoiled

haha...so in the end ,rach's friend got us some more kites with strings attachedwhile they are all busy flying kites...i comb the shores for shellsdelighted to find hermit crabsweeeeee.....tons of shells collected and thrown back to the seait was kinda funreuben wanted the hermit crabs....and it only survived less than a week...lanny asked if it was eaten by him...hehe

before chap goh meh, bu left for perth...so we shopped and had dinner..our dinners

my burger's amazingly cute....hahaBBQ at bro's friends house...i kept losing in the drinking game...in the end my head hurts so badly tht i need to rest...me and my babyi was drinking and he keep snatching it from melove my baby boyfirst pic taken when i got my laptop..full moon during chap goh mehall tang family at my house for chap goh meh dinner..