LOLness of life. i've capture a priceless pic of a flying idoit.

i'm gonna keep taking pictures when my face aint full of acne for now...as exams's coming and i couldnt stop stuffing myself with chocolates, so i bet when exams over next month, i'll look like a pimply bloated balloon..>v<..

been day dreaming a lot lately...i day dream during my lecs,tut,and workshops...by the end of the week, i have not learned anything at all. janice has been doing me a favour by poking me onced in a while to wake me up from my dreamy faze..

i'm gonna dress up nice and pretty tomolo..as i'm taking pics with mum and bro at my fav sushi shop...haha...

patient's great today, i did a handover infront of all the nurses, i was so nervous..but then i got thru tht..both patients were angels today, i visited Mr Frome today..he was happy to see me..haha..i'm like his fav student nurse in tht ward..i love him to bits..cute chap. i was sooooo bored tht i gave both my patients leg massages...haha..

oo..ooooo..guess whose coming bk to adelaide during August...ZHEN ZHU NAI CHAR!!! omg...i miss him soooo much..he APUUUUUed me tht day...haha...i kinda have forgottern tht i taught him tht word..heres a picture of him..one year passed sooo fast..i cant believe its almost one year since i've seen him in flesh...

i was right, the leng zai nutrionist's name is john..haha..

happy birthday grandmamma..(pics taken with her grandchildrens and great grandchildrens)

In life, are you a prey or predator? Life would be better if you are in control of it.

(p/s: i'm stressed out of my wits.acne is slowly finding its way back to my face)

My FRIEND bitch is purposely trying to piss me off with her over loaded honesty crap. wanna play with fire eh? bring it on sister!

the worse is over now.with or without u, i still can lift myself up high, i've gone a long way without u,and i'm certain that i can live without u in my life. good bye my friend, may our friendship rest in peace and our souls meet again in the future.

arg...today was exhausting...i'm soooo tired...my legs are both so sore due to the fact tht i've been standing most of the time from 1-9pm. i was so angry at Gloria yesterday , tht i cursed her to die very painfully on her last day on earth.

As for today, i got 7 new patients in the ward, working at team 3, with 2 nurse..as i 2nd year, i specifically requested for 2 patients but was given 4...i have been running here and day all afternoon...3 out of the 4 patients i got had MRSA...so i had to put on gowns and gloves before entering their room which is a pain...

garrrrr....and to make it worse, I’m having my monthly visits and my headache had gone up a notch with a dangerous fever lurking near me.

one patients who i was taking care of chocked on her meds...i so scared...i mean if i wasnt there to help her, she might have died..glad, i caught up with her and gave a big fat whack on the back...

All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace. Dont tear me down and make my heart a better place. Try to give me something i can believe as i'm here on the edge again and you know that i'm only one step away from turning around.

when i sleep, i hoped to see u in my dreams as thats the only way we could see each other again.

.you are always one phone call away.

call me anytime and i'll be right there for you, i'll lift you up when your feeling down,i'll help u to undo the selfish things u've done.

i'm enjoying my clinical but could do better without gloria. given 2 patients today, they were sweet angels.. :D

i had to walk lionel for his daily walk, he was a cheek...wanted to hug me all the time and kept whispering secrets to my ears...i avoided him the whole day today..afraid he might called out "wheres my little sweet sheila???" agn....he's an agressive patient whose got called for code blacks...apparantly, most of the nurse at tht ward hates dealing with him, and so i was left with the dirty work...but lionel wasnt giving me such a hard time...he even announce to the whole ward saying tht 'we getting married'...O.O...i am soooo not gonna marry him...

i saw tht good lookin doctor from FMC last year, i dint know he goes to QEH now...so adorable... :P~~~~ i'm guessing he's name would either be a jon,nate,nathan,jonathan or david...

got new hand warmers from sportsgirl..am sooo loving it..hehe...i went to marion with janice this afternoon, the last time i was there was last dec..and every one of my friend was like 'harrrrr sheila, u serious?!?' haha..yeah...i know...how sad..><i'm gonna be an organ donor...i would register and sign the papers hopefully by next week...no objections..i wanna do it...hopefully dad would approve.

feel,breathe and believe it..and u will be walking on air..

u knw tht i love u, darling just go on...

those patients of mine arent frail like what i was told, they are bulky and heavy, and if one of them falls ontop of me, i'll have broken bones in my body.

my fat arms was in pain after clinical...heavy lifting all day long..

i dint have lunch as i tot theres a tea break, but sadly...there arent and i waited till dinner to have my meals...i feel so faint and weak, and had the most pain ass kicking headache ever..i wanted to throw up all afternoon...it was a bad experience..brain dead.

when i wake up and all my dreams about u, i wanna see your face to know that i've make it thru..

why do i regret not being able to spend every day with him when i had the chance to?

being with him,just to be with him i could give it all up just to be happy..i wanna laugh with him, cry on his shoulders, be next to him and share my daily life with him.

being with him makes me smile and he brings out the bubbly side of me...just being able to talk to him, hear his voice, and knowing that he trust me makes me want him more..i've tried to open up my eyes, i'm hoping for the chance to make it alright...i've thrown my cards and i'll give you my heart.

after yesterday's placement, i find doing IM injections fun...haha..i asked Dani(the RN) if i could do the im injections for the night, she said alright, and i look forward into doing it agn...but then the thing i hate most bout IM injections is by doing the drug cal first...its fustrating...arg...

my aim for next week is doing a wound dressing ..i watched one yesterday..the blood wont stop flowing...and we were out of gauge...it was a sticky situation, but my mates got the hang of it...

they called it god's gift for the day...but i call it the awesomeness of mind reading..haha...just when i had a dream bout a friend and was thinking of him all day...he messaged me out of the blue...denise said tht he must hv missed me too...well..frm the conversation, i'll rather say tht he just happens to pass by.

No offences,but i find it very sick when Adam Lambert sings bout "Give it to ya til your screamin' my name ", "Imma hurt you real good baby " and "it’s about to get rough for you" when he's gay...its sick i knw, but i've seen enuf ding dongs today, i dont think Adam Lambert's song is helping me in clearing tht image.

someone onced asked me why do i bother to blog.. well simple, its cause Memories fades quicker than ink. so why not write it down and read bk what i wrote a few years ago.

okay...now, a quick guide for kefv, tht kid picks up the oral meds he dropped and popped it bk into his mouth...omg...first, get the meddont do this as u r gonna contaminate other tablets in the container. i prefer my tablets to be individually sealed...read the labels...and make sure its the right dose.AND KEFV..Dont u ever pick it up and popped it bk to ure mouth...tsk tsk...i caught u doing it.. tht 3 secs thinggy is just bulls...no such thing as u can still eat it if its not on the ground for more than 3-5 secs..

P/s: this is just for fun, credits to kefv for the pictures..haha...i was talking to him via mircophone while doing all this.

y am i like always the last one to knw whats been going on? its not fair...why all these wonderful moments must be announced when i'm always unable to make it for the outings? :(

no wonder yy was so bubbly...now i knw...haha...congrats yy..

omg..thts so cool if 3 of my friends go on triple dates..haha..aino&gary, denise&alex, yy&ara..

FORGET it!!! if u dont want this, neither would i anymore!!..feelings for someone cant just instantly build up, u would have to give it time to grow..

a friend of mine said tht when he first saw me, all he can see is this moody,emo girl right infront of him who always wears black and hardly smiles. and he thn ask me this question, "sheila, What's your perspective in life? What do u see in your future? What do u look forward every morning when u wake up?"

i answered 'i dont have anything to look forward to , everyday is a blank to me, at times, i dont even see the point of living as earth is just like hell to me, dont u think so? we are born to this world to work our butts off just to live a happy life, theres no joy in this sick world'.. its all about the money, everyones greedy for a taste of good life..and so am i...and if any of u would bring the word god/prayer/jesus suffering to this picture, i'm sooo gonna kick u.