a friend of mine said tht when he first saw me, all he can see is this moody,emo girl right infront of him who always wears black and hardly smiles. and he thn ask me this question, "sheila, What's your perspective in life? What do u see in your future? What do u look forward every morning when u wake up?"

i answered 'i dont have anything to look forward to , everyday is a blank to me, at times, i dont even see the point of living as earth is just like hell to me, dont u think so? we are born to this world to work our butts off just to live a happy life, theres no joy in this sick world'.. its all about the money, everyones greedy for a taste of good life..and so am i...and if any of u would bring the word god/prayer/jesus suffering to this picture, i'm sooo gonna kick u.