well i've gotten better today.....the sore throat is kinda gone....i felt so feverish last nite......38 degrees.....i dont dare to tell mum...,coz i'm affraid tht she will cancel my trip to singapore tomolo....haha...yeah!!! shopping...,here i come.....maybe i still can blog there at singapore...coz the hotel i live in..,..has got a computer and a massage chair....in each individual rooms....haha....thts cool......

o....and the new black vios arrived last nite....i told daddy tht the car's kinda small....then he said its small...and comfy for me....haha...to think bout it....wat he said its true...,i dont need a really big car.........

i think my kakak's been using my perfume......hmmp....nvm lar.....since shes a really hardworking servant.....,i just dont bothered bout it

i went for driving lessons today...,while driving me and my instructor keeps on talking non-stop...haha...then she asked me y i drive so damm fast....i just donno o....haha....then she said i really drive fast for a beginer......<----is tht good?....well maybe it means tht i'm good...haha....

o..yeah...,i bumped into e3 yesterday....,and he said tht i looked sexy......i was like 'wat?!?...sexy?'......haha..thts so weird of him.....coz i was just wearing this mini skirt..and a shirt.......<---thts sexy?...haha....

i'm halfway packing..., :P ....i've planned out wat to buy and where to go.....haha.....i really wanna go sky dinning with daddy at pan pacific.....,tho its gonna cost a lot...,but its kinda fun tho....dinning at the 37th floor of a building....while having a spectacular view of the whole city.....

since i'll be shopping...,i might as well make a list of ammounts of clothing i need.....i've started with the shoes...and i've just found out tht i've got bout more than 30 pairs of shoes....and 3 more new ones.....and i've always wear the same old 3 pairs.....haha.......i dont think i need to buy shoes anymore...,coz its over crowding the shoe cabinets....no wonder mum said tht having 4 cabinets is still not enuf....coz ever single time i travel...,i always bring back bout 3 or 4 pairs of brand new shoes home.....and some of them...,i've never wear them more than 5 times....

well i woke up at bout 7....<-----now thts a bit too early for a gal like me....cant really sleep coz my sore throat has gotten worse....so i just sit up on my comfy chair and started thinking wat i'm surppose to do today......

• on9


• go for driving lessons


• start packing for travelling


• sleep in the afternoon maybe


• eat lots of medicine


• go buy baby johnson's shampoo


• watch tv


• msged dave (maybe)


• wait for vios to arrive...muahahaha....but i wont be the first one to drive it... :(....still cant really drive....

the drving lesson was really fun.... :) ....then after tht...,went to get air tickets......then buy baby johnson's shampoo....since i've got sore throat...,i keep drinking bout 500ml of water every 30 mins...till i felt like puking.......then i went on9...,then watched tv....

i told dave bout me using baby johnson's shampoo....he was like.....'u kidding rite?'...then keep on laughing......*if i was there beside him while he was laughing....,i will surely kick his ass*...haha...no lar....jk.....so i asked him y is he so damm skinny...,he replied 'donno o...,but i am trying to get fatter this hoilday'......so i suggest tht he go eat 'bishops nose'...he was like...'ewww'....haha....personally.....,i've never try eating bishops nose...its kinda gross.....fatty meat+ skin...so i suggested to compelete this little project to get him fatter this holiday....,coz he kinda hates it if i always call him 'skinny twig....' or 'toothpick'...

*bishops nose=chicken ass/chicken butt*

o...and tht day...,i told dave tht i love his smile...and he told me tht he likes my eyes...haha...

TCH>dave>e3

*the mass at indoor stadium*
well i expected to see tch today....,but i saw dave n e3 instead.....at first when i arrived at indoor stadium...,i wanna sit at the place where i saw tch last year....,then i was so bored so i checked my hp....and the date expired yesterday...,damm!!!!....so i msged ellen to ask her where she was...so she replied tht she's working......so i typed 'eh...,hepled me buy reload card coz my credit expire.....erm...buy rm 10..thts enuf i think'...and when i ended my msg.....,i was like...WAit a minute...,i tot my credit's expire...so i cant send msg to ppl.....and now i'm here typing a msg to ellen asking for a reload card?.... (o.O)......wud?!?....har?!?.....how is this possible.......then i just laughed off....but send the msged asking for the reload card anywayz....bro told me tht maybe....digi's got some changes and stuffs like tht.....,so...i just dont bother bout it....... :) ....i went for a walk outside with bro...,then a few lakia(s) was trying to talk to me or something like tht....then i walked really fast to my brother's side......coz those ppl are really scary tho....then i saw this guy with a cap on with his friends at this corner talking....,and the guy turned around to look at me....and suddently...,all his friends was looking at me and my brother....,i was thinking to myself 'do i know u all?'...then i saw dave as one of them...i was really happy to see him...,he nodded at me.....and i did the same...,acting cool.......after tht.....i went to my sit....smilling...non stop :) ...after all these while,dave never failed to impressed me by his good looks....well after tht i spotted dave from far.....so i keep looking at him....and soon..,he did the same....haha....well...i just realised tht we both wore something with the same exact colour...,OMG.....haha....then i keep on smilling at him...he acted cool.....looking back at me....i lost my conmcentration.... i dint even know it was time to pray......coz i was so into looking at him...haha...he looks so good....i love his smile.....then after commmunion...,i went out to meet him....but ended up not daring to walked up near tht staircase which leads up to him coz there lots of lakia....."""EEEIIIIII""""....and dave's got no credit....at the same time...,i cant call him coz he's inside the stadium.....so he wont be able to hear his hp.....so i went off....and then meet up with e3....he still looks the same.....,cute old cute old....little guy...haha...

shortbreads

hmmp....yesterday...,...went on9...,chatted with madam adam,marky,kiki, and a few tht i've forgottern who......,then i was bored so i baked shortbreads.....and it was really tasty....,hahaha....its for someone...... :)....so after tht i went to my room to comb my hair.....then the stupid dogs wont stop barking.....so i tot they were barking at the workers downstairs.......so i went downstairs.....and found out tht half of my shortbreads are gone... :0 .....i scream!!!!.....asking who took my shortbreads...then mum told me tht she gave some of it to my neighbours since it was good......i just fell to the sofa....and was so damm pissed off......coz it was for a friend of mine.....damm!!!....i dont wanna make another one...coz i was really tired....and i dint take measurements of how much ammounts do i need for eveything..........then theres no point in giving it to him anymore since half of it was gone...so i gave the rest of it to my fav aunt....but she dint eat it right away....so i played with jia ling....so damm cute lar tht gal....i love teasing her....muhahahaha...i bet next time if i've got kids...,they will surely cry a lot coz of me....haha

this morning....,i woke up early for yoga classes....,i was yawning every 10 mins or more......this woman was looking at me in a weird way...coz the yoga possition was surppose to be a very painfull one...and i could see everyone's face expression changed coz of the pain.....and all i did was yawn.....haha.....tht was not the first time tho.....i always yawn during yoga classes....haha.....well i always feel so damm uncomfortable coz i was the youngest....and was always surrounded by all these gossip queens in their 30'ies...boy...,do they crap a lot bout beauty....so after tht...,i went home and watched tv....then msged ppl....then aunt called saying tht the shortbreads are really good...then read my dakota ranch book.....then felt asleep.......then eat dinner....

****i've got a new baby nephew****....i bet he is gonna be as handsome as his daddy(my cousin) ...when i told daddy tht...,he was like 'i bet u arent happy coz it aint a gal'....haha....then i asked daddy when is he gonna take me travelling.....then he said the date is for me to decide......hmmp...planning to go during his bd.....on 1st dec....see first lar......

o...and....the vios is arriving on tuesday!!!!....yeah.....daddy said tht he wants me to be the first to know bout tht...hehe...sweet!!!.....

been having weird dreams bout tch....

been having weird dreams bout tch....donno y but last nite...,i dream tht i was at this sch(like a uni)...then called tch's brother...and was like asking him wat time is he gonna take me out for dinner....and so he reply tht he will be busy till bout 10 pm....so i told him tht i'll wait for him...and bout 10...,he came to pick me up....and we went to this fancy restaurant......and have lots of fun together....*now the weird thing is....y would i be dreaming bout his brother?..*...then i remember tht time when tch chatted with me...,i felt kinda tired of talking to him...so i offline early.....well normally...,i would be chatting up till he's got to go....but the feeling bout the two of us....is kinda gone...

wuds wrong with guys these days????

okayyyyy....now would anyone tell me whats wrong with guys these days....????????...they tend to act cute with their funny posses....like with big eyes staring up at the camera....,winks....,kisses...,peace signs on their lips...,....***all these trying to act cute stuffs got to go***....i mean we are not talking bout 15 years old and below...,we are talking bout guys at the aged of their 20's.....o....pleaaaaaseee grow up!!!!...***i'm sorrie if i dint accept ur invitation as a friend***...,its just tht...i know u'll be crowding up my friendster with ure stupid pics of 20's....i've already decided to delete some gals who added me....tht tents to upload like bout 20 or more pics of themself.....,!!!!.....gimme a break but 10 pics enuf already...not like as if u added 10 more's gonna get u a boyfriend soon enuf u uploaded it....,i'm just so sick of looking at all these pics...its silly....(well i'm not gonna say who)..this gal uploaded more than 30 pics of herself per week...,and yet she buttt ugly !!!!....(sorrie if i say this..,but i just couldnt stand her)...trying to be like those taiwanesse pop stars?...just so u know..,...ure not worth 10 sens.......

dream bout TCH,uec questions,NS,Wentworth Miller

i dream bout TCH tht day...,its was so weird coz we bumped into each other and he asked me out....(well normally...,i would just wanna die happy on tht spot)...but i just stand there and answered 'no thanks'....and walked away....i acted so cold......i just donno y...but i dont think i wanna think bout him anymore......i'm really tired of thinking bout him....

and i'm sick of ppl who keep on asking me bout uec exams and spm...they keep on asking y am i taking the exams next year...and y do i need 6 years....***well honey...,its just the rules of the sch...and thts how uec is buddy~!!!***...so stop asking me...,and this stupid guy keep on asking he's been asking tht for bout a year already...almost everytime we chatted....,i blocked him halfway when he brings up the topic....of 'WHY'S AND HOW'S' bout my sch......i always ignored tht question....and just answer 'i have no idea y issit tht way'....so now u get it y i'm so pissed off rite now coz tht stupid guy asked me tht question again....

well since i'm not in a really good mood now..,lets talk bout NATIONAL SERVICES.....wats with this 3 months of crap?....just a waste of my time....coz well...,some ppl are in a rush to finish their studies....and this big problem bout wasting our whole 3 months for nutting comes in.......i mean y dont those ppl who wanna go there...,just apply for it....and if those dont wanna go there..,just decline the INVITATION TO IT....sish..!!!!...i mean...,wat do we learn there?......malaysian history?...thts boring man!!!...who wants to learn it after spm?.....ppl just wanna forget bout it....

i'm gonna cooled myself up by watching prison break by Wentworth Miller...he's HOTT....u cant say no to tht....haha...been addicted to prison break since jonz copied it to the computer....jonz was rite.. when he said tht i would love watching it

bowling competition

welll.....i was so reluctant to get up from bed today.....then i've got a phone call.......so i was like o...man...pleasee....leave me alone.....i need to sleep...and its only 8....but tht caller wont stop calling....so...when i rolled over to get the phone...,i fell off the bed...**ouchy**....grrrr.....then when i picked up the hp...,tht person called just to say **'good morning'**.....i was like..'well same to u...,buddy....now..,let me get back to my beauty sleep...,bye'......was angry coz i cant sleep after tht..so went on9....chatted with a few ppl...,then this person tht i donno chatted with me...,and since from his/her email add...,i still donno whether its a gal or boy....,then when tht person said tht i was cute...,i assume tht its a he......then tht person keep talking girly stuff....so i was like...^^is he gay^^...so i asked ..,and found out tht it was a she...ooops...well she wont stop annoying me...,so i blocked her...

and i went to the bowling competition at bout 11....then do some stuffs...then went to have lunch alone...then i shopped around.....got nutting to buy...so i went back to the bowling thinggy then was there till wei hong appeared then kia kia with him then got back then went kia kia with melvin...then go eat kfc with melvin and his parents......then kia kia some more....then waited till it was 5.30 then go back home.....**pictures are taken when i'm bored**









this is me and melvin's car.....taking a pic of my fav sweet....(the tin can..,of course)

lala's day

o...well..tht day i drink 'rose rush' tht daddy bought for me....coz i love the rose pic on the tin can...so i just open it and start drinking it.....welll it sux...haha

this is me with 'rose rush' /'spirit of love'...see tht rose pic on the can?...i love tht pic..haha...after drinking it..,this is wat i did

coz i can stand tht awfull taste....""yuck""

i've been doing *yoga*...and it kinda sux sometimes...coz it cramps up ure whole body...haha and coz i aint got friends there....*sigh*...next time i plan on bringing sarah there since i think shes into it.....hehe.....have to pay rm80 for it...and plus the mat rm 80 also.....and have to buy the clothings for it..rm 75 for the pants...and rm 80 for the top.........**gosh**..i'll have to spend lots of money on this crappy thing tht i dont really like...haha

and theres the driving tests thinggy....i hate driving....like i said...*i want a driver to drive me around*..haha...thts not gonna happen...so i'll be learning it next week...donno y but i'm not all tht pumped up bout driving at all....then theres the vios thinggy again......**sigh**...

last nite..,i slept at bro's room...coz we played monopoly again...and this time.,he won......i was all so puffed up...coz i was so damm tired.....and this morning...,mummy can find me in my room...and tot tht i was missing....when she found me in bro's room..,msging ppl..,she told me tht if she couldnt find me in an hour..,she's gonna get a search party....i just laugh and said y would she wanna do tht...then she said tht she was worried.....(=.=)"

(o.O)

well tht day i msged dave and was laughing coz we talk silly all....and since mum wasnt noticing tht i was actually msging...,she tot tht i was laughing by myself for no reason....and asked me if i was ok.....(o.O)....i'm not gonna break down crazy just because i'm bored to death....sish...(^.^)....o...well.....last nite...,i played monopolly with brother.....i won...muahahahaha....i own....hotles and houses 'L' shaped....so whenever...he croses my 'L' SHAPE...land.....he dies....muahaha



i own most of the properties...with double or triple....haha.....then i went on9 for a while....

at sch...

pictures says it all me and music room....leaning on the piano.....with air-cond cooling me.....sametime watching myint's dance....hehe
was bored at sch...so we took pictures....hehe........and our messy classroom.....theres....no one in the classroom...



kt and kiki...

braiding my hair

well last nite i was so bored till i told my bro tht i was just staring at the computer and was like 'o...well...its just me staring at the screen again'...i was so bored tht i decided to do something with my hair....and it started with this


this is me thinking wat hair style should i be doing
this is me braiding my hair

finished braiding

yesterday n today's life

hmm...yesterday was fine.......i made sugar mice....(this really sweet dough tht u can mould it to any shapes u want...its called sugar mice...coz it was surppose to be rolled into little cute mices...)...i made heart shapes instead....coz mice?!?....thts a bit sick...so when i was doing all the shapes and stuffs like tht...daddy wanna kacau me....so he took out the triple chocolate ice cream(he knows tht i can resist chocolates)...and was eating them in front of me.......he keep on telling me tht its really good...really hated tht...coz i cant eat coz i have dough sticking on my fingers and it will mess up the whole ice cream containers...and i dont wanna wash my hands coz i was a bit lazy to scrape out all the doughs on my hands...coz it was really sticky and i dont wanna waste it...so...when i was done...,i ate my sugar mices...in front of him...muahahahahah....cio me..,huh?...i cio u back...haha...then was really tired...then i remember tht i have a book report to do...,ooo..man..tht suxs....so i finished half of it and i was really tired so i slept...ZZZZZZZ

then next morning...,mum woke me up bout 9.30...if she havent wake me...,i'll be sleeping till 11...coz i have this wonderfull dream...bout me..and tch at sch.....and trying to go to this haunted building near the sch....for this camping thiggy.....donno y....but i loved it.......then i practice for piano...tht stupid chirstopher dint come.....ish...then i went for piano....then shopping with mum....,got home..,chatted with mark....,then chatted more with friends...then eat dinner...,then watch tv...and now i'm here....blogging...hehe

****

yesterday

i went to church...,then to breakfast...mum was planning to bring me and bro to have grandplace's dim sum...,but i wasnt feeling well.....i've been having eating disorder...like...skipping meals......so we have noodles for breakfast....since i've been skipping meals...,i dont feel like eating ....so i just force myself to eat the noodles...i just cant finished it....(like bout few months ago...,i can finished up the whole bowl...but now...,i just dont feel well...,like i dont wanna eat anything....but if theres chocolate for lunch...,i wont say 'no' to tht...hehe)...then i got back home and sleep till 2...coz i was so tired.....then i went on9 till 5...,then daddy asked me to get ready for dinner....he took us out for western food with jonaz.....i have lamp chop....yummy....then after dinner...,got back home.....while i was watchin tv...,this dead dragonfly...landed on my feet....,i screamed....coz i hate bugs....haha...then mum picked it up and told me tht its a dead bug...i was like 'i dont care...,u just get rid of tht thing'.....THEN...she just brushed it againts my leg......and i was so discusted by it....so i jumped out and went to the next living room and asked mummy to seriously get rid of it...,she just laugh coz she was playing with me.....ewww...my mum just likes to play with me in a weird way.....but no matter wud...,i still love her.....then daddy got this FILA cap....and gave it to me...its really cool

....

was just another boring day at home...,i practice my piano pieces in tha morning...have been skipping my practices for bout a month...haha.....then when i practice it in front of my teacher...,she keep on asking y is my hand so stiff....i lied saying tht i donno...but we all know tht....i never practice at home...hehe.....well on wednesday nite....i was so damm unhappy....coz the guy tht i've been looking for dint showed up.......thts when i wrote this...

beauty is fake

words are lies

promises are shattered

trust is forgotten

tears is flowing

heart is broken

girl is crying

love is dying

i always expect him to be there but never did he showed up...*sigh*...maybe tony's rite....,he is just too perfect for me......gals wont miss the oppotunity to be with him and y should he choose me when he's got better ones....but tony ask me not to give up and just tell him the truth....,i dont have the courage to do it....