I'm currently creating a simple blog. Planning to update it daily (Donno if i could commit to it, but i'll try). Its mainly for Bryan to look at as he left for Korea today. So yeah. 

Its hard to say goodbye to this blog site. I seriously did wrote a lot of crap. which i kinda love going back reading about it. Being all nerdy with my dorky glasses and a bucket of popcorn. Yeah. i have no life. i seriously read blogs as tho i'm watching movies. 

Anyways. I wont be shutting this site down, however, maybe in the future, i might just set it to private and only a few could log on.

Goodbye~

L-O-V-E

• is when he cooks something for you
• is when he doesn't know how to cook the dish, ask he's manager for the recipe.
• is when picking you up from work, he asks you to relax while he cooks you dinner.
• is when he helps clean the dishes after cooking and ask you to study for the exam.
• is when he ask if we could see each other next Jan and tells you that he would dearly miss you when he's gone back.
• is when he helps carry all your bags and junks no matter how heavy they are.
• is when he take off he's most loved jacket to cover the grass you're about to sit on.
• is when he waits for you to finish work just to walk you back home.
• is when he buys you things he can afford regardless of the insanity of the things you longed for.
• is when he made a commitment to love you no matter where this relationship leads to.
• is when he adores you when you have a face full of acne.
• is when he tells you that you look skinny no matter how much weight you've gained over the pass month.
• is when he helps wash both of your cars just so that you could take the time off to study.
• is when he wakes you up with a kiss..
• is when he gives you a hug when he meets you after work. 
• is when he wakes up early just so that you can make it in time for work.
• is when he carries you around like a princess when you are feeling lazy to walk.
• is when he gives you a piggyback ride down the stairs.
• is when you are about to give up, he persuades you to get up and move on.
• is when he tickles you endlessly just to make you smile when you're down.
• is when you asked him why hasn't he ever posted anything on your page, you woke up with a surprise note on it.
• is when he accepts you even when you are constantly angry at him.
• is when no matter how angry you've made him, he gives you a hug and never let go of your hand.
• is when he trust you.
• is when he trust you enough to let you have your freedom to hang around your guy friends without him.
• is when he is never jealous by the fact that weird guys always approaches you. and you end up (at times) becoming their friends.
• is when he made plans to have you in he's future.

 

AND the list goes on. 

For him, I'll try to: 

 

• Learn korean to be able to communicate with he's family.
• Learn how to cook korean food just so that i could one day cook delicious meals for him.
• Be there for him knowing he misses he's family back in Korea.
• Make him proud of me as how i am very proud of him.
• Not let go of him. Whatever we face, we face it together.

 
I adore Byran deeply even when we fought at times. I always overlook it all and i'll wake up loving him more each day. Man of mine, words cannot expressed how i thank him each day for getting me thru hard times.

overdue pics and updates..i finally found the time. after finishing one of my exams today. and having Bryan busy out with he's friends, i find peace in blogging :)

I was suppose to attend Jeremy's (bryan's coworker) farewell dinner,dessert&beer drinking session. But when Bryan woke me up at 6pm. i was so tired and nauseous i ask Bryan to go ahead without me. 

i end up watching toys story 3. and having hot chocolate for dinner as my pantry is practically empty  i need to go groceries shopping. especially for some pork as i'm craving for Korean bbq.

Bryan being a dear...even with friends, he is constantly texting me asking me to eat. or is concern about me being home alone. he kept saying he's sorry to have me dine alone. Awwww...but then i'm used to dining alone. i dont mind. haha..

yes, there are things i really love about my boy. he's always there to care for me, however, when he takes he's naps after work. or when he goes into sleep mode, he is generally mean to me. i mean like two days ago, while cuddling next to my sleepy snoring boy. he all of a sudden turns and sort poke my lower eye lips. sorta like fist bumping. As there was a acne close by at that area, i couldnt help but to yelp and kick him. and he work up with a grunt and went back to sleep. ok..maybe a fist bump aint enuf, he literally choke me on the same day. as i drift off to sleep, he slams he's arm around my neck and i woke up with a start and was furious man. but all ends well when he woke me up with a kiss. haha.

he is never jealous, and never questions the ppl i'm with. like the other day, when i was lunching alone at the cafe during my clinical break, this Korean guy walked up to ask me if the seat next to me is taken, i said to go ahead. but then while he seated next to me, i look up from my cookie lunch to look at my surroundings, and realize there are tons (like 7 empty tables)..and he, i donno why took a seat at my small 4 chair rounded table. he then talk to me, i found out he's Korean  and then this and that, we sorta became friends. i told Bryan that, he said nth but just 'ahhh..okay'. 

moreover, today, i met this guy friend of mine while taking the tram to meet Bryan at he's work place. i text Bryan saying i might bring a friend to have lunch at he's work place. and when i asked my guy friend if he had lunch, he told me he had, and lunch plans was dismissed. and when i met Bryan  he asked me where my friend is. and Kelly was like "You were with another guy?"..*shocked in her face*, she looks at Bryan...and i quickly say, "o.. Bryan knows i have other guy friends and he's okay with me hanging out with them"...Like err..whats the big deal? So i cant hang out with other guys when i'm in a relationship? damm..if Bryan's like that, he might as well not be with me man. Thank goodness he's ok with it. 

Bryan's leaving on the 26th this month. and everyone who knows of us has been asking non stop of what will i do as he will be away for 2 years. i seriously donno. i'm just letting things flow as it is. 

okay...lets get to the pics. 

Bryan bought me two cakes for my birthday.

my boy was paying attention to he's pokies -.-"

He seriously is addicted to the beer in Aus. 

A refine picture of us. 

Bryan looking at the wine list during my birthday dinner. 

My shoes Bryan got me. he would laugh non stop when i wear this. I seriously donno whats so funny about me wearing flats.

My first Korean birthday meal. yes. tons of seaweed soup that night. thanks to Bryan. he cooked  dinner while i was at placement that night.