my new hair style was costly...thts wat most of my friends said but after the Rm 430 per scoop icecream for dad,i got my money back...hahain another words,this creamy ice cream cost him bout Rm442...cause this ice cream here cost bout Rm 11+...while the big one cost bout Rm30+curls goneteehee...i was smsing the whole way thru..done at bout 3.30pm..there....straight hairtht nite,i've got Kong's family dinner....went to eastwood nightclub cause my uncles and cousins wanna sing....so we got the VIP room thanks to my uncle..it was free and new...tht guy over there was fixing stuffs and i was waiting for the booooze....hahawe arrived early and my cousins starts singing...while i just sit there and sms noobie...they persuade me to sing...but i aint got the voice for it....so i just sit and watch.....i tried mixing vodka and green tea...but then i donno how to,so it was 2/3 of vodka and 1/3 green tea....bitter much i was a bit drunk...hahai saw calvin,philip and kian there...so i went downstairs to join them....it was fun as they were trying to get their friend drunk...and i dint know tiger beer makes ppl drunk...we played cards...and in the end got him drunk...it was so funny...philip couldnt stop laughing..haha

anyhoos...after mass on sunday,hunnie invited me to have noodles at her house....laksa...YUMMY!!!!

me and hunniei onced said tht i love her bed...and i still dopic taken july 07 aug 08july 07aug 08candid?..hahahpic taken while my hunnie's with her babiesangie and aggie...i dont think i got their names rite...haha...biting my hunnies fingers....they run around the house while i dont even wanna set my foot on the ground...afraid they would chew my toes off...hahashe was finding foots to chew...or something like thtwe put on each other's sunnie,each others hairbands...laughing,dancing,giggling and gossiping...and most of all missing bu....we look silly here...haha...i look shocked in this pic....and she looks cute....hahamyint wanted me to dance...so we called up pinky and sarah to join us....pinky dint stay long...cause she was with her friend....we drag her,asking her to dance with us.....but she wont do it....so,in the end we chat up and play with the babiesthey dint bark at me cause they love me tho i'm scared of them....so imagine me running around chased by puppies...hahai was tired and wanted to sleep...in the end sarah FINALLY came....myint,sarah and sarah's sexy asssarah with myint's hairband and sunnies,sheila with myint's hairband and sarah's sunnies and myint with sheila's hairband and sunnies...sarah dint want her picture here so i post up only one...sarah love hun's babies...and wanted to have one...while i wanna have rabbits.kefv love this pic as he says its like i'm looking into his eyes....eiyer....i wasnt even looking at u le...not even close to thinking bout u le...haha....o..ya....we got over the tramp thingy and i try to like her not saying tht i do now..but trying....he's going to kb...so i made some arrangements to meet up there with his family too...but it turns out he's going there this afternoon and me with tonite...Wat the heck man...after all i did for nth nia....went home all bubbly and sarah took myint's hairband without realising it...

lucy they all dont really like my hair...saying tht it looks all burned up...hahame and jason went to belles and he build this and told me he love legos...(-.-)"had dinner with wei hong and wei ting at pizza hut last monday...it was fun....both of us bully weihong...haha..it was awesome to have meet up with them agn the next day at double star...haha...candid pic taken...was bored so i played with jason's hairhehe....so cute lar...he wanted to pull the bands off but i stopped him...lanny send me something...wow...nice blings from mel...thanks lanny!!! hahaand this...(-.-)"....thank god its not mine....hahapoochie...i'm poochie's godma

pitpit....lazy blogger coming thru.....haha....i can say tht better than jason...hes voice sound so weak like its dying....anyhoos...kefv came back from KL....and he got himself a tramp who fell head over heels inlove with his LOOKs...LOOKs only and thts wat i heard....i was angry as he never told me bout this tramp whose mamma's such a britney...couldnt help it with the insult...shes just so..urg

when i went to take my stuffs from the store i prac avoid him...i dont even wanna talk to him..his mamma kept bring up his name in most of the convos we had but i choose to ignore..jealousy?...i donno....but then i'm inlurve with Ed collens...hehe...

o..ya...curls all gone pic...

lit mickey got me something from KL...thanks kiddo....but then i donno y i kept forgetting bout him in my life...once in a while he would sms me to remind me he's still alive...haha

happy birthday dear brother of mine..wished him happy birthday and he dint even reply...he's part time chores is gaming...and he did walk me to uniafter tons of pics we took,he only smile onced to the cam...and wat kinda smile is tht?...its like a smirk...well it is oneafter vacuuming the carpets he did this...haha

2 more weeks...he's leaving in 2 weeks time...i really cant believe this is happening...times leaving me behind to pick up all those bits and pieces letting go is harder than i tot...now,all i see is my own reflection...and not ours no more....the secrets and pics we took together will forever remain untold and i would not post it here...i donno y...my life just turned grey all of a sudden...i couldnt help myself...i cried..the tot of him leaving me to somewhere better....much better and maybe finding his own dreams,makes me sad...i couldnt see him no more after this...both of us wont...the glow is my laughter....and laughter is my everyday medications....he's trying to make it up but i know it wont help...the first day we met,i recall giving a loud sigh and shook my head...hahalistening to 'stay with me' by danity kane..my tears flowing....tomolos thursday...i aint the only one whose sad bout this...our friends are too...i've learned so much from him...maybe thts y i find it hard to let go...my laughter comes from him....me makes my life so smooth and easy...thye know i'm not going to be okay with this...thts y his friends are kinda trying to comfort me bout this....but i kept telling them tht i'm okay..with a brave mask and a weak heart..i told my parents bout how upset i was...but then they cant do nth...i just gotta try to let it all go