the last 48 hours was a blur.

went to uni, pack stuffs, watched OTH, packed again, went to see vallery and janice, went to meet kath and aino, caught the bus to city for dinner (AWESOME TIME), had thai food (The meegoreng sucks, i practically played with my food, seperating it to 3 catergories, meat, veges and noodles), went to cocobean(my orea muffin was yuckkie cause it was vegan and organic), went to morning glory (one korean dude was freaking us out, so we rushed out of there), slept in the bus back(with heads bumping into each others), pack somemore, sleep.

next day, had room inspection, drove home, stressed out about unpacking and repacking again, bro helped me out, went for sushi, came bk home and glued my eyes on the computer watching OTH, watched gene simmons at 9pm, and stressed out about packing again till 12am.

today, woke up, feeling all tired, so not looking forward to a 7+ hour flight. my butt is going to hurt reeeeeeal bad.

yeah...ok...so i welcome the humid weather, slow internet speed, unwelcoming comments about my weight and acne scars, the lecture of a lifetime, and cheers to a boring life back home.

u lame.

alel was so lame tonight..i donno whats got into that boy.. i think he's a great cook from the way he describes it. but zhen say he's an awful cook and when asked, he said alel has nvr cooked anything for him...like nowonder lar..who would when zhen is a terrible food critique. say foods bad would having a taste of it. pfff..

anyhoos, i turned my attention to lamb chop (miss those babies back at miri cafe), alel says if i marry him, he would cook me lamb chop till we die young and happy. LOL...rite...i bet zhen would surely have something to say about it, as he's so against me marrying someone other than a chinese. rite. my life not he's.

the moon's red today. couldnt believe i've missed tht.i was driving to clinical at tht time...how could i have missed tht...gahhh....when told by my patient (while holding the 15g, i nearly smacked my forehead and maybe give myself a huge poke when told about the red moon and what i've missed out on)

alel says if i paint the moon blue, he would give me a kiss. yerrrrrr...right...i asked for a spaceship and truck loads of blue paints..

see what i mean by cheesie lines and flirty words? and when was zhen ever like this? see what i mean by me being so comfy when with zhen. he's like a gay friend tht i've nvr had..haha..(not to worry, he's not gay...)

alel says he can make lesbians, straight again...and again...yerrrr right.

Zhen asked me to wait for ip5 or a better phone. o..fine..for once, i go with he's idea. but heck, tht boy better get a good connection.

i heard from aziel tht zhen's coming bk to aussie to work, i tot zhen was jk when he told me tht..(o.O). cause he said he wanted to open a small business store, but i suggest he go help he's parents, and i would support him 101% by going there to buy things from him. he then say what he prefers is me working for him. sheesh..why would i wanna drive to salisbury to work for him anyways, he's dreaming,if he thinks i'll accept tht offer. but azriel asked me to help zhen out as zhen would be an awesome boss. lol.

got another result back...v.happy with my results this sem. hoped to score as many as 3 HDs this sem. hopefully i work my butt for it...getting my 3101 results tomolo, am not confident..just aiming for a pass. if not? a fail? i donno..but heck, nursing 5 is feckingly hard.

Someone's coming back soon :)

but sadly, i dont think i can meet up with him. cause i'll be heck busy with the starting of sem 2 and job applications.

of course its Ethen tht i'm talking about.

Zhen gv himself an english name, ethen. haha..at first, he asked me if it suits him..i told him i prefer Nathan.

and now, azeriel calls him ethen instead of zhen. but o heck...i now know why zhen doesnt have a gurl..cause compared to azeriel, he doesnt sweet talk at all, he's always full of himself. azeriel is so much different, he sweet talks all the time, and he knows what to say to lure a girl. but then zhen doenst use any of tht.

i guess thts why i love hanging with zhen, he doesn’t say cheesy stuffs...(although he can be full of himself) and me and zhen, we can be best buddies cause the way he acts, it’s so natural and unique, i love how bold and confident he could be in front of me) and compared to so many of guys i've talked to, zhen always understands me more.
there. a pic of zhen. he asked me to post a pic of him.

你从来没有道歉.现在，你表现得就好像什么事也没有发生. 但是，你竟然在我心中没有了. 所以，我希望你不要找我. 不要给我打电话. 不要问我，我在哪里. 然后再问我，我在做什么.

ok.. i accidentally jabbed myself with the 15G needle last friday. damm..my finger aches for days.

15G is the orange one (right side), the other one is a 26G which is the tiny one (left side). i always poke my patient with the huge needle. haha. need to, cause its for dialysis, and it hurts like hell man..when i first saw it, i was like "OMFG, what the heck, are u serious?" well cause when i was at the clinic 3 years back, drawing up ppl's blood it was only maybe a 24-23G needle...which isnt tht huge anyways...26G is for me to give insulin..and for those taking any Hep B,C and flu injections...its like a tinsie winsie prick. tht wont make ure injected part aching for days, not like what tht 15G would have done.

ACNE

Well..this year, all my workloads assignment base and have started on my 2nd week of uni. and its ending on 20th this month..while i get an early break, my friends who had their fair share of fun times during the first few weeks of uni, is having their finals starting on the 21st this month.

back to the topic, as u know, when I’m stresses, having to deal with workloads, tutorials ,work placements and volunteering work...my mind is very restless..i feel restless, tired and exhausted all the time, i at times, (especially on thursday) when i think about dealing with the last day of the week, would fall sick and threw up or lost my appetite..(but sadly, I’m still as chubby as a fat lit chick)...thts when my acne blossoms and I’ll have to deal with it with annoyance

i know a lot of my friends asked me to relax, deal with it and eat more fruits and vege...its just tht with all the workloads, i aint got time to take care of acne. My bro said, tht if it wasn’t for my acne, there might be so plenty of opportunities for me. (o..great..how i hate tht faggot)

and i bet once Jessie sees me when i make my facial appointment, i am gonna get the lecture of the lifetime from her

i donno why ppl thing its easy, dealing with ure workload at the same time eating healthy, taking care of ure skin conditions and all. why not show some empathy? or just mind ure own buzz.

i don’t want unnecessary and unpromising products to be sold to me, no and i dont want u ppl buying me all those facial creams and cleansing body pills...no..its my body and life...why interfere? i know u all are concern..but i aint got no time to do any shit works tht u guys have recommended me to do.