all i can do now is to try coz nothing is wat it seems and this is me..i'm just trying hard to give...she doesnt know....and so does everyone around me....its hard to please someone....i'm all i'll ever be

YAY!!! mock exams over...but thts not the end of all exams...two more freaking weeks till the real AS exam....and its the day b4 my Birthday...so soi.....SIGH....

been having this weeks after weeks...a can per day

REDONDO LUXURY CREAM WAFERS....

and as a result from eating those fattening waferspimples on my freaking face....

o well....had my maths exam on monday... wasnt really happy by the fact tht i donno how to solve most of the questions...BUT THEN U KNOW WAT???? someone came to see me...:-)smiling coz he came to see mua...he surprised me...

and on tuesdays which was mooncake festival....i had this urge to eat baked mooncakes....so i went downstairs..and found this

mooncakes from shanghai....

ooo..i love the boxcreative....coz i tot theres only 2 left...and found out theres another layer which u would have to slide...but then i soon realise all those nice pretty boxes are empty...mum and dad ate all those tasty mooncakes and left the box for deco...sish....my hungover mooncakes was soon forgottern as someone came and bought me perly milk tea...yay!! again...i love surprises.....hahathanks someoneme and milk tea ....haha...perky now aint i?and he's so nice to have given me the purple straw..knowing tht i love the colour purple so muchbluek...

tht nite...had dinner party at my uncle's house...celebrating mooncake festival...my cartoonie lantern....it was surppose be my brother's...and mine's pink..but i hated pink ..so i took his and he just walk around empty handed..hehei love this pictaking a pic while walking around yakin area with cousins and my brocam whoring with my koko's lantern

after walking for 10 mins....my feet hurts so bad....so my bro decided to drive insteadso while he's driving...,i just hold on to my lighted lantern...sounds crazy?..i find this a brilliant idea...hah

i camwhore while he drove me and my cousins to taman awam

played/camwhored/laughed/talked/ate....was wat i did tht nite....reached come quite late....and thts when i began to worry bout my bio..coz i dint really study for it...well knowing tht i couldnt study no more..,my understanding parents asked me to go to bed...b4 i started whinning..haha...

bio was XXXXX streamly hard... :-( ..well no point worrying about it coz it was over...and i have chem to worry bout....garrr...those freaking damm fugly pimples

tht nite b4 the chem exam,i was too tired to study so i camwhore just to relax my mind...."L" is for Losers like u...it suits ure name....

went to bed bout 10 plus...was kinda tired..and again...i dint study for my exam...sat for the exam blindly N the paper came out BLANKLY...lame?..yeah i know

after exam..i guess all those thinking made my brain half dead and cant function well...when roger and lewis tried talking to me,i was so blur....and so did melvin....and i just couldnt get wat they are saying...sorry if i made u crazy too melvin....

after bio prac..,i rushed to cathedral to attend Uncle Ben's funeral...i was kinda shocked by his sudden death...kinda sad tho..as he was my friend/teacher....

i was surppose to go to my teacher's place tonite..but then she attended someone's wedding and had forgottern to inform me...so i had no choice but to follow mum to church for her bible study...stayed there for bout 2 freaking long boring hours...i just walked around the church...it was very windy...and i was kinda scare to go inside the church as it was very dark...and mum's upstairs...so..i stayed outside and then camwhore...and Lewis called...my boring-ness soon subsidedclick onepoising by the car

then some iban ppl came to church and started singing....thts when i went back into the churchppl singingme camwhoringa POKE tht would knock u out cold...this is wat i've been looking at for 2 hours...

i was so damm tired....till i felt asleep at the bench....woke up upon hearing mum's voice...it was bout 930...and reached home bout 10

.......................dont mind this...its for someone lame.....

yes i've been to hell...i drove about 160km/hr...those two passengers was asking me to drive faster....i arived to Hell Airport at this afternoon...and upon arrival..i met president bush...i hired him as my body guard to protect me against saddam who was standing a few feets away from me...and now i'm using HELL-NET...and president bush's standing beside me....satan's holding a welcoming party for me tonite..so....i'm gonna go shopping at hell-mart to doll up for the party....

.......................thats for the lame guy i chatted with this afternoon..

signing out

p/s:Uncle ben..,u will always be a dear friend to me.....u just donno how lucky u are.....there are times when i really wanna turn back to dust..returning to GOD as i cant take it anymore.....

HELP!!! the STALKER's back....thanks a lot (u know who u r)!!

speaking of the devil..he appeared to my life again!!

after how many months...

i tot he was gone for good...

but then he's back and is staying...

eik!!!!

sunday..

TCH came and sitted next to me during mass...i was feeling so uncomfortable..coz its been so long since we saw each other..and plus i wanted to sit alone....i just couldnt relax as he was sitted so close to me....heck,he keep sticking on to me after mass....and i know who is to blame for this....

monday..

was having a great time UNTIL a friend started pissing me off....*u know i cant help u...i cant even solve my own problems...i'm not stable enuf to get thru my own...and u think i could just skipped tht part and advise u on wat to do?...try to understand wat i'm going thru now....be considerate...stop finding ways to annoy me...*

tuesday..

went to taman awam to perky up myself as i'm feeling kinda down...took some pics...

me and the windi dint know there was a fountain here

wednesday..

i think my friend,(X) is angry at me..sigh...SOMEPPL like him does seems to understand the fact tht i cant and i repeat myself CANT go out with him till my mock exam's over which is next friday...he kept on calling asking me to have lunch with him....i know i did promise to try to have lunch with u...but then u have gotta understand...i never did agree on having dinners with u...just try let me go coz ure tightening me up in ure world...

thursday..

found two lovable birdies....awwwww.......

stole this pic from melvinbye bye looo

pinky...know wat this means,no more tango dancing memories

bu...the lemony smell's gone...

myint...the tomatoes gone toome and my pillow no5signing out...ITS NAPPY TIME...

I love my friends!!!

went to sarah's house yesterday....met linda there....the main reason i wanted to go there is to get some shut eye...i'm so freakingly damm tired...but then after a while...linda and pinky wanted to have their breakfast....so me and linda had laksa..and my baby had fried noodles....

my baby's new hair cut...rabbit hair..(giggles)me with linda's pillow

after tht went back to sarah's house...she came back skiping class too...haha...we had tons of fun...pinky,me,lindakt's candid picppl tht i miss most...plus myint and buuuusammy served me koko crunch....heheme munching away those tasty koko crunchme and sarah me and pinky

o..well i found this clipper...at the table...and started clipping pinky's shirt....,she wanted me to clip sarah's bra...and linda's skirt...hahame trying to clip her bra insteadthen her shirtthen her annoying handssince she keep pushing away the clippers...,i tried to kill her...LOL...hun...dont worry...,i aint gonna kill pinky...just playing with her...

got this pic of me and cindy from prom night.....me and cindy and our mask

overall...i had tons of fun with my kiki gals i feel so happy being around them,the time they had given me is priceless....too bad isabel and myint aint there...

this post contains bout 80% of vain pics of me...hehe.....just let the pics to the talking..

hunnie,DONT RUSH ME!!!...theres just tooo much pics...i'm rushing as fast as i can so tht u can view it today!!..sish...see how a nice hunnie i am to u....

friday,....i was kinda bored in the car...so i took vain pics of myself..i learn it from the master...(u know who u are)my superstar cant do this...BLUEK!!theres just too much pain going on thru my life.....so i let my stress go by taking silly picspic 1pic 2pic 3pic 4pic 5last but not least...pic 6

saturday..,i bought a plain mask a few weeks ago...and decorated it myself...with this...half way decorating itleft viewright viewfront view...

saturday,...meeting qiqi at bout 10am for manicure....my nailswhite flowers and green leafs...i feel like as if my nails are alive...YIPPE

went to my cousin's shop to get my make up done at bout 4....me b4 make up on...and after one hour..walah....(tho i freakingly hate the make up on me)on my way to eastwood

arrived bout 6.20.....no one was there except for qiqi and her friendsseeee...its practically empty..where r my friends?the salad cornerthe stageme and QIQI...za bome and mic ho....cindy and mic home looking fugly as everme and QIQI's nails..mine's black and her's white..cooliomic and cindy having their mask on...for best mask competitioncindy won best mask..she got herself a MP3...just wat she wanted...yay!!

after tht,theres this couple competition..held by QIQI..theres bout 6 couples participating in tht gamedo u see santa?...flora's job is to scrape the cream off his face...me..1me..2me..3me..4me..5me..6me..7me..8

Are ure eyes sore from seeing all those vain pics?..i'm in a rush so thts y i dint put it as a slideQIQI....on stage...was one of the prom queen contestant..well THANKS FOR dragging my butt up there..QIQI!!...(i'm the 4th..left side)the guys....bout 20 of them..compare to us girls,we only have 10the finalistlewis and flora questioning them....

din take a pic of the prom king and queen tho...well prom queen's the yellow dress beauty....and king's bik siew (donno how to spell his name)me and cindy lai me and leng luime and jeremykisses....and smile

after tht..its boooogey time!!!!donno who's this fellow...,but he's good in dancing

did dance for a while with lewis,roger and QIQI...not wat i've expected tho...i wanna dance till my feet hurts..but then i aint got a date..so i cant complain much

after tht i went home...i wasnt feeling happy coz of a problem tht was dragging on the whole nite....and plus i was outside of the ballroom most of the time..coz the ballroom's freakingly cold...my teeths was chattering till it hurts...,i was cold and feel completely numb...couldn even reply smses....coz my fingers was frozed up...thanks to jeremy for lending me his coat....dang..i love the smell of his perfume...yummy...

anyhoos...upon reaching home..,i was so puffed up....and coz i wasnt feeling happy...,i camwhore again

me..9.. mark says tht i look like a jap doll....errr...thanks?i.....look.....so.....

FAKE!!!! with all these make up on....mwai purple glow in the dark ring....

yeah...thts bout it i guess...i actually wanted to talk bout my nite...but then MY HUNNIE'S rushing me to blog....so....i just let the pics do the talking instead

this is a edited post,i deleted like tons of pics so i can finished it up on time....