the picture says it all...

you only see what ur eyes want to see...how can life be what you want it to be? ur heart's not open....there's no point in placing the blame and you should know I suffer the same

exams drives me crazy....so in the end i camwhore a lot..darken~ i ask him to paint me a pic..easy said and done

look wat happen to the pondi used to hang there in form 1..there was this time when amanda took off her shoes and use her foot to clip up a pink water lily...me,pinky,mark and amanda used to sit hang around during lunch...we just lie at the bench and talked on windy days....paper roxy by amy...she made one for me and cindy...extra chopsticks from the canteen..got me doing thisroxy friendsby this time,amy tot i was a lit crazy...she couldnt even look at me..knowing i've gone to LALA LAND...seeeeeecindy's camera shycandid pic jackie and mic changat the libraryamy was taking a pic of me with me doing the same;-#

got the dress from amy 2 weeks ago..brought it from elvisand i love it...me,cindy,and amy wearing our new dress...me with my new boots...mum got it from aussie...miss gummy bear by hunnie

aunt gave me thisi was having this tht day...and kevf took it and LAUGHED at me...mean much...cause its written for 6 months onwards...wat?...i'm 19 this year...tht means i'm 228 months old...of course i can have it lar!!!...

he blushed and walked away...~ <=)

i want new cloths but mum said tht it was enuf...and its bout time i get rid of those old cloths...but then i still want all of them..hehe....cause she says i have tons of new cloths and keep wearing new ones every week...shes dying of jealousy...
baju kurung....wore tht on friday...and ngam ngam it was prayer day for muslims...

i was jio so badly...haha...mostly by kevf...he wont stop calling me 'sheila mahjid' then when i wanted to have dim sum the next day....he told me tht i cant cause muslims cant have pork my dear~...(><)!!! ..so in the end i jio him back...keep calling him "bang"...(wat my malay teacher used to call her husband)...'bang Bang BANG BANGGGGG'...haha...it means brother...he told me i kinda sia soi him in public lor...hahai need to get a hair cut...maybe this afternoon...

Vain!!!!!

last thursday,while i was sleeping all so very peacefully,dad called and told me he's coming back in 2 hours time...and the tot of my sunnies popped up..woohoooooo!!!!! i'm getting my sunnies today...i waited and then called dad wanting to meet up with him...he told me he's at yakin...i drove there like a mad woman...upon reaching i ask wats he doing after lunch..he asked y....

sheila:i need a new sunnie...

dad:nah money,wat brand issit?...

sheila:bonia..

dad:thts a cheap brand ure getting...

sheila:wat??...

dad:wait till exams over and i'll bring me to singapore to get one...

sheila:but then I CANT WAIT bor...

daddy:if u dont like it,i'll bring u to SG to get a new one k?

sheila:no need lah....

wallace:spoiled brad!!!...

sheila:yeah..i know..:P.thanks Amy dearest~thanks daddy dearest~thanks mummy dearest~and NON for u wallace...muhahahai love blings~

tht night...i told daddy i wanted to stay here in miri with him...and study in curtin..or maybe KL....but then he dint like my plan....i was upset...coz i would be homesick if he wants me to go aussie to study...he would not listen... :'( ...i was almost in tears...u wanna sent me off like tht?so sad le....in the end he told me if i go aussie,he would bring me wherever i wanna go after exam....buying my heart meh?...tht so old...haha...I DON WANNA LEAVE MY KIKI GIRLS BORRRRRRRR......not myint,sarah,pinky,katy,sammy,bu.....its saturday..12.04.2008...one more month.. i just washed the car last night...and its raining today...

wash car=rain...

if i dont wash the car=no rain...

its been going on since feb this month...whenever i wash the car...it would surely rain the next day...y ar?...YYYYYY???????...if i dont wash...then mummy scold bor...i told her tht it would rain the next day lar...she ignores me....fine lor...kevf told me tht i should wash the car more oftern as its so hot here in miri...

mum came back last week and got me wat i wanted,..chocolates,cloths and boots...i love boots...:)this is the chocolates...theres 2 more eggs but thanks to the wine tht rolled on it...this is wat i have left...broken pieces of easter eggs....i love this tho i havent try it...i'm planning to have it for lunch tomolo... :)the bunnies...uncle toby's is a must...they do sell it at G.K...but then its melting when i bought it there...so i want it from aussie...originated from aussie...and nuts....plenty of them....

since kefv dint want me to post some of the pics taken...so its just a few here...this is me using eyeliner?..issit?...i donno wat its called...kefv said tht i aint human to not know....wat????u know meh?...hahathis is me b4 he got me doing all these....here...he ask me to act silly.....yeah..and the peace signand last but not least...the rabbit smile...haha..and thts y i dint study at all...

went to my cousins house to visit oscaroscar 1 2haha...he looks cute here

last thursday i made strawberry yogart...iced yogart...cindy's and amy's

called dad and asked him hows the MP4..AND GUESS WAT......he spoiled it...the MP4's broken in two...how did he do it?...i donno...sien le...something i got for him for a week nia...gone just like tht

MP4 no more...SOB~~~~

oo..my very pro driving skill got me sandwiched between two cars again...this times diff...tht car infront dint slow down...so he drive to the side...as for me and my car,we are A.Okay...haha...

after bio mock,me and amy went shopping...with me wanting to get a new sunglass and amy new cloths....so in the end..i picked this bonia sunglasses with crystals...but then i'm booking it till i get the money tomolo or the day after from dad...i wanna look for more..!!after tht we went imperial...its amy's turn to shop..haha...i really love this shoe...but too bad...its a killer while wearing it...this bag looks rather interesting...enjoying...i cant wait to get my sunnies....

twenty cents-me and jo's convo...i do miss him...haha...

and as for jon,well he called...he commented on this guy who everyone i know say is cute...he thinks tht guy looks okay nia...i wanted so much to shut the convo and go to bed early..y does he want to know so much and give me stupid comments...saying tht i shouldnt be seeing him or let him to my house and blah!!! its my life u jerk!!!...i dint wanna pick up his calls...but he kept calling...