First of all i think i must be crazy. i cannot believe he was in my dreams again. This is like 3rd or maybe 4th time in 2 weeks. this time, he was at my house, all sharp wearing this green polo shirt with hair swept to the sides (looking so much like a failed Elvis impersonator) and was waving me to sit by he's sides with one of the 'House' series playing on Tv. i was stunned, asking him what the heck is he doing at my house. *poof* and thts when i woke up by the sound of the rubbish truck.

2nd of all. i realise my cousin is going to Perth this cny. i CANNOT wait to see him. haha. i wasn’t planning to spend CNY at Perth but now i have a reason to. (yup, i plan to actually spend it at Adelaide, as i find no point to celebrate as lanny wont be here anyways. life is dull without my brother)

3rd of all. I’m slowly dying of hunger. haha..it has been almost a month since I’ve shopped for groceries. i SHALL cook a proper meal tonight.

lastly, MERRY XMAS and HAVE AN AWESOME NEW YEAR peps.

Christmas dinner was fun. I realise tht i knew one of colin's friend as i've met her while on placement as she was the intern there. *slaps* head, like why dint i notice it was her when colin introduce us?

damm Jon sin for being such a sneaky cheek. I was he's secret santa. and then he was mine. i told him tht i was he's. but tht cheek wait till the last moment to tell me...i was so blur thinking what the heck is he doing standing next to me when my secret santa was being call. everyone was like "ooooh"...haha..

ok. now what i have to do is stay away from him. like far. stand maybe 10 feet away from him. and try not to think about him. and and. erm. think about food, bed, books, my Mr sexy eyes *pinning both fingers on forehead with a crunching face*. maybe in time i'll forget about him. i need to. cause i might fall into the stage of pure jealousy.

this time ard, i dont mind weird fellows approaching me. c'mon, like why at times like these, i dont get ppl like tht when i need them for distraction. (its always the unexpected times yea?. and no i aint gonna call or text Mr TAXI DRIVER)

last night i got tricked into going to the 11pm mass. who says it starts at 11pm har? i asked the dictator of why i should be there at 11pm..he said to accompany he's sorry ass. haha.

anyhoos, luke was on he's way bk home. taking a two hour flight. we agreed to kiss someone on the cheek under the mistletoe today. too bad, the party i'm going to tonight aint got no mistletoe...haha..i have to find an alternative way. my Mr angry black bird looks so delicious. i might have a taste of he's cheeks later on.

ok, bk to last night. i stayed at jo's place till 5am. i really wanted to die..so freakingly tired. while walking bk to my car, i saw an insect tht bounds to make me scream. i jumped and stomped my feet while looking at tht gross creation. and was fully awake at tht time thanks to tht stupid bug.

saw simon, we acted like best buddies..he gv me a hug. *awww..if he wasnt tht gay, i would have give him a peck as well.

my life is pathetic. i end up being asked out on a date by my taxi driver. He's a 29 yo accountant, couldnt get a job working two jobs at ade.

i end up, being mistaken by someone else and he grabbed my arms and lead me out of the crowds, and with me not knowing that i was being lead away from my friends by someone else (as i was so hooked up on texting)

i end up, having my hair smelled by some dude at Harbour town and he whispered some lines which i was unable to undertsand as i was too hooked up looking at the map.

i end up being taken away to a ball by the malaysian gang and spoiled my friend's night as i was being such a baby, crying away my so called "life".

i almost end up taking up on luke's wait.

i end up driving like mad and having a friend take me home and sleep at my couch.

i end up getting a call from lanny and then cried myself to sleep.

i end up not caring about how much it hurts me and how i scar my body. Because i end up having my heart broken twice in this shitty year of mine.

Been sick. i cannot believe it. broke my own record. 5 cases of food poisoning in just 2 months and a half.

I donno if its the indian dishes that got me rushing to the vomiting bucket in wee hours. but yeah..i almost blacked out. cause i sorta lost my vision for a few secs.

and to add salt to my miserable life, i was struck with sore T again. like hell.

been watching dramas-unsuccessfully. why? yeah. cause some of them sucks bad. i cannot go on watching. like the

Prince and Princess 2 (gosh. i was on the 2nd episode and thats when i had enuf of this movie, this was my 2nd attempt to watch this, i tried watching this drama last few months, and only lasted till the 1st episode)Knock knock loving you (i tried watching this drama like what i did for the first one, and just couldnt go on, the first attempt was last year)

the other day, me, H and Colin went to burnside. the initials is how i address him in real life. haha. yeah.me and H was argueing on if Jimmy ate or eat the world. how H explain was plain hilarious. i really do enjoy he's company, such as funny and lameo guy.

C invited me to this christmas kids and craft. and i was teamed up with H. it was one of the best days in NOV 2011. we had so much fun and laughter. he decorated me like a christmas tree, made me a scrunchy, and a advent calender with very creative ideas. and cause he knows i hate veges, he wrote "eat veges" 5 times on my calender. and i thanked him with a bracelet i made for him.

We were both planning on how to lure the kids to our corner, and H says we would kidnap one child for me, all i have to do is ask. (cause at the begining, i keep ranting on how much i adore kids, and he on the other side hates kids)

the days goes on in a breeze. we met up the at church the next day and thats when all the laughter and fun began all over again.