clinical started this week...its gonna last for 7 weeks..dayumn..i hate waking up at 5.30am just for it...for my morning shifts today, i had to wake the patients up, did BGL, sponge bath/shower them,give daily medications(i dint get to do drug cal),did feeding,FBC,vital signs,wait for the docs,social w,speech p to check the patients,then wrote progress notes,bring the patients to the loo if they need to. It was a very tiring morning for me, i dint get to sit down much

QEH dont serve cookies/biscotti..only tea or coffee...how sad..><...i was sooooo hungry,waited till 12pm for a heavy lunch of hotdogs and kids size strawberry milk. had to do feeding and FBC after lunch, then progress notes,and vital signs...i dint get to do med, as the afternoon shifts said tht they would do it, right now, i need to write down my daily notes and choose a few skills to be critique by my bitchy facilitator gloria..

too tired/lazy to go pub crawl.

drove to brightern beach with yy and kath last night...it was just a last min decision..cause i've got the car and i wanted to go somewhere..so yy suggested brightern beach..

the wind was strong and it was cold..the tide was high..this man scared the heck out of us, we tot he was stalking us as its not safe at the beach..yy wants to bring a knife for the next trip..haha

overall i had an awesome night out..and got krispy kream donuts from aino and this cute stirrer frm janice..

i got my name frame custom made from linda..

i'm lazy to do a Make up work for law and ethic today..dont feel like going to tut...its gonna be boring..jason says if i dont go, he would come over and tickle me and slap my ass...what nonsence..

all day long, ppl have been staring at my eyes and not pay attention to what i've been saying..its just scary as all they do is just stare...i feel like an animal at a zoo behind the glass walls..a specimen, even my lecturers when taking to me stares at my eyes too...all because they find the colour green which i'm wearing as contacts very fasinating..

one of my mates even wanna have lenses just to change her grayish blue eye colour to green...O.O how insane is tht?

finally!!, got my box of asprin...gonna go do a asprin facial mask later..

notice the acne scars on my face? one word for it, ARGGGGGGGGG

skyped with cindy last night.. :D (i usually just video call or call when using skype, i seldom chat there, i used to..but then not now..i will be on skype if someone wants to talk to me..but then besides tht, i usually just off it)

o..and i was wearing brown contact lenses when this pic was taken this morning, but my friend helped me photoshop it to deep ocean blue...can u see it now cindy?

photoshop update...omg...omg...its sooo nice..my friend just edited my pic..its hard to clearly see the diff cause of the pic size..but if up zoom it, u could see tht my eyes blue.. :P~~~i'm sooo gonna use this pic as my dp now..haha..thanks for brighterning up my mood and day Jed..~~~

i need more fudge..>< mum ate mine.

jason told me tht i need self control over sweet junks as he bets thts what i have most all my life.

went to the (i donno whats the name) market today...it was boring as most of the stores are closed..its gloomy today..such a dull day tht suits my mood..

i woke up, moved my laptop to the desk at the corridor,skyped and tried to do a mohawk hair style but instead i did this..which doesnt really look like a mohawk at all, but then i was out of bobbypins. (i love taking pictures with the sun shinning bright as it covers up the dark circle..heh)..i really need tht as i've been sleeping at 2-3 am and waking up at 11-12pm. whooh..onced agn, the piggy side of me took over my mind and body.

i finally watched Lake House (2006)...it would be heartless to say tht this aint a touching movie no?

boy: so, u cried while watching tht?
me: uh huh..the story's touching.
boy: for god sakes sheila, its just a movie.
me: well said by the heartless man i am still friends with.
boy: hug?
me: go away..><

its gonna be the notebook for tomolo..and i was told to prepare a box of tissue..i rmber telling a friend tht i havent watch the notebook b4, she gave a shock look and was like 'gawd sheila...u serious?' thts when i kwn i'm missing out on a very good movie..haha..

i've been slacking for the pass 2 days...i donno whats got into me...i'm just lazy...butt lazy to fin my assignments...

i've decided to start my very first scrapbook. :D and as shop thru spotlight today, i've decided to make something special for denise and janice..

what jason said is getting on my nerves..it feels like i'm talking to TCH all over agn..why does this always happens to me and guys who are either caucasian or looks like one?

last night, was by far one of the best dreams i've ever had...i wanted to sleep in till noon...heck, i've been slacking all day...haha

pics frm yesterday's picnic..

:D

had an awesome time at the botanic garden...wonderful friends and food...i brought quiche,aino with banana cake,yy & kath with egg tart,denise & alex with sugar bread biscuits,jason brought rissoles and others brought mud cake,chocolate cake, crackers and dips,drinks, air bandung,eggplant with bread mix,cookies,tons of fruits, sandwichess and maybe a few more which i cant rmber.

after our meals, we went to the rose garden..and jason took us ard the garden...it was fun..cause i get tho chase the ducks..and got rose torns stuck on my palms...cause i kept jumping while we were at the rose garden.

and he brought me to look at the biggest bottle top plant i've ever seen..and then kept ticklling me all way thru...i donno why he enjoys tht sooo much..

after tht they played dogs and bones...while me,alex and kath sat down on the beach towels..talking...

we walked ard rundle where jason kept eavesdropping on me and kath's converstaion bout guys..@.@...

this is when jason taught me how to play pool..and foosball...i was on his team..and i kept losing.lol..

and jason learn a new word frm me today which is "BU YAO KUCHI WO"..he told me tht upon hearing tht he really wants to tickle me more..@.@

i really miss you sooo much...

have u ever miss someone till ure heart aches and u feel screaming and the stubborn tears just wont stop rolling down your cheeks...

i've just cant find my place in his heart no more...i miss him bad...he did not show the same...like i'm talking to a dry log...he says tht he's busy, tht i can torelate,but thn its been about almost 2 months since i've heard frm him..

i wanted to talk to someone..but not jason...its too soon to share all these...tho, he's always got words of wisdom to share...but i'm not into tht now...

and zhen is not even on9...i dont even knw where he's gone to...

what did i do to deserve your cold shoulders?

oo..its sooooooooooooooooo on like donkey kong...haha...

me and jason made a bet...this friday, we let our friends judge our cooking..he with rissole and me with quiche...

loser gets his/her ass kicked by the winner....i'm warned to wear pants...and something white to present my pure and innocent look...<---jason thinks its nicer that way..so if i lose, my ass wont be kicked as hard as i imagine it would be?

lol...whenever we talked, i wanna save all the juicy stuffs for another day of conversation...i had so much laughter and fun whn i'm with him...i want our conversation to last a lit longer... :D but like always, i always have my doubt ard caucasian...cause i find it hard to trust them...jason's great, but then i just knw him not long ago...

my weekend was awesome...i had tons of fun...thanks to colin and jonat..:D..

and now at this moment,(2.44am) i couldnt stop smilling...jason's funny jokes brighterns up my day...except for the fact tht he kept calling me "silly little sheila"...@.@

A heart to heart conversation is what i really need now..i'm so stressed...i'm going nuts..and my homie aint here...i'm suffering frm kidney pain...i donno how much do i still need to eat to decrease my hunger...my stomach feels like a bottomless pit when i'm upset/stressed...

i couldnt get my head ard the essay ...2500 words of biomedical and socialogical model bout health...i'm stuck...

a friend of mine said tht i'm obsessed with guys whose got moles like enrique iglesias...*hands up* screaming GUITYYYYY...

i soooo am...and plus, i love guys whose got tht cute baby face kinda look....just soooooo adorable..

and theres this sushi chef tht i love staring at while having my usual fav sat lunch, he's got the mole plus the cute baby face..