i really miss you sooo much...

have u ever miss someone till ure heart aches and u feel screaming and the stubborn tears just wont stop rolling down your cheeks...

i've just cant find my place in his heart no more...i miss him bad...he did not show the same...like i'm talking to a dry log...he says tht he's busy, tht i can torelate,but thn its been about almost 2 months since i've heard frm him..

i wanted to talk to someone..but not jason...its too soon to share all these...tho, he's always got words of wisdom to share...but i'm not into tht now...

and zhen is not even on9...i dont even knw where he's gone to...

what did i do to deserve your cold shoulders?