when i arrive at perth that day, i saw this on my table, thinking its a tissue box, i ignored it..and when i wanted some tissue, i flip and toss the box till i the winnie the pooh thinggy fell offseeeeeeeeeeee...to futher my inspection, cause the god damm thing was hard to open, i realise its actually aphone...(=.=)"..like seriously, double 'wth'...

dad got this for me cause he saw this chick in SH using it..and then he went to the shop, rang me *like what i wrote in one of the post* asking if i wanted a hello kitty phone and when i said no,anna got the hello kitty one while dad got me winnie the pooh.

o well..i'm planning to change my plan to optus next year, cause using 3 here in perth sucks bad...so bro asked his friend about iphone 4 for me..but i seriously cannot..i mean it cannot use touch screens..i suck at it bad...like some of the stuff at our house is touch screen, i find it hard to get ard, cause somehow, touch screens doesnt like me at all..i press the stove button till my fingers bruise and the god damm thing would not even heat up the wok..i set up some numbers at home, and i keep pressing the wrong number...eish...very damm jiok...but i wont mind getting iphone 4 for the games.. :P...

ok...lets see ya...at first, he ignored me for two weeks, i was "advice" to go apologized for whatever i said to him...so i did..even tho i think its all a misunderstanding cause of the lack of emotions that i can show while replying him on instant messaging...fine..whatever..He did say honestly tht he was quite upset with what i said to him...fine..i accept and apologized for it..

and now..he became the same old same old with the constant teasing like *heck buddy, i donno u well and u donno me well and what’s with the teasing?!? and now he is asking so much from me..and i keep thinking to myself why all these type of non sense happens to me sooo often? first the nonsense hk guy..now this??

I don’t like how he gets so upset all the time when zhen is ard me. Right now at this point, i can say tht i don’t mind making him angry agn just so that i can avoid talking to him in the future. Plus i donno why he think theres something going on btw us when i have no heart for him at all. Why cant we just be friends?

i'm stronger than you, i can fight this off without a doc's advice and some medication..let the immune system kicks in :)

how bored...u imagine perth to be super mega awesome..but heck its even worse than adelaide..well at least fred's got tons of gaming device tht i can play with...been so hooked with guitar hero trio with fred as the drummer,lanny as the guitarist, me as the singer...hah!! i set the highest record..hai bu gao xing..

i love my new house, but my room sucks bad, no table, no mirror at least the bed is comfy..wind has been pretty strong here at night...if i do go out, lanny said i might be blown away. heh..

cause of my mega sickness, i have no appetite to eat yummilicious food. even lanny said my tummy shrank...haha..

i wanna go crabbing..but no one wants to take me there..(0.O)..instead they wanna bring me to the casino..

will soon meet my mickey mouse as he's just busy working and with church and when he's free, he would drive me out...yay!!!

this was taken before exams..me and Janice went to kwik sticks...when i saw the portion of food, i couldn’t stop laughing...Janice ordered salt and pepper calamari and i ordered green curry..i wont be bother with finishing up, but janice helped have a big portion of the curry. :)

i realise i wont be having the same class as janice next year.. :( *sad..and whats more, shes not staying at the housing...

went to meet janice for lunch. got myself another book.

zhen graduated today...yay!!! i was at the city at tht time..but thn i dare not go there..cause to be face to face with his parents might draw an awkward conversation.

rundle was pack with heaps and heaps of ppl..everyone is doing the last min shopping.

agn, i up for the last min packing. i donno where this lazy bug came from..

ok...my 2nd christmas present is done for..i spend about 12 hrs on the 600 pages book. now what? back to square one..i need another book...the thing about me reading some made up fantasy is tht i often wish that my life is like that too.. easy breezy and dreamy.

2 nights ago, i had another dream of bk home..i dreamt tht i went to visit granny in her old house. weird as it is as she doesnt live there anymore.. and whats weird, we had a party there where i met this long lost friend of mine, a friend i havent talked to for 11 years.

as for last night, i dream of this peaceful setting in life where i had him, he brought me chocolate donuts (which i have no idea why) he was suddenly the real life Дмитрий that i've dreamt about..which was too good to be true, how can it be, the guy..in adelaide...what about his job/life and love ones he left behind just to be here?..my silly mind must have been too caught up with the recent book i read..i blame the silly imaginations i have on the barbie and ken life.

In real life, when you are in love, the world seems brighter in your eyes. in my dream, the room was so bright but not too bright to hurt my eyes and the aura i got was so colourful and everyone was in a happy state of mind.

PAIN.

Been having this annoying dull pain on the lower right side of my ribcage..Stomach? Liver? Not sure..but have been having this type of pain for a month now..Recently, it has gotten so bad tht i would feel very nauseated...i donno whats wrong and the irrational part of my brain thinks i should just let it glide thru till next year, cause for once i'm lazy to go to the doc..plus, with this pain, i dont think i can drive ard..cause last Friday, i had the pain in the bus, i can say it wasnt pleasant..how would you feel sitting next to someone whose gonna barf any min and you cant do anything about it. bad experience.

christmas gift No.2
i dint even wake up to the pounding of doors..slept till 12pm. and thn saw something leaning on the front door..thts whn i saw this prezzie..awww...why, thank you my muchacho. *ilu.

eish..why not just cut me in half. mum wants me in perth, zhen wants me in hk with him, boy wants me in miri with him, dessert man wants me to go to the dessert with him..

what to do..every single time someone wants me to go bk to miri, it saddens me all over agn..i dreamt of being bk in miri last night..and that me and cindy sat the MRT to my house..and then waited for my bro to come bk with the market's noodles with my cousins..


went to the christmas carol thing with reuben just now. met a lot of malaysian..at times like this, i can say my uni sucks cause u can hardly find so many malaysians there.


while waiting for reuben to finish his band thinggy, rang zhen as he took he's ilets this morning. he has been asking me to go hk with him for sooooooooooooo long.but then i cant go..cause i need to stay back. he tempt me into saying tht he'll bring me shopping and tht we could stay at HKU for experience of his life when he was there..and tht he's got so much to show me in hk...gahhh...i'm soooooo tempted to go with him. i bet he was just spreading sugar towards what he said to me as he says without me, he's life in hk would be boring and tht he prefers to hang with me..pfft..sugar coated words...anyhoos..even at adelaide, i'm soo lazy to go out..even to hang with him..u say ler...how impossible this dream is to him. its not tht he's bad or anything like tht..its just tht, adelaide is hell boring..i would love to hang with him more if it wasnt for the the fact tht he stay so far away...having zhen is like me having a gay friend..haha..(not tht he's gay) but i feel so comfy talking to him about guys..and tht i dont have to talk all the time..cause he sets out the atmosphere for both of us.. and plus, when i go ard shopping (like to sportsgirl and all)..he follows ard and nvr complains..and tht when both of us gets something, we both have very humorous opinion...i can say tht he's not perverted in mind (which maybe he is but doesnt show) and plus..he listens..and good grief..he's got quite a memory to rmber what i've said in the past.

A friend of mine sent me some early christmas prezzie..countless bling blings :D..reading the card infront of him on skype. *loves

i smell like cherries today.. :D while waiting for the green light to get onto the opposite end of the road, this guy, came up and talk to me..cause i was look straight ahead, listening and was sorta singing "coming home by pixie ft jason"..with speakers high blast..he was sorta talking to thin air..i did not realise he was talking to me until i started noticing those infront of me started looking at my direction/me...O.O..but i dint meant to be mean..i just dint hear him...but thn what he wanted to say to me was tht i smell sweet & nice, wanted to know where i'm from and wanted to wish me merry christmas.

i know i know..i'm such a hypocrite...try 24/7 with someone like him, i think I’ll rather dig my own grave. at times this dude is superb..and at times this dude gets into my nerves..at times he knows when to back off with the constant tease. but heck, constant tease with this lunatic?!?..i'll have to say he's a 'no no'..sigh~ only someone like Denise could revive me all up agn...

cant sleep all night as my Dimika is here today..gasp!@

quote from zhen 'mature and older woman are crazy!'

oo..guess what?!? i got 2 shirts from gillies market..yes, GIllies market...for 16 bucks...i am so happy!

All the guys, HE..he was the one who talked some sense into me...he calls me the black widow and I called him the guy with wild and broad with a slice of lunatic imaginations...

After so many weeks of knowing him,some juicy bits are better off selfishly kept from others. *winks

Dearest Cindy, I’m happy to have you over. I love the company. I really did have fun. It’s like having a sister around. I’m just sorry you have to see the temper in me few days ago. I still miss home. But I’ll take your advice. I’m better now. Well...i cant be sure when I’ll see you again..but I’ll see you when i do get the chance to meet up with you in the future. Up until thn, do take care and have a safe trip back home.

Dad rang asking if i wanna Hello kitty phone.. my first reaction was a short pause (thinking i nvr knew hello kitty manufactures phone products, but then hello kitty is a Japanese merchandise..so yeah..go figures)..But then i turned down tht offer..and then i curiosity kicks in and i went web searching for the phones and found these..i actually like this one..i think this was the one cindy described to me when i told her about dad wanting to get me the phone.
but then i'm not into hello kitty would rather not be found having one of any of their products..its like guys having doremons phones (which i dont think they hv, but u get the idea)..plus i'm happy with my phone.. :D