it was a really tiring day for me considering tht i've not been sleeping well due to those (erm...thoughts bout TCH)...i've got some juicy 411 bout him.....he's NOT and i mean NOT really into dating a gal rite now.....pfft....he's bout 22/23....and is getting kinda old........and i've heard tht even the most attrative gal in the whole uni's crazy bout him....but he didnt even bother asking her out which i'm not sure y......i've got to double check on whether he's gay from mark again.....

school was fun today.....,me,flora,mic,athena,jackie,mark,roger,siew fung,winnie went to parkson to have kfc.....and then shop around...and then me and jackie did this lovable/shy....cute....respond to each other........he was walking like a peguine...and i was immitating his move...till we both got very 'kua zang'...he acted like a sissy...and we both talked silly...outside bodyshop again....(those ppl who was having their lunch may have lost their appetite).....mic was gonna take a video...but couldnt coz she was laughing non-stop/cant focus properly........,then i met up with a friend of mine,Josh(not his real name) and was talking to him...,he asked me out for valentines day....but i told him tht i was busy...(too bad..,..but the real reason was tht i dont wanna go out with him....he should have know it by now coz i've decline most of his invitation) and then wynne took pics of me talking to him from far without me knowing (but was deleted after i found out).....he still hasnt change being a real sicko....asking me if i would put his name into my "hotties" list.....,and i told him off immediately..........after tht...,i wanted to play bumper cars....but too bad they arent any and so....all 7 of us (except flora and mic)....played this racing game and i lost :( .....i keep on drifting till i drifted my way out of the road......mic was taking pics of us.....then i went to have MCD ice cream.....and josh came up from no-where and tickled me......sish........when we reached class...,miss may was waiting for us and from the looks of it...,she isnt happy bout us being late for biology class again......hehe

well tomolo's mark's birhtday..(o''man...i've known bout more than 5 marks and its kinda hard to talk bout them)....well all of us is gonna have an outing at parkson tomolo to celebrate his birthday....i hope its gonna be as fun as it is today.... :)

its bout 7am....,since i woke up so early today....,i might as well go on9...while waiting for my bro.....,

cant sleep last nite coz i'm so scared tht my friends hates my hair style.....i cant sleep wondering if they would tease me bout it...,or would think tht it looks good on me......my bro was not pleased with this hair style.....,he keeps on asking me y i've made myself ugly and uglier year after year by perming curls tht doesnt suit me.......kinda sad tho....,coz it wasnt entirely my idea to get curls....,it was mums.....,but i cant blame it on mum since she wants me to be happy with a new look....i'll just have to live with it....

i've got curls tht i'm affraid to show....,i've got curls tht would make my friends thinks tht i'm looking rather old.....,i've got curls tht would make adam run 20 paces away from me and would act like as if he doesnt knows me..LOL/JK

i havent even told my dad bout my hair.....(shhhh......i'm keeping it a secret till he comes back)

mum made an appointment with her friend kian to perm my hair without even telling me bout it...........,when i got back home today after CT class...,i was so tired tht i could not even conc on wat mum was talking bout....,then the sentence...,'sheila,u are gonna get a perm at bout 5pm at ah kian's" woke me up entirely......i was like 'wat?...u want me to curl my hair?'.......and so...,at bout 5.00 sharp...,i was sitting at ah kian's waiting to get perms....(long q)....then i told her wat type of perms i wanted and she decided to choose for me(which was never a really good idea)...but since i was so tired to even bother.....,i'll just go with it.....,and after 5 long hours of waiting for the results......,i finally got UGLY...,CACAT...,HORRID....CURLS....euiiiii.......it makes me look like i'm 29 in a 17 year old body....i was so tired to be a bit pissed off....coz it was bout 10pm....

my old curls

and my new ones

i drived flora,mic,mark,siew fung out for breakfast today...jackie drove alone....and while the others followed athena's car...well....,since i dont really know how to drive the vios.....,i keep on drifting......and when we reached the cafe.......i think they've lost their appetite.....hehe.....i'm an unexperience driver for now....,but will be better if i've got more practices.......,then after tht.....i drifted a lot while on the way back....,flora was screaming.....and the others was frozed up.....haha.....(not really a safe driver i guess)....then when we reached the class,jackie keeps on teasing me and athena.....saying tht our driving suxs......and imitate our reactions when driving/mocking us in a funnie way.......well..,overall.....,i have fun driving my friends out for breakfast even tho i dont really know them...,but getting to like being friends with everyone... :)...i usually dont talk to them.....,well....i guess after today.....,we will have a very smooth friendship in the future....

omgawddd.......,i think dave hates me....i felt like crying when he was angry at me...coz of this stupid gal (pink)....i hate her...!!....i wont forgive her for breaking me and dave's friendship....

it all happens when me and dave deicided to make a promise not to be broken since november(2006).....and we decided to keep our promise TILL last sunday when pink ruin our friendship by telling lies and making excuses of not explaning the problem to dave....LIES which i've never could have tot of her saying....its so obvious tht shes an evil person which i've been looking up to ever since young...protecting her from rumours /gossips......never wanting ppl to hurt her....always supporting her....always sharing my thoughts with her.....,treating her as my OWN sister.....she once have told LIES to my friend....,and he was kinda angry at me ...but finally the problems solved coz he suspected tht it was pink who had made up the rumours......,thinking tht she'd learn from her mistakes...,i continue sharing secrets with pink.....but not knowing tht she'd also shared some of my secrets with her mum....,and both of them back stabbed me once....(which was notting serious....and i've quickly forgotten bout tht matter).....but last sunday was WAY too much to handle.....and i could not forgive her for tht....(maybe till dave had understand tht shes been lying all these time)......*no wonder no one likes her.....,shes sweet outside but rotten in the inside*......(ppl always use her as a bad example tht we should not follow)....but i always comfort her by telling her tht its not true........(the reason y i've been treating her so nicely...,its just tht i've got no sisters....,and i wanted to share some thoughts out with a gal.......*i want a sister's advise sometimes*...,so i turned to her).......i'm so pissed off...,so angry...,so sad...,so dissapointed in myself for trusting her.......I"M FOOLISH!!!

i cant believe tht i saw BRANDON!!!!......ahhhh.....still cute as ever.......it happens tht i was shopping at boulevard's CD shop and was looking tru racks and racks of CD's and he was doing the same but opposite site of me...,...and so i looked up and couldnt believe tht i saw my ol'crush.....,tht was like bout 6 years ago......(thinking tht he wont reconised me...,so i just dont really bother).....but i couldnt help to notice how good looking he was after all these years.....well...he did...,a few times looked at me........*and if it hadnt been for the fact tht my busy daddy keeps on forgetting to get my phone from my cousin's shop...,i would be taking a quick snap at him and post it in this blog entry*.........while dreamingly staring at him...,my mum called and asked me to check out some kitchen ware on the top floor....,but i was so reluctant to go coz....*having a chance to meet brandon again was kinda hard...considering the fact tht i dont like to go out oftern*.......and so.....,i went to meet mum......,and then we shop and shop untill my legs feel like as if its dislocating itself.....*the pain...and the horror of shoppping*......then mum wanted to get some fruits.......,and while considering on whether i should get some junk foods...,i saw brandon again....but this time...,he was with this gal....*never do i mind to see if tht gal's his gf or not....*...after some observations...,i CONCLUDE tht she is either his sister or friend,....

~1st reasons....,:he doesnt look happy to be with her...

~2nd reasons...:she was way too tall for him....

~3rd reasons:he was trying to get away from her by walking faster or slower than her like as if he doesnt wanna be seen with her.....



*digging out my memories of 6 years*

i still rememeber tht time when i was at the phone booth ....,i went to asked him his name coz he some how looks a lot like one of my friend tht i've met a long time ago.....then a few weeks later,we met at this dinner....,a few annoying guys whos keeps on disturbing me and my friend was starting to pissed us off...,and so....we asked Brandon for help.....and he did...never got the chance to say TQ to him.......^and^ ...no...,thts not how and why i've got a crush on him.....i just like the way the he is...(mature thinking -i guess)...he did helped me a lot....(and maybe thts one of the reasons too :)...)

i want piercings!!!
BUT i dont wanna be screaming alone....,i wanna share the pain with kiki and pem...coz they want it too....so i'll just wait till pem's got enuf money for it.....,anyhooz....me,sarah,kiki,pem,kt went out last sat.......,i pick kiki up and both of us meet up with sarah n the rest at lee's...then sarah wanted to buy comic books for hui hui...,her bd prezzy....and at last...,she choose R.L Stine(which was much more better than her first choice which was the archies comic books)......saw lots of ppl at parkson tht day......,then we went to vincci......and sarah and pem was choosing for shoes....and i was choosing for sun glasses(coz since i've just passed my driving...,so i need sun glasses).....then we went to kfc.....,met mr voon..(he asked me out tht morning with his GUY friends....euiiii....,but i decline knowing tht i'm gonna be out with my friends)....,them adam was there with his friends.....i ordered so much but was full even b4 i ate the fries and popcorn chicken....,so i gave it to mr voon.......,then we just walk around parkson..../buy stuffs.....then we WALK to imperial...was screaming when crossing the road....coz (can say tht)non of us ever cross big roads....well(its been like a year ++ since i've been to imperial...BUT no...,i dont act like "sampa lao"...)..then we went check on tatoos and stuffs like tht......then adam was there with ben....and tagged along.....then sarah wanted to get a shirt for jordan...,and so we waited for her at giodarno......then we passed by mic's shop...,and thts when i wanted belly piercings so badly....but i'm kinda broke.....coz it cost bout rm80....and i wanted the really nice dangling ring...,so totaled up...bout rm 130......so i decided to buy this really nice ring...and so did kiki and pem.....then i went back bout 5.....then daddy asked me y dint i tell him where i went ....,so i backed fired him.....by asking him the same question...,LOL......,then i ask him wheres my HP...,then he told me had forgottern bout it.........my elder brother told me tht i'm too materialistic...(well...,am i?)...i just wanted a HP...,but the car was his idea


tht nite.....,i cant contact my cousin...,so dave was kinda sad to not recieve his gift from me and have to wait for another week...**I'm Sorry**...

o yeah...CT Subject SUXS....**totally boring**

yeah!!!! i passed my driving!!!!....really scary tho.....but i managed not to kill the JPJ.....tho i really wished to....coz he was really mean

i'm so sick of waiting
i'm so sick of being controled
i'm letting go
i'm ignoring
i'm turning away

I JUST WANNA HAVE U SO BADLY MY...
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CADBURY CHOCOLATES...

YUMMMY!!!!!finger licking good...

friday's dinner pics

yesterday...,my cuzzy was surppose to pass something to dave......but it turns out tht both of them dint see each other..(which was so damm weird..,considering tht they were both always sitting near to each other)

anyhooz...,i msged him and it goes like this

me:eh..,where did ur butt went today huh?

dave:i dint see her bo....

me:but u are tall enuf to be noticed and can view the whole place to scan for her mar...

dave:she dint sit there leh...

me:when u got it rite..,i'll tell u the whole story of how i got the prezzy..

dave:wah!!! got story again ar?...like getting the ring from LOTR issit?....have to go tru lots of trouble

me:no lar....just something funnie happened....

dave:iee...cool....wat is it?

me:u'll have to wait and see

dave:but have to wait for one week o....so long bar.. :(

me:ok...fine..,i'll give u clue...ok?......err....its blue...,cute...,erm its for all ages lar...

dave:o...i know!!..issit PAMPERS?

me:*slap*x2...let me quote this 'FOR ALL AGES'...o..k?

dave:haha...possible mar.....

me:of all things......dave...,of all things...."tisk tisk"...pampers?...

dave:so hard to guess bar.....gimme more cluess..

me:its hard to wrapped...,and i've a pink one for myself

dave:issit underwears?

me:haha,.....damn!!i laughed till my hp dropped...good thing its not spoiled

dave:o....issit?...let me make u laugh more so tht u'll spoil ure hp...

me:dont worry...,i'm getting a new one this or next week ..XD

dave:wat model?

me:either n70 or n73....hehe...u leh?

dave:bo liu...like u got new hp....but i dont need tht many functions....can call and msged can liaw

me:yalor...later u go take kawaii pics of ureslf in ure room....then tht well scare the hell out of ure classmates...to see mature *ehem ehem* dave to take stupid pics....

dave:no lar....haha....guys where got go take kawaii pics..thts so gay....so...anyways......wat kinda guys u like

me:me ar?.....hmpp...(listing it down.....,long list...so i'm lazy to type)

dave:wah!!!..tht kinda guys extinct already lor...haha.....

(the message goes on and on till 11pm.....)

..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVE!!!!!!!!!!.......i was out of credit when i wanted to msged him at bout 12 am...,so i msged him at bout 4pm after i bought the reload card...i was in a rush to get the reload number till i've accidentally scraped off a few numbers and thts when i go 'OMG'......i have to guess 3 numbers which was kinda hard..and finally i got it after 8 mins..(tht wasnt bad)......then i msged dave.....while i was learning driving.....i was driving and msging at the same time while my teacher wasnt there coz i was surppose to do the side parking and all tht stuffs.....then....she went to the 'pondok' just to watch how i was doing and (i dint notice her)...she saw tht i msging and while driving...,she somehow....*cough cough* asked me not to do tht again.....haha...then i told dave wat happend and he laughed and said tht i'm gonna fail next week...so i asked him not to curse me....well...we keeps on messaging and HE said tht i was getting older...excuse me?......its his BD and he doesnt wanna admit tht he's old so he pushes everything on me?......hmmp.... :P.....so i told him tht i'm only 17 and he's 18.....and he said tht i'm the one whos growing into an "lao ah mu"....so we practically gave each other names the whole evening just to have fun i guess.....then we msged non stop till 11pm.....and just because i said something bout not going out and waste money...,his message goes..."wah...,ren qia hen mature liaw o....,dont play play o....,see..,i told u tht ur old"....i was speechless......we start talking bout sch's and stuff like tht......till we both felt sleepy.... :) ........anyhoos, i cant pass the prezzy to him yesterday so...,on sunday lu.......

~dad just bought me this fila shirt....which was a bit too big for me...coz i can only wear size "S"...and he bought "M".......then i was wondering y the camp shirts i've got are all "M"......but not "S"...like for example:.....yestersday...,i was waking to my aunt's house......,and she tot tht i wasnt wearing and pants...coz the shirts too big and it covers almost up to my knees.......(+.+)

let me upload some pics i stole from leonard

from left: me, carol, aaron, leonard, mark, J...and little alaster in front

me and leonard having the same peace sign....(copycat :P)

TK's birthday.....

well...enuf of tht.....todaeiii,i woke up 30 mins late coz i i watched tv at bout 2.30 till 3.30...in the morning (like wat adam said..,i'm a sweet spy addict)......then when i got to sch...,i was consider the earliest...so....i went to the LT1..waiting for amy to get her butt there(LOL....)...but she arrives later than tht....then john wong starts to talk bout sch's rules...(boring...,*i keep on yawning non stop*..)...then after tht i msging lots of my friends just out of boredom i guess.....then i day dream bout wat kinda phone should i get.....then i've decided to get a N73...so i msged daddy to get one for me ......but he dint reply...so i just ignored tht.....after dr fong's talk...,we have a sch tour....(which i dont really need since i've been around riam for bout 6 years already)....then i waited for mum to pick me up so tht we can have lunch at maxin.....then we went shopping and i bought this

a aussino kids quilt cover....really cute...patterns of little handbags,lip sticks,mirrors...ETC...(i'm gonna show it to u gals when u come to my house during CNY......)

i was gonna get this purple barbie doll love cover....(but mum reminded me tht i'm 17 not 6 years old)...hehe

then after tht,we went window shopping.....till 2..,then mum send me piano lesson...then after tht...,we went to her friend's shop...then she spend a lot of time there talking while i was ALSO doiung the same thing with friends....(i call practically all of my friends)....coz i was bored...then i phoned daddy asking whether he got my sms or not...and he said tht he cant get the phone this week or maybe next week coz he's kinda busy and wont be going to the phone shop to get it...so i told him tht i'll wait.. :) ...(i dint tell my mum and bros coz they would ask something like 'y i need an expensive phone' and stuffs like tht.).then i got home at bout 4.30....then i need to be off to yoga at bout 5....so i was so damm tired when i was doing yoga.....then i got back home and showered and have dinner ...and now i'm here blogging... :)...i'll have to wake up bout 12am just to wish dave happy birthday....coz i want to be the first one instead of his gf.(not tht i want to take dave away from her its just tht i think i know dave better than her...and i just wanna wish him HB as a friend..and plus..,i've already bought his BD gift....just bout 3 weeks b4 his BD...haha...)....i would like to talk more but i'm tired so i'll go to bed now.....

^Sunday^

went to have dinner with friends for leo thingy at eastwood....fung was there too....he was funnie..making us laugh non stop...dang!!! he was good in getting the attention..(in a good way)....then me and flora took this picThen the boys took this Its a three'o stuff (a hands up + ultraman signature/dance)

the deco's really nice tho....

then lanny picked me and melvin up at bout 11pm..,TK was in the car too..then we went for supper..(of course I couldnt eat coz I was bloated)...everyone’s staring at me in a weird way coz I was dressed so formally...just to have noodles at this non air conditional ordinary eating stall..(embarrassing isnt it?)...so when I got home...,lanny went to my cuzzie's for countdown while I was at home receiving text messages non stop...i did reply a few of the messages at first till the messages starts coming in non stop..so I was kinda tired to reply them..hehe..then LZS called ...and he keeps on talking non stop..so i ignored him after 30 mins...(coz he keeps on talking bout his boring little life..and plus I was so puffed up...really tired)..so I took pics…while talking to him to the phone...,a few times..while he was talking..,I put the phone on the table and quickly took a few pics..haha..then after another 30 mins..,I cant stand it liaw...so I fall asleep...haha..(its not tht I dont wanna tell him bar..,its just tht I’ve hint him like more than 7 times..but he still cant get it)..so in the morning..,he mgsed me again..but I was lazy to text him back..

the party mask....

pics i took while on the phone with him....haha

^Monday^

(At night)..fter dinner..e went to Melvins house to prepare a surprise birthday cake for TK..(I dint help at all but went there to have fun)..:)...after blowing the candles..,we sit down and eat the cake and starts talking /joking..BUT mostly laughing..well I laugh till my cheeks are so soar..then we have to massage our cheeks...haha..crazy lar all of us..especially Leonard..,o..and b4 tht..,Melvin trys to look at me in an angry way just for fun...so I donno wat to do so I looked into his eyes (looking cute)...he was so kek tao(I donno how to spell tht..haha)....then we talked till 12am..thts when me and bro went back home ....to wait for jonz..coz he is coming back from work at bout 2am..so we waited till was so tired..BUT still I wanted to see jonz....so when he came ..,we served him lamb and fish..(at bout 2AM<----...haha I know its a bit late for supper..,but who cares right?)..I ate a bit...then went to bed at bout 3 am..

^Tuesday^

Well I woke up bout 9am...then found out tht my phones cacat...donno y it wont send the messages i typed...so I went downstair to find daddy..and ask him to buy me a new hp..(N73....but then it was so damm big so was kinda considering N70 coz its a bit smaller then N73)

Then at bout 1pm...me and my cousin went to crocodile farm..*coz schools starting tomolo..so we wanna make the best of it b4 having to go back to sch*..then after tht..,we went to TK's new house..(while on the road..,my brother was racing with TK)..it was hilarious...:)..then we went to have something to eat....i ordered roti canai...and theres this special roti canai chesse which carol ordered..its good /not bad tho..then we went back home..(I was so tired..)then I went to go play with jia ling(brought her some chocolate and strawberries sticks)..she dint wanna share it with my aunt..haha..so selfish..then I went back home and have dinner..then at night..,watch tv till 10 pm...and then sleep..

while racingme taking a quick shot of aaron.....(TK was driving really fast...,so we have to drive faster)

and aunty brought me this cute bottle

gonna use it on thursday at sch...haha...so kiddish but cute