these pics are taken more than a month ago...just posting it up...cause mamma...*thank goodness* brought my camera,i'm gonna take somemore nice pics..but then just for this post,i'll post the pics taken from my phoneon my way back from lec...side of uni hallthe units where gary,aino,alethea and kath lives...hall court yard where my room faces..my room...at david bowie area...4th floormy parent came over to visit us during our 2 weeks easter break...but i had to finished up 5 assignments...cracking up my brain...i feel like as if i'm gonna go nuts...had my fav dish...salt pepper squid..while lanny had fish and chips...parents have T-bone steak...yummy...:)was studying the A and P of my 1102 book when zhen and sammy came into my room..tht prevf filp into reproductive chaps...and READ IT OUT LOUD...how i felt like sinking down to the groud when stuart pass by my room...the bio chap 31 is such a fav chapter among the guys...haha...miss my parents...they went back yesterday....

i fell sick last nite..i wore my killer heels to sturt building which was practically a dumb thing to do...i had muscle cramps...and then just before i sleep,i felt sick...i had stomach pains...but ignored it and then woke up one hr later and rushed myself to the bathroom as i felt like throwing up...i was shivering frm head to toe even tho my room was very warm (cause of my new nice electric heater dad bought me)..i was in so much pain tht i couldnt breathe...and it got worse when i couldnt get O2 to my lungs...so i rang zhen (thank god its only 1.30am and he's a nigth owl) asking him for medications...he gave me some chinese med..and told me it would work after 30 mins...he accompany me while i just sat on my bed complaining bout the pain..i bet he could see how pretty bad in shape i look...all shaken like a leaf...then he keep asking me to drink up more water...which did help a bit...i fell asleep with a lit pain and without waking up till 9am....i dreamt bout me feeling better and thanking zhen...but then tht was just a dream...i feel just about the same in the morning...same pain tht until now when i'm tying this,it still hurts a lit...alethea gave me her box of medications...which i donno what i'm to take as i donno wat pain i'm having...its just pure horrid...i took panadol...

these pains reminds me of when i was 8-9 years old and constantly vomit at sch....but th pain was cause of fear *well thts wat i think*...

i hope i feel better tomolo....jonat asked me to be careful as swine flu is spreading rapidly each day...

i donno why words coming out frm your mouth could affect me so much in so many diff ways..another heated convo at 2am last nite got me a lit upset. what does he mean by that? knowing that he's just a friend to me..and thats what i wanted why did i let his words cut thru me and why did he have to talk bout my friends like that? we come frm a diff culture,what did you expect from me?i am not like you. u never stayed at one place much..i've been at miri for like my whole life...issit so wrong to be thinking and to be talking bout them? i MISS THEM,issit so damm fooking wrong with that?!? thats why when i said i hate u guys...i really mean it...family and friends means alot to me..i know it doens to u...what have you got to say when u side the other half of it..u gave me an impression that u nvr did care bout them as much as i sometimes do about mine.

should i go to melbourne with him on this coming july???...hmmp...cause sammy,kenneth,melody and prac most of our friends just got back from mel, zhen was super hyped bout going too...he asked me to go with him...its tempting with all those shopping i can do...but super damm expensive...i've gotta start saving up the cash if i'm planning to go...

zhen's going SG too...well tht time,i'll be working at F.M old folks home...for my clinical prac 1101...good lar...wont have time to contact him anyways...

boy : sorry i felt asleep

gal : did u dream of me?

boy : not today gurl

gal : (speechless)

boy : i did the last time

gal : really?miss me issit?

boy : nah,cause u haunt me in my dreams

gal : *double CHEH in bold letters*

ladies and gentleman..(if ure gay),may i present to u all...."zhen"...he is a 19 year old smart ass whose part time job is to bug me, dota-ing, going to the gym and sleeping..he's a 3rd year business student,loves shopping and he travels a lot...he's SINGLE TOO...and (p/s: zhen is very suai, cool, has good taste in fashion, he's got a sweet voice, he's very damm sexy, he's very nice in person)..he's fav food is mee goreng..so yeah....what are u waiting for gals...ring him up at 82916287 (uni hall room number) and
+610403133252 (his handphone number)... :D

zhen dared me into doing this..(I'M INNOCENT)

sheila is as grumpy as Mr grumpy toast.....my sugar level seems is super damm low,i'm moody,tired and damm sien...i will scold on no fooking reasons..damm assignment cause me so much headache...and plus i need to ring patrick tonight for our meeting...damyum...i hoped he's not a prevert or i'll just fail in this assignment as i will refuse to get someone else..

went shopping with shirley...shes feeling down yeaterday.... :( ..well as for me...i got me a book which i ordered 3 weeks ago from USA....but then i couldn find the time to start reading it as these assignments killing all my precious time...and so is this blogging...hehe...

zhen sent a text asking me to wake up yesterday....wow..jeez...since when does he wake up so damm early...and he ring me while i was at rundle...obviously he was bored...i'm slowly turning into him...i'm sleeping late and wasting my time on phone calls...and most of all having supper...

i have forgotten to ring him up last nite...damm lazy lar...haha....and today also damm lazy to talk to him....promises broken...."qi sin arrr"....damm QI SIN arrrr...haha...

its hot today...unlike yesterday,its damm cold...headache...i cant stand the sudden weather change all the time...

lanny thinks i talk like a taiwaness..he will go 'can u stop talking like that'....

i met this guy named ken last thursday...tot he was malaysian...but he's from hong kong...had a nice chat b4 workshop...he tot i was japaness...but then someone told him i'm a malaysian....japaness agn???...i keep getting tht 'are u japaness which kinda pissed me off...' and when asked to explain y...they say malaysian ppl are kinda tan and then i dont talk like a malaysian...i've been getting tht alot...almost everyone dint even know tht i'm a malaysian.

i was crap talking to aino last thursday bout guys which i seriously need to stop....its not like what me and the kiki gals had back at miri....

zhen came to my room to sleep on my bed last wednesday...cause its comfy...yesh!!! i know...muhahaha...haha.he woke up cause he heard me typing as i was chatting to melvin..and then tried to go back to sleep agn but failed...so we ended up talking...*i want mimic arr*

went back last nite...then skyped with zhen till 3.30am...damm!! i was suppose to be doing my assignments...but then i ended up skyping with him for the whole nite....-.-"....seriously need to catch up on my work...

the comfort zone is collapsing and so is my heart and soul...i donno y most of the ppl i know is feeling depress and same goes to me...i dont wanna look nor do i wanna talk to anyone...i feel lost and upset...my heart screams 'everything's falling apart'...but i keep a straight face...

can u differentiate friends and being friendly?....i did tht during my workshop today...and tht workshop lefted me hollow and empty...calls and text means nth to me now...

xiang said my name for the first time,he misses and cried when he said my name....me and aunt had a teary conversation..

easter egg hunt was worth every penny....well..i only paid $5 for it...so..er..yeah...haha...had tons of fun

kathyrn gave me this...awwww.....thanks...the eggs i got...i gave the small ones to zhen...cause i dont like caramel chocolates...and plus tht guy eats anything except for lamb, mushroom and seafoods....shirley came to adelaide on sat.. :D had yummy dinner at bazu...the restaurant zhen intro to me...damm nice like the food there...so is the bill later on...haha...

went to glenelg for western food...then went to walk at the bridge at the beach...i walk half way nia...then cant stand as the cold wind is blowing on my bare legs......(and did u know..glenelg..spells someone's name?)...haha...only me and bu knows who tht person is...haha..

shopping shopping...i spend till my purse left $50...damyum...

i bought this cooked pie...and wanted to warm it up at my unit's kitchen...i dint know how to use the oven nor the microwave....since i'm a bit sot sot...i got set 10 mins just to warm up my pie at the microwave....and since i dint wanna wait,i went back to my room...and till Tori knocked on my door and when i open the door,the whole corridor smells of smoke..then whole kitchen is full of smoke..and my pie's burned dry...so is my plate..-.-"....i kena lanny scold...he say i damm stupid lar ...he say tht he might just wanna drive to uni hall and slap my head...haha...its so cold today...so if its really damm cold tomolo,i might not go to lec...if i'm cold,i'll get headache...if it gets worse..i think i'll on the 2nd heater...my rooms not warm enuf...

i keep bugging zhen for secrets.haha...tonite,i'll ask him more...he ate 2 suppers last nite...i dont understand how he can get so damm fit eating mee goreng packet every nite with a lot of ajinomoto...last nite we were both fighting over the ajinomoto packet...cause i wont allow him to eat it..but he just loves it so damm much tht he have it plain...today..tht leng zai ang moh from the island party sat infront of my table..:):):):) i keep looking at his dark deep grey eyes...damm leng lar

now its my turn...haha....zhen asked me to go bowling today...but it was my turn to say "NO".. well cause i've got assignment tht is due on monday...and i was actually going to finished it up last nite if it wasnt for zhen and sammy....first,zhen came to my room...we chatted...then he went back to his room,then sammy,zhen and kenneth came to my room...then they all went to have supper....after tht,sammy and zhen came to my room and lie on my bed...they say its comfy...haha...yeah i know.. :Dzhen was texting while i took a shot...both including sammy skipped dinner and went to marion to shop,thn have pizza hut..i feel so horrid afterwards for not informing aino earlier tht i wont be joining her...sammy was...er...i donno wat he was doing....we were all waiting for the bus...and then zhen with his cool act attracted this guy who works at marion (i think)..and tht nice fellow got us a free ride back to uni hall....he payed for the taxi...haha...well since both of them are doing the same pose...i did it too..haha...

today hor,tht zhen ar...i really wanna kick him up....he owes me two dinner..MUAHAHA...he couldnt wake up...makes me feel like a lonely ass sitting at the dining table eating hot breakfast...well..zhen is going to the gym next week (i HOPED)...cause he's so damm wuliao...and then he says he needs to build up his muscles...he keeps bragging tht he used to be so damm strong...(and he did tht evil laugh)...only both of us know wat he's gonna do to tht Guy..muahaha....o..ya....while shopping at coles,sammy taught zhen some canto..and zhen spoke it to me...so i keep on saying it so damm loud cause not knowing the meaning since both of the guys dont wanna tell me...i ended up embarrasing myself..as i went on blabbing 'wassup,pretty virgin' in canto grrrr....tomolo,theres an easter egg hunt...i need to force zhen to sleep early tonite as he is gonna pei me to go egg hunting... :D

for dinner,i had lamb meat balls...it was nice...while zhen had fisherman's basket...i dint know why the food recently taste so damm good...even tho the chocolate pudding sucks during dessert,but yesterday..we had paddle pop ice creams...YUMMY!! everytime during dinner,tht guy who serves me my food will give me a large portion while zhen got tiny ammount of food on his plate....zhen was like 'cheh,cause he likes u mar'...with his damm sarcastic,thick face,funny character...he reminds me of adam..haha..i've been saying tht word 'apuuuu' to zhen so many times during our msn convo...he dint know the meaning of tht word...so he used it in every of our convos which really cracks me up..