new lippy :) got it with my own money. i usually get lippies as gifts, yeah..seriously all 5 lippies are gifts..and now i have my own..peach.

been getting massive calls one after another from yesterday till now....why does everyone wants me at perth HAR???

The sentence "i dont wanna go" reaches deaf ears.

comm'on ppl...go dwld Whatsapp..u dont need no iphone to use tht application...reuben told me tht u can also dwld it if ure using Nokia or blackberry...not sure about other phones tho..i rmber hearing about this long ago when my bro started using iphone...and now i got a few friends hooking up with this application...just last night, i chatted with luke till i fell asleep..@.@. ooo..hunnnie!!!! i'm sowreee i fell asleep..so i couldnt reply you..haha.

i donno when it has started...but i love rock music more than ever..with a mixed of those 80's country musics...its so sooothing to the heart.

i guess, i'll have to thank OTH for this...and plus, denise with it...i am inlove with rock music...plus, the cure rocks ass. and now interpol has just been added to the list..:)

with all the support and help..i am so grateful for the some of the guy friends in my life..little mickey made my day yesterday...he reminded me (on some of our past) that both of us used to sneak out to the lake just at where we went to camp to meet each other..(something so precious and yet i cant even rmber)

and kev, knowing tht its been hard for me made sure tht he works hard enuf to earn some extras just to come over to see me. its not nessesary but he insisted, so tht i wont be bored during uni breaks.

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with luke, whose always there for me..gosh...he's awesome.

anyhoos..i'm feeling better, no more rebellious attempts to find ways to scar my body.

I dreamt that i worked as an office girl (my dream job, cause of the ironed crisp white blouse i get to wear)..anyhoos...and then got myself a house at this dull place with Zhen as my next door neighbour. Instead of being a businessman, he was a professional photographer (carrying that huge device everywhere he goes, wearing a striped shirt ,y-suspenders, a brown short pant and those wool fedora hats (almost like what those Korean males would wear). And of course, days with him was funny and he was lame too...and weird, he won’t stop snapping pics of my house telling me it was just practice, shrugging like it’s no big deal. Whats worse, i donno why this chick (i really don’t like her as she annoys me) was at my house and flirting big time with zhen, i wanted to whack her good. For the blind friend of mine is falling for her charms.

Thats when i told him i was pea green and woke up,..i went online, and there is was, a message from Zhen. Haha

this reminds me of something zhen said to me 2 years bk,

zhen: i dreamt about u last night.

me: o? what was it about.

zhen: not sure about the details, but all i know it tht it was a crazy one.

There is just two names i swore to Denise tht i will nvr ever wanna get hooked up with. it’s so bad tht i feel like i am cursed to nvr be happy with mens who are named after these two particular Hebrew names.

And so for today, while I was shopping for sun blocks and meds for lanny, I came across a very cute pharmacist...and well, wadduknow..Surprise surprise!! He’s name is one of those that i swore one of the gods up there jinx my life with....WHY?! o WHY?! Am i usually attracted to guys who are named * and *.

At least the tackiest I’ve been introduced to was Morgan for a guy. I tot Morgan was a girl..

Was reminded that CNY is in 2 weeks time. i myself nvr keep track on the days and dates.

Not in the NY mood..there’s no street deco’s to remind me on the very special occasion, no fire crackers, no yummy snacks, cookies, cakes or etc. Boy, this is dull.

So in conclusion, i decided (hopefully, parents allow) to not celebrate cny this year, cause there’s no point to it as i myself (not until a few hrs ago) don’t even bother to rmber when is the exact date. I rather just stay at Adelaide and cook something special for the occasion. And if not, maybe just go there on the 2nd week of Feb. so that i can meet up with Nancy, bu and the 2 Mickeys.

Janice came over and stayed for the night. She cooked dinner while I made chocolate Oreos. :) was superb, watched 'remember me' after dinner and had tons of catching up since last dec.

Told her about that Skype guy, she also laughed at what he wrote (see...like seriously...see what i mean, this guy is really a weird one...if janice thinks so, tht means its beyond compare cause she hardly criticise on others)

While watching the movie, Janice cant stop complaining about Robert pat’s hair, saying it looks like a bird’s nest, while I can’t stop complaining about adian’s hair saying it looks like rolled up noodles.

Lanny is coming bk tonight, with scabies...(eyes rolling, o..GREAT..this is just what i need, more bugs in the house)...i am so freaked out i disinfect most the sheets and carpets in the house.

Had lunch with Simon and Janice at Outback Jack. When Simon said tht he is going to sg and then hk tonight, i dialed dad's number and annoy him like hell (i am so pissed off, like i said b4, when someone says things like they are going back to Sg, HK, or malaysia...My anger rises with a twist of fustration)

even with the GPS dad got me, i still got myself lost in main north road..wth man...whats wrong with me...i just did what i do best just now which is to follow the car infront of me...thank goodness, i had more than 30 mins to spare to help me browse for wools in spotlight.

i'm getting pretty lazy day by day, even cancel a dinner invitation from reuben to eastern garden. (O.O) gosh..i just canceled on good yummy yum yums.

to make up for it, i might ask him out on steam boat at mings. :)

i love how the house smells now :D got a new bottle of perfume and since i dint get the chance to use it, i sprayed it all over the house. out of boredom i guess. *shrugs.

Cindy, rmber when i drove u to the city at adelaide, and u told me tht u like Jacarandas...well..i've got 2 pretty pics for you.

anyhoos, got my hair cut at Justcuts this morning, it looks great. love how smooth my hair is now without the annoying dry ends.

Had an AWESOME day..even tho it started pouring from the moment i walked out of the house ard 8.30am till 7pm today. what a cold and sad summer. but then i aint complaining, cause i get to wear my coats and very comfy t-shirts to sleep. :)

i went to uni today to get a head start of info for my up coming ilets, i was told by simon (this guy i met there) tht i need not take it cause i could have sat for OET instead, but then i paid everything. so yeah, sitting for the real one next sat.

the practice exam started with writing (which, sadly is my worst enermy) but then got amazing marks from Jermal (my 2103 tutor, who was very impressed with my essay :D , i've always liked this funny man who makes 2103 very enjoyable..so getting a good remark from him, made my day)

plus, when Amanda muller, wanted us to change partners, going from bill (a nursing lecturer)..i got simon (a shanghai, pre-registeration dude, who was also a very nice guy, altho, i do find it hard to understand him a bit, but heck, he's very fun to talk to, very optimistic, very polite, understanding..o...lets not forget, very cute. LOL)

and then i went to marion to shop for some yum yums, got bk home and got my police clearance checked out (its like i could hear the angels in the sky singing alleluia).

Zhen left for hk agn.

I tot I might see him agn in 3 weeks time, but then the day b4 he left, he said something about getting a job there and if he's offer is accepted, he might not come bk and continue he's masters degree at hku. :'( damm sad lar wieh...i know i'm mostly to be blame...cause i kept declining the offer to go out with him (cause i tot i might see him again and plus, i'm damm lazy to hang ard the city)...the final offer tht i declined was the hk trip...i really cant go, whats more i cant even go bk Miri, and he expects me to take a flight with him on the 3rd to hk...

no more sleepy voice, no more lame jokes, no more 'Kelly or crazy suki jokes', no more leng zai/leng lui point outs, no more supporting comments and etc. all because i have experienced this b4, once someone close to me leaves, out friendship is partially torn as I’m bad at keeping contact. I am and have been trying okay..SOME of u guys aren’t trying hard enuf...

I've made a deal to go hk this coming dec (cause zhen said he wants to take me to this fantastic japanese restaurant, shopping, wants me to experience having fantastic yum yums at ard 2-4am in the morning) i told dad..and he said if i go to hk, i cant go bk to Miri..wth?! why make me choose??? Zhen, Sammy, Ming, jack, Gary, Collin VS my friends and family at Miri. Of course dad would ask me to choose...all my friends in hk are guys well except for Ming Ming. I could add Teresa and angie in it, but then I’m not close to them.

just arrived at Adelaide not long ago...had 2 hrs of sleep last night as I have nightmares continuously..It was something to do with the 'I shouldn’t be alive' TV shows...about plane crash and survivals...i felt nauseas after tht...

I long to receive my police clearance but after 7 godamm weeks, the form and the person involved with it SKL me...very damm juak...even Pauline ask where I got all my patience from...as if it was her, she would be screaming..I’m so close to crashing myself.

Got myself a windows 7 yesterday...still trying to get use to it...i think my windows vista was way better than windows 7...i dont even know how to get ard with W7.

him= weirdo..

even zhen asked what he was raving about. why is he getting all pissy about such a small matter. i myself donno what was going on also...

first off he wanted to sent me his pic, i told him just one cause i was using my bro's computer. thn after looking at it...all i can say is ok, yeap..cool. he then ask me if i notice anything different about him from the first pic he sent me a few weeks ago..i dont think there is so i said no. he then gives signals tht he's upset..so i said

Me: what should i notice? the hair? ure fashion(i said fashion cause he's pm was something to do with fashion)

He: ok, nvm...i'm mad at you.

like double wth...what did i say this time? what i wrote was seriously not an insult..i really wanna know whats diff about him in the recent pic..he then say things like i've hurt he's feelings. and then something about him not being good looking at tht pic..and tht i should have lied saying things like nice background, ask where he's at (which is obvious , the hotel lobby)...what the heck man...what does this dude want from me?...

2o11, what am i looking forward to?

can perth be anymore hotter???? i'm melting off like the frozen grapes on the table. 40 degrees for a few days on going..

dinner at billy's with cousins and bros. missed having some LALAs..damm...i was so annoyed by the dull pain in my tummy, couldnt even enjoy dinner and have milk tea...while in the car playing some bluetoothed songs from my phone...blasting the speakers..and thn out of the blues, mickey rang me..and over the silent pin dropping moment, everyone was asking what/ whoses tht..and everyone turned to me...gosh...how embarrasing to have a friend ringing you, and the call got bluetoothed to the car speakers and everyone can hear him greeting me. damm..and then, lanny couldnt stop teasing me tell others it was zhen while fred made some kissing noise...