yeap. just as i expected. windy did not finished her assignment on time. and yes. i was so pissed off i started raising my voice on her. yes. i wanna break that women in half and throw her into the bin like a unless crap. at last after my very angry moment with her, she finally decided to start the assignment *sighs and at the same time am relief i talked some sense into that thick brain of hers* i even got her writing the introduction without having maggie to do it. yes. we did so much for this bytch. like me changing my shift to morning today. i could have been with Mr. Kim (a korean nurse who i find amusing)

anyhoos..my shift was A-some today. met a grannie who was so nice to me. well she say i'm the best as i got her toast and made her one of the best coffees ever. she then kissed my cheeks and hugged me, and introduced her si beh hot grandson to me. damm he was a skaterboy. but when she asked me to stand next to her grandson, he was so tall. (><)

o well. back to Mr Kim. he's like maybe 25yo. male korean nurse. who wouldnt stop laughing when he sees me (which everytime he laughs, i find it amusing..a very nice rich laugh).and the way he says my name its very unique in a nice way. and yeah like i said, every single time he see me he would first smile and then laugh. i donno why. but i'll have to ask him why he does that.

found this amusing.

yes. the bytch word is so gonna be on me tomorrow. that why i hate group work. i rush my team mates into completing their work in time, and yet, windy is still on the evidence assignment, and maggie, i practically deleted most of her work as it was a bit over the edge. and have to do double work of writing maggie's part of the assignment as well. ARG!!!!! and yet, windy who was SUPPOSE to write up the introduction did not even do it before the break. shes such a screw up. now she pushed she task to maggie. and knowing maggie, i'll have to write up her part as well...what a complete nonsence i have here.

damm angry.

he's sweet as sugar coated candy.

little mickey (rmber him)..yeah. he really does make my day with he's sweet words. makes me miss him more.

been down since yesterday. caring for dying patients really am gonna dry me out. i couldnt stop crying last night. cause my patient was miserable on my last shift..she doesnt talk much and would just space out. she looks so lifeless. in the end, i felt miserable as well as i donno what to say to cheer her up.

anyhoos..debbie, the nurse, ask me to suck it up and deal with it. cause i'm gonna face more of it as i get thru this nursing course.

i got bk home, pick it on my bro who was smoking at tht time. asking why he smokes he's life away, while someone dying on the hospital bed is trying hard to fight for their dear life is dying no matter what treatment we gave them. like was marine say 'everyday should be a celebration as you realise u get to see your love ones for another day'.

she says most ppl would only say words like that once they have faced a near death experience. very strong woman she is. i do look up to maine.

anyhoos...had dinner at eastern again. with reuben and then we had drinks at bracegirdles. fatterning.

"So many fakers wanna be like me" lines by Zhen.

er right. sure, why not say u are trying to be like them instead?

cause this morning, i saw this guy bk facing me, with the exact same hair style (dyed, with those i just woke up tousled hairstyle), same time of posture (slough), with the muscles and all (cause he was wearing lose fitting, i couldn’t see if theres any abs, but the muscles on he's arms was lean), same way as how zhen walks (like those, theres so much time, lets walk slower) and those bag (slings with very Burberry/Polo style).

i just couldnt stop staring, almost wanted to walk the other way, cause at 10am in the morning, i look like shit. thank god, when he turned ard (prob sensing that someone is trying to burn a hole on he's shirt with her stare), well i can say he aint pretty boy looking compare to zhen, but maybe he's sense of humour and love for himself aint as thick as zhen.

o well..moving on. been feeling exhausted lately, mentally and emotional.

lets talk about mentally, had Clinical case conference on wed, 3 days of sleepless nights and waking up at 5am for 7am's work placement got me looking like death.

well at least one of my patients dint think so, he tot i look pretty when i told him i look like a zombie. well he must really like asian who looks lifeless. he tot i was Korean.

emotionally drained is that SOMEONE. lets just call him noname (Nn). this dude, he's been spreading he's so call love all ard on texts. and yet, he is trying to push me away to some other dude. He’s jealousy is sidetracked. how u say u like someone, and when that someone, aka me, hangs with a friend (like seriously lar, how many times should i say the sentence "HE IS JUST A FRIEND!!!!!" would the message get thru) and he got kinda annoying with the questions at first, and ask me if i enjoy my hang out session. and got a lit pissy when i said, yes (why wont i, so should all my outings with my guy friends turns sour and meaningless, like us being mutual friend with no jokes ard, of course i would laugh and have fun right?) and what annoys me is that he compares himself with my guy friends. if he's like right next to me, i would wrung he's neck out. damm mad u know. he knows he's the first person on my mind. and yet, he makes things so awkward.

fine dinning at 7pm and desserts a 9pm. last night was superb.

the guys and girls was trying hard to guess who my momo ren is. not really my momo ren lar..but then they say they saw twinkles in my eyes when i saw he's message.

it was funny, cause they tried to trick me endlessly to spill the beans. i did give clues. which i think the last one gave way. cause when i went to collin's place after dessert, the guys and girls, went to my webpage and did a massive search and found him. =.="

it took 5 ppl and hour and half to track him down.

what i'm afriad is that they would do smthng silly as i donno why Mr john doe message me this morning seeking for an explanation of our so call 'friendship'. i aint going to put ideas in he's head and make him think further, but what has changed is that he started calling me dearest. and yes a bold APUUUUUU for tht.

Si beh Pek CHEK ah.

Faulty problems on the stupid assignment webside which i've tried countless time to save my assignment wont even do, and therefore, the status was tht I failed to summit my assignment and email attachment is not accepted. Genieve (THE VERY LA SAP POH) decides to not grade my paper.

Meaning, i might fail this whole Subject. Not only my paper but ard 20 student's paper. it wasnt our fault.the stupid connection was like sai. the assignment webside was kns as well.

Now knowing tht i might not graduate this year, i si beh pek chek. till like when the girls ask me what i wanna do for my birthday i say i reply, stay at home and pig on ice cream to cure this very pek chek mood of mine.

Plus, my sickness which i got from gary ( i donno how i got it off him, i dint even kiss tht frog ) is getting worse, like i might cough out a lung anytime now.

Plus hor, without PR, i cant even get a GNP for next year..GNP eh. what am i suppose to do next year? lay eggs? Futher my studies you say? mai dream lar. ard 1500 nurses with double degree cant even get a job here. whats more to say?

yy's birthday at the units :) it was fun, but we hardly talked to yy. cause she had her coursemates and hallies as well..so in the end, there were 2 groups. i made kimchee pancake for the potluck dinner. :D

denise say if i cut my hair shorter, she will kick me silly. damm even cutting my hair has a limit restriction. apuuuuhad dinner with ara,yy,aino,gary, lanny and denise. went to ngong nguan yen, vietnames rest. food sucks but company was awesome. went back to my place and placed blackjack, texas poker, bullshit and lastly ACE to KING! aino got the last king but then she couldnt drink alcohol..lanny had to drink the whole thing. had cupcakes and doritos for snacks..everyone made me drink so much..><..walao eh...i think i always kena sabo chin chin.

went to jin's patisserie yesterday with the gang minus denise.

my watermelon juice and chocolate crepes. it was yummilicious and costly too...

in the end, we spend more than 2 hours chit chatting. they wanted to go sing sing AGAIN for my birthday. NO way man. i dont wanna have my dinner at sing sing AGAIN. in the end, they .wanted another potluck -.-" and it would be at my house to celebrate my birthday. i donno if i should call my coursemates as well.. :/ cause for both denise, alex and yy's birthday everyone seems to group up and then the birthday boy and girls end up catching up btw two groups. o well i still have time to decide.