holiday's got my head screwed....i dont even know the day and date...waking up everyday,looking forward to shop around or watch OC or hang around with friends..me and pink bolster...


was to stay up late nite to fold this..haha...not by force lar..but then i wanna help him...but in the end he ask me to keep it stars....


had kan mian (noodles) two nites ago...my cousins craved for noodles and asked us for supper...all 3 of them including my bro had 3 bowls and i ate french fries at bout 11 or so...PIMPLES ARRRRR... :-( ..got a cut on my lips tht nite...i dint realise it till i saw blood drops on my fingers...donno how i got tht cut...

o..ya...boxing day was fun...better than to stay at home lar...sammy came back..:)katy and sammy...kt was sick with fever.. :-( ...and clever pinky told aunty tht katy's temperature's bout 87 degrees..haha...apuuu....it was actually 37 lar..pinky playing poker...pinky camwhoring with my front camera...was using the lipgloss sharon gave...o..yeah...katy got this for me...just wat i need...lovely now aint it?...i filled it up with my earings...me and my russ bear..got it from singaporeyupp,i went shopping for mascara today...tht lady in the shop told me i've got long lashes...haha...

going to sarah's tomolo nite...having a party there...and hopefully myint could make it...having another party this coming saturday...

daddy found out bout me not eating much at times..he wasnt happpy...cause i had bread for lunch and dinner...and he wanted me to eat more...so he decided to bring me out for dinner..:-/

i want presents!!! haha...asked mum to get me something for christmas..my bro n dad said i've got everything..yeah..but then rite now..i want mascara..XD...getting tht tomolo...going to sarah's tomolo for boxing day....secret santa...:)anyhoos...slept the whole day today...,last nite was so damm tiring...had dinner party at my house...dint rest for the whole day...told mark i cant move my legs no more...been walking up and down the house...surrounded by food the whole day,i lost my appetite...jon told me i was crazy to not eat..'tang' family came bout 6pm...and me and sharon had our dinner together at the piano room..obviously..no one knew tht the room was unoccupied...they all prefer to squeeze at the living room and tv room....lets get it blazing...,'kong' family arrived a little later....was too busy chatting with sharon to even notice who showed up at my house..haha...after sharon went home,i started drinking with cousins...tho i usually dont drink...but then its christmas...i can get away with it during christmaswine and sheila....from one glass to another...till my face burned...pinkish cheeks....and no,i aint drunk....woke up bout 6am for church...

weird dream last nite,TCH got into an accident and has to be hospitalized at this fancy hotel room....mind u,i'm not so sure y issit a hotel he's staying in and not a hospital...then i flew all the way south to take care of him...then it took me weeks...met a few classmate with their bf's there who was also involed in the accident....and i flew back to miri with him...drove him home....THEN just when everything was clearing up,mum woke me up....yea...and i was like 'NOOOOOO!!!,i want answers!! why???"....yeah...sad aint it to never know wat its all about....

bored much...schools starting in 2 weeks time...boi,how i hate school....dint meet mr pretty today..cause mum was out with her friends....i actually knew him for quite some time...a friend of mine...but then she hates him for no reasons at all...but then overall..,he wasnt tht bad....and i need to get a hair cut..and maybe some colours on..been wanting to do tht since nov...but then i could not get the exact same colour as the one i had on..rite now,i'm on the search for itlight reddish brown

o..as u all know,i made my blog private...invited only a few to view it...and yes cause anna made me do it...such a goodie friend....

speaking of goodie friends..,bu got me chocolates...belated birthday prezzie...she was busy during my birthdaychocolates...yummymum got me these...my fav too..i told her tht i would have these babies for dinner...and she told me she planned a surprise dinner to celebrate winter ball festival....yeah..cooked them this morning...

dad came back and gave me a hug...told me i was thinner....tht was a plus!! yes....dad never lie to me...i've not eaten much lately ever since i got back from singapore....its like my tummy shrunk...i take in less than i usually did...i wonder if they manufacture pills to make u vomit everything u've just eaten...i would be one of them who would rushes to get them...and plus i dont feel well after getting back....i feel faint every single time..cause of the lack intake of food i guess....but then i wont be bother by tht....

20 more hours....wat am i suppose to say?...all i could think bout is 'err..enjoy your time there...and pls move on'...mean much?...but then i cant meet him tomolo...cause something came up...so instead i'm gonna send him this message....he wanted lunch but then i just could not bring myself up into meeting him....with all these crazy times we had...everything has changed...the way i look at him and others....the way i think of him..i can see tht he still misses me...but wat am i to do?...i would be lying to both of us..if i pretend tht everything's fine..i guess tht act dint get thru him..

anyhoosss...got a new phone on sat...was mopping the floor when dad came back...he was on the phone with a digi bag on the other...i just look up and greeted him..then mum was like...'wat is tht?' asking dad...knowing tht its a phone why ask?...then bro was rushing down the stairs...and asked where dad was...as for me i couldn be bother much bout the phone..so both mum and bro grabbed the bag from dad..and was lecturing me for losing my phone...but hey!! i tot both of them was cool with the fact of me losing my phone...and my bro said something like i was lucky and he's jealous..after an hour,i finally get to see wat phone daddy bought for me...

A N73 music edition.....(i was hoping not to get this phone!!)..not very fond of N series...i will forever love this phone...and this one...if it wasnt for the fact tht it died on me....

my bro was so jealous tht he ignored me the whole day...saying something like 2 freaking phones a year...couldnt blame him...he wanted one since i got my nokia 6680..till i got N73....

but wat the heck,he's getting a laptop anyways...trying out the front camera..i dont really like the camera...but watever rite?...i thanked daddy...a phone better than not having one...and drown myself in tears...yerr rite

went to aunt's and jia ling wanted me to play with her...she forbid me to go home and have my dinner...miss jia ling AKA the one and only princesspure torture...

sunday-

our flight reschedule so we would have to leave for brunei the day b4...my mum's sister was with us on our way to brunei...went to meet my uncle and we took lots of pics at escapade..my uncle ordered so much for me till i felt like throwing up...so in the end my bro helped me finished my meal..n after tht,my uncle drove us back to our hotel....

monday-

woke bout 5am...got ready and mum sent us to the airport..(she aint coming with us)...daddy have to check in early cause the whole airport's check in area was to clear up for a VIP....me and my bro was guessing who it was....and finally we had to get in the plane 30 mins b4 our original time...we waited 30mins for the VIP to get into the plane...turns out it was one of Sultan's son..then just when he got in we waited another 15 mins b4 the pilot announce tht we have to change flight cause there was technical problems..we went to coffee bean to have breakfast....i take away mine..so i can have it in the plane...reached there bout 11...30 mins earlier...cause the pilot was on fast track to get our butts to singapore...uncle ang brought us to this fancy restarant and order tons of food...and i told him i was kinda full...but then he told me to eat up...and again,my bro helped me finish up...went to uncle ang's office which was huge...he kept serving me tea..cause i was bored..,i walked around...most of the staffs working there knows me and i donno how....

indoor

view from my roomdaddy went out with uncle ang and left me and bro at the hotel room..so i brought my bro shopping since he donno where to shop for cloths..

tht nite,i dropped my phone at the mall..i cant believe i lost my phone..all those contacts,notes and pics are all gone..dang!!..i was so upset so i told dad i'm tired and went back to the hotel...

tuesday-using my camerawent to suntec with dad...my shopping fever turned into shopping flu...i dint wanna get anything but my phone back...so dad broght me to most of the phone shops there and asked me to choose a phone...i dont even wanna look at it..so i told him i dont want a phone no more....and then he gave me cash and asked me to get me watever i want...so i went to levi's,guess,gucci,Sk...but sadly i couldnt shop for cloths...so in the end i went to novo to get my shoes...at least my mood's back up...so we shoped for my bro's shoes at timberlandthose shoes are huge...from UK..

went to taka after tht....the tree....while waiting for my dad....

wanted to go hugo boss to look at lucas look alike...but then dad wanted to go AX...i wanted to get this necklace at AX which cost bout $200....gulped.....me at the hotel room

went for movies with my bro had to take him there cause he dint know the route...watched hitman...kinda nice tho...at the arcade while waiting for the movie bout 10pmplayed shooting games...played this car racing game which we all used to play at miri arcade(had forgottern the name of tht game..)...i won!!! yeah...the road was diff from the one at miri....after the movie,we wanted to get drinks so i brought him to a bar...but then it was packed...so we walked around till midnightorchard roadthe decoi wanted to pluck the golden leafsblue this year..it was red and gold last yearpoisingi donno y he took thison our way backat the lobbywith the treeat the bar....the viewthe room

wednesday-decided to shop at vivo city...so once again i took my bro there...he was so affraid i might get us lost....but i was a pro...hahavivo city..the store tht sells mineral water for bout $20 per bottle...tree made from swarovski crystalsthis is my lunch....

went up to this chocolate store which sells chocolates bout $6 per piece...

then i spend quite a lot on jewellery...at julie roberts...wanted a bag from carlo rino at TANG's....but then they dint have a new one but just the one on display...how sad..went to get a ring at this jewellery store which i've forgotern the name...then went to SK jewellery to have a look at the earings....got myself a nose ring..the view at the top floorit was raining the whole daythe pool....tot the pool was dirty cause of the brown colour..but turns out the water was crystal clear and the tiles below was brownhot chocolate at starbucksshopped at EDC for jeans...shopping at singapore's tiring and painful..

tht nite..,went to bugis to meet up with rachel..kelly's sister...bugis went for a movie at orchard at bout 11pmwatched Alvin and the chipmunks.....guess wat hunnie,the voice of theodore was jesse mccartney...2 storey spiderman

thursday-

missed my flight back to brunei....so i have to wait 10 hours at the airport...bummmmer...so i walked around Terminal 2...then i heard a couple of girls screaming and i tot there was a superstar here at the airport but it turns out it was this singapore sports star....mmmm....i dont even know him..so i walked away and shopped for pearls....and toys coz i cant get them in taka cause it was over crowded....memy brodad bought me a pink burberry brit perfume...it comes with a bearon my way back to brunei

reached brunei bout 11....dad drove really fast back to KB to our hotel...reached there bout 1230...and then slept bout 1am...

friday-

woke up bout 5am....just slept for 5 hours...was really tired...and then reached home bout 7am...and went on9 for a while...,unpack and took a really long nap till daddy phoned asking me wat phone i want...called sarah,pinky,myint...and here i am now blogging...and chatting to nick