TODAY,25th of july...is mwai hunnie's birthday...YAY!!!..something i've beem looking forward to for months...haha...just about a year ago,exactly on this date,melvin called telling me tht i've been selected to go NATIONAL SERVICE....was not in a good mood after tht....haha....o..well....had a really great time today....coz i've been really bored these past 2 days.....got to her house at bout 1030...and i was the earliest,coz i found out tht sarah,kt,pinky,pem,jordan's coming bout 1pm

let the pics do the talkingme and the birthday gurlshe was busy so i took vain pics of myself alonei've got my hunnie's curvesi love her bedblah..

ate myint mum's cooking...it was super deli...~yummy~....i can just eat this everyday and would never get bored of itmy empty bowland myint's..she threw away all of this...(such a waste)i was happily drinking my green teaand my hunnie was washing the dishes..muahahahacaught in the act of kissing the flowershe looks sadtook a pic with my vios as the background...how nicetook a pic while waiting for her curtin friends to arrivethey took such a long time to arrive...thts y we made a sad face expressionhunnie and her prezzyshe was opening it..had the tin can stuck on my head...hahai just love being silly coz it makes me happy.. :-)me and her FAKE sugar coated cherryher birthday shadesher ugly police shadesshades which looks like the one tht sarah hadreally LOVE her comfy bedher cakeit seems like she was trying to hide the knife from garycake cutting

finally..,sarah,kt,pinky,jordan,pem arrivedme and sarahme and sammyi finally got a pic taken with this star...(her pic's pricey..she tends to hide from the camera coz shes camera shy)me and the one and only...PINKY!!!last but not least...,mwai hunnie and ib4 make up onsammy and myint helped me put on make up...i look like a SLUT!!..well..thanks anyways... :-Pjordan was teaching myint how to use her own laptopb4 leaving myint's house...see the sad face..:-((

me,sarah,jordan,kt,pem,pinky...drove to parkson....and while driving....my gawd!! would i never want to sit in pinky's car ever again...and i mean it...coz she was driving in the middle of the road and driving in zig-zags....i wasnt sure wat she was doing but me and pem tot she had losted it...coz its was really dangerous...and it was the main road to parkson with lots of cars again....good thing no one was in her car....me and pem could only watch from my car which was just right behind hersme and hippo....cute eh?

wasnt really happy yesterday....i wasnt smiling the whole day...but then i could finally scrapped off tht face and replace it with... a real smile...

it was just a dream,

u werent there,

distances far away,

its like this everyday

we never talked nor did we see each other,

tht call was just to keep me from giving up,

i miss you but u dont,

u've given me nothing but shattered dreams

wats left of me is a broken heart,

wondering if u'll come,

afraid to close the door,

i miss you once again

when u walked into my life,

i'm a alive again,

but when u left me,

i just died again

thts when the restlessness began,

and i'm so tired,

u cared less on wats going on,

but just wanted attention of your own

i wish the dreams were real,

and we could be happy again,

but then everything has changed,

and these tears wont stop flowing

tell me wat i should do,

when i can hardly breathe,

when i found out tht i've lost u,

am i to give up everything tht i have believed in?

will i ever love again?

seems like yesterday,

my world just fell apart,

but i will try to wipe the tears from my eyes,

i'm broken and i dont mind if u know it..

when for my piano lesson on saturday,and i seriously thinks tht my piano teacher was drunk....she wont stop telling me lame jokes,wont stop laughing and was really hyper....,and while playing my pieces...,i was wondering if it was the stress tht she was having or did she not take her medications,o..well....i'll just pretend tht shes ok...and it got worse when my mum came into the room....issit me or does all those students there thinks shes hyperly active tht day....

got home and was kinda tired...,was gonna take a nap then jon called telling me tht he'd got tickets for the 430 movie...,got up and drove to parkson to meet up with him...,upon reaching he told me tht he went back home coz he tot i wasnt gonna meet up tht early...,so me and christina walked around parkson...ended up at popular reading cook books....coz someone wanted me to bake him an icecream cake...(o.-)...then jon came and we went to have lunch at MCD...we crapped for an hour there then went to the cinema to watch transformers....while watching i felt like sleeping.....and then the cinema room was so freaking cold again..the movie lasted bout 2 hours and my butt was so sore...i cant walk properly..i was so cold and he asked me if i was sick..(hunnie,i aint gonna post bout the holding my bone or skin thingggy)..after tht i told him tht i wanted to get mum's present as i've again forgottern tht it was her birthday...so we walked around searching for the prefect present and both of us ended looking for soft toys for me (coz i want one)...then looked for robots coz i wanted to get him transformer action figures....but then we cant find any..saw lots of my friends and cousins there....,jon mistakenly tot tht my indian friend tht greeted me was my cousin..(hunnie...,u know who rite?)

got home quite late...and had my dinner bout 8...was too full to eat mum's birthday cake...called my hunnie and we laughed till i've got flu and her with butt aches..

went to matai dei church on sunday,got up early and then was kinda tired

me and my pillow....

reached there and sat with mum...was planning to sit with bu....but then i couldnt find her...after mass,saw bu and went to hug her....and SHE CALLED ME A BIATCH for hugging her...(O.O)...thts the first time she'd ever called me tht....but then i guess she was shocked tht i hugged her from behind...,saw david...tall and thin as ever..but a bit darker...was searching for mum and jon came up to me...apparently someone saw him coming towards me and dint liked it...so...i moved away from him after the hand shake...

had breakfast at grandpalace with my uncles..saw Dr fong there....euiiiii....

then went to my cousin's house...,and on the way there...i wanted to take a pic of me looking evildoes this count?

after tht got home and took a long nap...till 4...went on9/watch tv and then had dinner...

was feeling kinda bored then he messaged..well at least he tried to keep in contact...

i'm so freakingly bored today...went to aunt's house to play with jia lingforress...

she wanted me to draw her a scary monster...haha...guess tht my drawing skills bout monsters have not improved since kinder

was bored so i played with thisa sing-along bookjust have to press this soft buttons and u'll have belle singing to ya...guess wat my aunt bought me...cute eh?...she said mine's pink in colour and jia ling's blue....

o....ya....let me ask u guys...,AM I SMALL in size?...coz i went to mic's blog and saw this pic....and couldnt believe my eyes tht i'm so freakingly smalli feel small looking at tht pic,and then jon wasnt helping but agreeing with it

oOoOo...cant wait to go to myint's house....its HER birthday this wed followed by pinky's on friday...signing out

YESH!!...today was the last paper and it was maths(GASPS)...and critical thinking...during the exam,my hands was so numb tht i cant control my fingers to write more...(seriously cacat)...then all of a sudden i've got tummy ache coz of the coldness...

sish!!....after maths...,my brain was too rusty to even think for the CT paper...,so i dont think i did well..i was kinda worried bout my maths paper tho,but then jon said tht i cant do much coz its over and ask me not worry,and just try to do my best in the next exam...yerr..rite....i'm never going to pass for my maths...not in a million years..

anyhoos its time to booogie!!!!..i can finally burn all those LAN notes and hoped to never see it again...coz i dont think i'll be using it ever again in my life..

last night,i camwhore with one of my fav soft toys..*WINK*...donno wat thts for but then i'm so perky now...

kissy-wissyits giving me a kiss too...like wat mark would say:*AAWWW*me and my booooo

was about to study then all of a sudden i wanted to check whether my hunnie was on9 or not(see how i misses u)when my friend saw at me yesterday,the first question he asked was like 'do u do charity like donating blood or something like tht?'...i was kinda blur and then he told me i look like a vampire...haha....well...i can truely admit tht i DO charity at times like donating my blood to the mosquitoes....its true ba..and as a TQ note or blessing i get from those pesky insects is this big red bump and itchiness from their kisses...i aint tht sick-looking am i?...at least thts wat i think...i do look pinkish...its just tht u ppl are blind...haha

after maths paper today,roger bought this for wynneHELANG cooking oilcoz he wants her to "JIA YOU" for the CT paper,my aint tht lame...?roger and his cooking oilwynne with the *WAT THE HECK*..face expression...i ask her to give a nice smiley face expression...aint tht pretty?

anyways,ISABEL..I MISS U TO BITS...cant wait to hug u this sunday....kekeke...

its mum's birthday tomolo...,am maybe going shopping with jon for mum's present(if he's not busy tht is)signing out