***christmas's such a WASTE when ure not having FUN***

sunday

went to church...*really tired*....then the father wont stop crapping away...meaningless...when no one's listening...i felt like sleeping.....then he goes on and on bout 'really happy to have loads of ppl here in church today.....or he'll be giving his surmmonds to angels/non living things if no one's attending'.....^uh...buddy...,!!! no ones listening to u in the first place^.....sish...then after mass...,i went to have breakfast...,watch tv when i reached home.....then sleep coz i need all the energy for tonite's midnight mass again...OH...man.....i really hate it....have to attent 3 mass (two today and one tomolo morning).....,but we talked it out with mum tht we dont wanna go to church tomolo coz it will be really tiring......so when i woke up....,its already time for dinner...,so we went out to eat......then when i got home..i sent pic sms to ppl(pictures tht i took in the morning)and wishing them merry xmas....(its a tradition to sent pic sms to nick ever since coz he will sent back his pic too)..,i went on9.....till 11pm....then prepare for church....at bout 11.30.....then it finished at bout 1.15...,THANK GOD!!!...coz i was drifting away....wanting to sleep...haha.....i keep on talking to lanny while during the mass....coz i was bored.....(not devoted for ur info).....

monday

i woke up bout 11 am....,coz dave sent me a msg.....we msged till bout 1....when i said tht i've got to go to carrey's house....and he replied 'o...,square face'...i was like 'wat?..y so mean?'...then he said tht its true bar.....haha.....meanie....then i msged adam.....then.....i keep on msging since i arrived there....,and mum was really angry at me coz she says tht i disrespect carrey and her family.....then i was like 'wat?...u've got to be kidding...,...well,shes the one who not even communicating with me...u'knw.....,so y should i be the one who starts talking to her when its her house and i'm the guest'..arggg...i was so damm pissed off when she goes on non stop bout some other matters.....(of course not infront of carrey's family...but we are on the way to my aunt's house to give her something)......then when i reached home...,she told lanny wat i've said...,and he scolded me not because i scolded mummy but because i used his name in the quarrel....so he also kena a bit of the scolding...(ooops....)unintentionally tho.....then i went to my room and phoned my fav aunt to ask her for comfort...

*right now...,i kinda hate my mum for bringing up some past matters*