when i arrive at perth that day, i saw this on my table, thinking its a tissue box, i ignored it..and when i wanted some tissue, i flip and toss the box till i the winnie the pooh thinggy fell offseeeeeeeeeeee...to futher my inspection, cause the god damm thing was hard to open, i realise its actually aphone...(=.=)"..like seriously, double 'wth'...

dad got this for me cause he saw this chick in SH using it..and then he went to the shop, rang me *like what i wrote in one of the post* asking if i wanted a hello kitty phone and when i said no,anna got the hello kitty one while dad got me winnie the pooh.

o well..i'm planning to change my plan to optus next year, cause using 3 here in perth sucks bad...so bro asked his friend about iphone 4 for me..but i seriously cannot..i mean it cannot use touch screens..i suck at it bad...like some of the stuff at our house is touch screen, i find it hard to get ard, cause somehow, touch screens doesnt like me at all..i press the stove button till my fingers bruise and the god damm thing would not even heat up the wok..i set up some numbers at home, and i keep pressing the wrong number...eish...very damm jiok...but i wont mind getting iphone 4 for the games.. :P...

ok...lets see ya...at first, he ignored me for two weeks, i was "advice" to go apologized for whatever i said to him...so i did..even tho i think its all a misunderstanding cause of the lack of emotions that i can show while replying him on instant messaging...fine..whatever..He did say honestly tht he was quite upset with what i said to him...fine..i accept and apologized for it..

and now..he became the same old same old with the constant teasing like *heck buddy, i donno u well and u donno me well and what’s with the teasing?!? and now he is asking so much from me..and i keep thinking to myself why all these type of non sense happens to me sooo often? first the nonsense hk guy..now this??

I don’t like how he gets so upset all the time when zhen is ard me. Right now at this point, i can say tht i don’t mind making him angry agn just so that i can avoid talking to him in the future. Plus i donno why he think theres something going on btw us when i have no heart for him at all. Why cant we just be friends?

i'm stronger than you, i can fight this off without a doc's advice and some medication..let the immune system kicks in :)

how bored...u imagine perth to be super mega awesome..but heck its even worse than adelaide..well at least fred's got tons of gaming device tht i can play with...been so hooked with guitar hero trio with fred as the drummer,lanny as the guitarist, me as the singer...hah!! i set the highest record..hai bu gao xing..

i love my new house, but my room sucks bad, no table, no mirror at least the bed is comfy..wind has been pretty strong here at night...if i do go out, lanny said i might be blown away. heh..

cause of my mega sickness, i have no appetite to eat yummilicious food. even lanny said my tummy shrank...haha..

i wanna go crabbing..but no one wants to take me there..(0.O)..instead they wanna bring me to the casino..

will soon meet my mickey mouse as he's just busy working and with church and when he's free, he would drive me out...yay!!!

this was taken before exams..me and Janice went to kwik sticks...when i saw the portion of food, i couldn’t stop laughing...Janice ordered salt and pepper calamari and i ordered green curry..i wont be bother with finishing up, but janice helped have a big portion of the curry. :)

i realise i wont be having the same class as janice next year.. :( *sad..and whats more, shes not staying at the housing...

went to meet janice for lunch. got myself another book.

zhen graduated today...yay!!! i was at the city at tht time..but thn i dare not go there..cause to be face to face with his parents might draw an awkward conversation.

rundle was pack with heaps and heaps of ppl..everyone is doing the last min shopping.

agn, i up for the last min packing. i donno where this lazy bug came from..

ok...my 2nd christmas present is done for..i spend about 12 hrs on the 600 pages book. now what? back to square one..i need another book...the thing about me reading some made up fantasy is tht i often wish that my life is like that too.. easy breezy and dreamy.

2 nights ago, i had another dream of bk home..i dreamt tht i went to visit granny in her old house. weird as it is as she doesnt live there anymore.. and whats weird, we had a party there where i met this long lost friend of mine, a friend i havent talked to for 11 years.

as for last night, i dream of this peaceful setting in life where i had him, he brought me chocolate donuts (which i have no idea why) he was suddenly the real life Дмитрий that i've dreamt about..which was too good to be true, how can it be, the guy..in adelaide...what about his job/life and love ones he left behind just to be here?..my silly mind must have been too caught up with the recent book i read..i blame the silly imaginations i have on the barbie and ken life.

In real life, when you are in love, the world seems brighter in your eyes. in my dream, the room was so bright but not too bright to hurt my eyes and the aura i got was so colourful and everyone was in a happy state of mind.

PAIN.

Been having this annoying dull pain on the lower right side of my ribcage..Stomach? Liver? Not sure..but have been having this type of pain for a month now..Recently, it has gotten so bad tht i would feel very nauseated...i donno whats wrong and the irrational part of my brain thinks i should just let it glide thru till next year, cause for once i'm lazy to go to the doc..plus, with this pain, i dont think i can drive ard..cause last Friday, i had the pain in the bus, i can say it wasnt pleasant..how would you feel sitting next to someone whose gonna barf any min and you cant do anything about it. bad experience.

christmas gift No.2
i dint even wake up to the pounding of doors..slept till 12pm. and thn saw something leaning on the front door..thts whn i saw this prezzie..awww...why, thank you my muchacho. *ilu.

eish..why not just cut me in half. mum wants me in perth, zhen wants me in hk with him, boy wants me in miri with him, dessert man wants me to go to the dessert with him..

what to do..every single time someone wants me to go bk to miri, it saddens me all over agn..i dreamt of being bk in miri last night..and that me and cindy sat the MRT to my house..and then waited for my bro to come bk with the market's noodles with my cousins..


went to the christmas carol thing with reuben just now. met a lot of malaysian..at times like this, i can say my uni sucks cause u can hardly find so many malaysians there.


while waiting for reuben to finish his band thinggy, rang zhen as he took he's ilets this morning. he has been asking me to go hk with him for sooooooooooooo long.but then i cant go..cause i need to stay back. he tempt me into saying tht he'll bring me shopping and tht we could stay at HKU for experience of his life when he was there..and tht he's got so much to show me in hk...gahhh...i'm soooooo tempted to go with him. i bet he was just spreading sugar towards what he said to me as he says without me, he's life in hk would be boring and tht he prefers to hang with me..pfft..sugar coated words...anyhoos..even at adelaide, i'm soo lazy to go out..even to hang with him..u say ler...how impossible this dream is to him. its not tht he's bad or anything like tht..its just tht, adelaide is hell boring..i would love to hang with him more if it wasnt for the the fact tht he stay so far away...having zhen is like me having a gay friend..haha..(not tht he's gay) but i feel so comfy talking to him about guys..and tht i dont have to talk all the time..cause he sets out the atmosphere for both of us.. and plus, when i go ard shopping (like to sportsgirl and all)..he follows ard and nvr complains..and tht when both of us gets something, we both have very humorous opinion...i can say tht he's not perverted in mind (which maybe he is but doesnt show) and plus..he listens..and good grief..he's got quite a memory to rmber what i've said in the past.

A friend of mine sent me some early christmas prezzie..countless bling blings :D..reading the card infront of him on skype. *loves

i smell like cherries today.. :D while waiting for the green light to get onto the opposite end of the road, this guy, came up and talk to me..cause i was look straight ahead, listening and was sorta singing "coming home by pixie ft jason"..with speakers high blast..he was sorta talking to thin air..i did not realise he was talking to me until i started noticing those infront of me started looking at my direction/me...O.O..but i dint meant to be mean..i just dint hear him...but thn what he wanted to say to me was tht i smell sweet & nice, wanted to know where i'm from and wanted to wish me merry christmas.

i know i know..i'm such a hypocrite...try 24/7 with someone like him, i think I’ll rather dig my own grave. at times this dude is superb..and at times this dude gets into my nerves..at times he knows when to back off with the constant tease. but heck, constant tease with this lunatic?!?..i'll have to say he's a 'no no'..sigh~ only someone like Denise could revive me all up agn...

cant sleep all night as my Dimika is here today..gasp!@

quote from zhen 'mature and older woman are crazy!'

oo..guess what?!? i got 2 shirts from gillies market..yes, GIllies market...for 16 bucks...i am so happy!

All the guys, HE..he was the one who talked some sense into me...he calls me the black widow and I called him the guy with wild and broad with a slice of lunatic imaginations...

After so many weeks of knowing him,some juicy bits are better off selfishly kept from others. *winks

Dearest Cindy, I’m happy to have you over. I love the company. I really did have fun. It’s like having a sister around. I’m just sorry you have to see the temper in me few days ago. I still miss home. But I’ll take your advice. I’m better now. Well...i cant be sure when I’ll see you again..but I’ll see you when i do get the chance to meet up with you in the future. Up until thn, do take care and have a safe trip back home.

Dad rang asking if i wanna Hello kitty phone.. my first reaction was a short pause (thinking i nvr knew hello kitty manufactures phone products, but then hello kitty is a Japanese merchandise..so yeah..go figures)..But then i turned down tht offer..and then i curiosity kicks in and i went web searching for the phones and found these..i actually like this one..i think this was the one cindy described to me when i told her about dad wanting to get me the phone.
but then i'm not into hello kitty would rather not be found having one of any of their products..its like guys having doremons phones (which i dont think they hv, but u get the idea)..plus i'm happy with my phone.. :D

one last pic of my room before i pack everything up. i feel exhausted when packing and whats more, i'm not even half way thru, my room's a mess.. sigh... going to fmc for the volunteer research thing which janice signed me up for.

guess what?!?! i dont need to wait till 7th dec for my dimika... :D

finally exams over!!!! i'm soooooooooo darn happy..happy till siao ki...go borders online and shop like nobody's buzz..i wanted to get a hat from sportsgirls...but then the one i wanted was not there..and thn wanted a curling thong but was advice by janice not to get it..oo..well..and and..janice got me a hairband..me and janice got mum a jurlique's hand cream..cause mum kept using mine..


boy waited for me. :)

i recent met someone. Funny,humble,ambitious. It was just a blind meeting cause up until today, he still donno how i look like.

me: i'm lazy to type, ring u?

zhen: ok..hold on, i'm exercising.

(one hr later)

zhen: ok...done.

u say lar, i bet any human being would wanna whack him for tht

i realise zhen's part time job is not dota-ing ..but browsing other ppl's fb pages...he kept sending me all this links to other ppl's page wanting me to comment on them. @.@ especially kelly which he could stop telling me she is Hiao.

'balik kampung'..zhen said tht he learn it from he's malaysian sifu. he said it as 'baliek kaumpooung'. (O.O)

oo..cindy, i told zhen about u wanting to meet all my friends, since he's been suggesting to go eat steamboat, so i guess we will have steamboat dinner with him kay? i wanted sushi..but tht pig wanted steamboat..oo..fine..and he wanted to see ure fb pic..hehe...u know he pronouced ure name is 'cyndizee lie'...lol..

i'm so into acidic food at the mo...i wanted sour drinks before and after meals...i wish i've got a box of lemons with me now..i dont mind drinking diluted lemon juice if it helps with this constant craving for sour stuffs.

(me as luke's dessert woman)

Few weeks ago, this friend of mine suddenly asked me to laugh. i smirk and then continue doing my assignment. The next day, he asked me to laugh agn. Irritated by his request i asked what this is about, he said, he wants to video record me laughing. Of course tht sent out a burst of laughers as tht is the silliest thing i've ever heard. He thn told me that the reason why he loves making silly lame jokes whenever he’s talking to me is just to make me laugh cause he loves tht laughter of mine, which to my amusement, i dint freaked out. Because its somehow like what i love doing, cause i love calling Zhen in the morning to hear his sleepy voice...It’s just so comforting to one’s stressed mind. But thn when i hang ard him, he doesn’t sound the same as he is on phone.

Then yesterday, another guy who I’ve not met for years told me he miss my laughter. (What? Another dude loves my laughter? The laughter i swore mum said sounds so weird) and he then admit that when he talks to me, and laughs, it’s not because of my lame jokes (o my, tht makes me even lamer) but because of my laughter that he loves and that’s why he laughs as well.

When during placement, my patients admit that they love my smile..(omgosh..my smile is sooo weird looking okay) i admittedly told them tht if thts their cheesy way of seeking comfort as they know i’m their nurse and tht i would not jab them if i need to. HAHA

Last Friday, this nurse i helped out (even tho i was not under her) told me tht she loves my eyes with green contacts. And i told her that i prefer her natural colour of eyes which are baby blue..and she asked me to get blue contacts as it would look good on me too..(i..er...dont think it would)..the whole day, she kept calling me “doll”, “darling” and wanted to have dinner with me..She’s awesome to work with..but too bad last Friday was my last shift.

ok..i hate it when ppl use any of my cosmetics or facial products. Cant u ppl just go ask for samples instead of using mine?!?

someone came up to me (while i was applying for a lippy and asked if she could borrow some of it)..for godsakes woman, get ure own, i dont like sharing my personal stuffs with ppl tht arent family..even tho ure my friend, i would prefer it if u dont go asking me if u could borrow it, out of politeness, i would just unwillingly give it to you, but thn deep down in my tots, i would think of ways of disinfecting tht tube.

i've grown quite sensitive into sharing my products, not tht i dont trust any of them, but i would prefer it if they dont pass down the bacterias to me like as if i dont have my own to fight with.

Laura said tht nestar would be a good boyfriend for me..O.O errr...no thanks.

Janet, the housing allocator woman sent me an email telling me that she might put 2 guys in to my unit next year. Not very happy about that as from my experience and from what others have told me, guys here aren’t good at cleaning. So tht means, I’ll have a very dirty environment next year..arg…they better not be using the same bathroom as me..cause with Alex already, the toilet is smelly..heck..they don’t aim properly I guess…

I told one of the girls about this, and she sees this as an opportunity for me to hook up with some random dude.. WTH man..its my 3rd year next year and hopefully final year, the last thing i need now is a distraction.

Recently my aunt has been admitted to the GH in miri(bless her little heart, i hope she's alright)...and what’s more, everyone kept calling me asking me so many questions about what could have caused this? Why? For how long? What meds should she take? How does it work? and blah…I could only say what I know, I’m still quite new at medications..and I donno why they pester me..When they could have asked the doctors or nurses...It’s like the docs there aren’t to be trusted..jeez..they did not get their degrees for no reason, they are there, the nurse is there, so just ask them. I bet they are happy to help. (I think)

so freaking tired...thanks to Apple, *eyes rolling*..thanks to her non stop skyping at 2am yap, i am unable to sleep after her laughter woke me up. i was so annoyed by her..went to gary to ask if i could change my room to no. 4 next year. i really really cant stand apple..shes a great housemate, clean and all..but shes got this weird habit of being on the phone at 1am all the time. and obviously, shes got a problem controlling the volume of her voice. and not only her, i realise her friends too.

I realize unlike most Asians, Caucasians here (mostly uni students) aren’t afraid to post up funky pics of them in fb. Like for example, their friend’s pic as their profile pic, indecent pictures of their naked ass, inappropriate pics of them kissing their friend’s butt cheeks, unappealing pics of them half naked in the sheets, unattractive pic of them in a girls dress.

today..one of my pt drove me nuts. nuts as in not a good way. i walked down to fmc in the pouring rain, all soaked up to the ward, under a chatty nurse who only chats her little heart away while i waited for her to approve smthg. given 2 pt, pt 1 was a fuss, pt 2 was an angel. pt 1 rings the bell every half an hr for little simple tasks tht he's so lazy to do.

first hr- pt 1 rings the bell cause he's got a wee wee and he wee wee on his bed, cause he's a VRE pt, so of course, the gowns and gloves b4 going into his room which takes up time and of course he kept ringing for fun knowing i'm outside of his room trying to get the gowns on.

2pm- pt 1 wants to be in bed, wants me to help him wear his shoes, wants me to measure his pan, wants me to move his table.

2.15pm- pt 1 wants me to move his tv remote to his bed.

2.25pm- pt 1 wants somthng.

2.45pm- pt 1 wee wee on his bed after i changed fresh linen on an hr ago.

by 3pm i had a slight headache.

3.15pm- did pt 1's bp. check on pt 2. gv pt 2 crushed ice, did his bp, check his wound.

3.20pm- 3.45pm- pt 1 wants me to lift his back rest which the control is just infront of him. check his pan bottle, wants me to feed him, wants me to help him get to bed...

by 4pm my headache was terrible. i couldnt concentrate on anything. i feel like my brain is not working properly as i cannot rmber much.

4-4.30pm- i finally got a bit of rest from pt 1 and went to check on pt 2.

4.30-5pm- pt 1 harrassed me with more chores which he himself can do but then he's quite fam. for being very dependent.

by 5 pm i felt sick..i couldnt take pt 1 anymore...he is just toooo much...

by 6pm, helen sent me home cause i wasnt feeling well.

My 80 yo pt was playing his psp in front of me...how kewl...i told him I’ve have yet to own one of those gadgets.

and thts the pic, cindy..i've brightern the background so tht u could have a better look at the colour. my friends thinks tht red looks good on me...so i tried this colour.

** me and my fav elmo shirt and my new hairstyle**

(O.O) i can’t believe tht Anna is going to shanghai with both of our parents while i'm stuck at aussie..I’ve not been in contact with her and kefv for ages..Like seriously, its been monkey years since we've last talked, saw and slap each other silly. Well all of us has been busy..and i realise when i'm busy, i shut everyone out so tht i could cuddle in my warm loop hole being a geek. its no surprise tht i haven’t seen much of the sun ever since i dont know when. and the only destinations i've made for the pass month is to go FMC for clinical or Sturt for my classes..and now tht I’ve come out of my own shell, I’m bored till there’s no words to describe it. Now, i get to feel Zhen’s pain..cause that dodo is always bored.

i realise when i'm alone with him, he changed into this guy who i'm so comfortable with. its like whatever happened nvr did occur.

Chocolates from Janice.. :))Angelika called me missy green eyes. haha. i got to see how a stoma looks like..eh..damm cool..i feel like squeezing tht lump of meat..but if i do tht, my patients would freaked out to my wry amusement into wanting to bruise up his internal flesh and lump of meat.

What my friends dont get is why i love sitting and lying down on my table. well where should i sit or lie down when they took up the whole entire space of my luscious bed.

pictures, pictures and more pictures from yy.

Snippy snap snap...I’ve just came bk from the salon. Guess the colour of my hair and the length of it.

Well besides tht i've just came bk from Arndale, i got a beach umbrella for free..it was huge O.O ..Okay, now i can drive up to the beach with my humongous umbrella with the girls.. :D

I’ve also been to QEH to sign up for the volunteering service..and had call Adelaide care solutions...i donno about the job but i'm definitely getting a volunteering job to pass my time during the summer..

omg...when i saw Jackie (my kuching friend's pic) where he took it at damai beach recently...ah....it brings back all those priceless memories...how long has it been? 6 years? 5 years? okay...i dont rmber when it was..but thn it was fun..He and Gary brought me to the beach with Alice and a few other guys..i have totally forgotten how we met (tht i'll have to ask him) but then i think after tht night, we skipped the dinner..went to the guys room and played cards (well Gary taught me how to play blackjack)..oo..oo..i rmber the next day, tht stalker guy rang me and Jackie picked up saying tht he’s my bf and asked stalker to nvr bugged me agn..it was hilarious, i snickered beside gary cause Jackie was so natural..o..and and..we stood at the chair at this singing session and Jackie brought me to the haunted block..it was awesome :D when we parted, it was a sad day..a few months later, Jackie send me a pic he drew of me..ahhhh...time flies..i wish to go bk to those years where puppy love was still so new to me, texting was part of my job, i'm with the girls most of the time ,i'm carefree and giggling most of the time...its so different now, i’m lazy, i prefer calling then to text, i became so dull..


Zhen picked me up from my house, went to have sushi..he enjoyed sashimi when i had my aburi salmon. I kept getting him those ginger snacks and filled it in a bowl for him...and in the end; i put the blame on him jokingly when there was like tons of ginger pieces on his plate...He said i eat so little. Then we went to coles where i spend most of my time there saying the word ‘NO!’ to him while he chase me around aisle to aisle asking me to go to Salisbury with him to watch a movie..cause its far and i’m tired..but he caught up with me, tempting me with he’s so called famous ‘dumpling soup’ that he promised to make for me since last year. He said tht if i do go Salisbury, he would cook dumpling soup for me for dinner and then we get to play some games at his house. In the end, i said the final NO and asked him to drive me home so tht i could do some chores.

Zhen came and find me yesterday. i realise he sucks at parking too..haha..(yes! i'm not the only one)..anyhoos..i donno if i should believe him...cause he says tht he is not hiao...well..nth can top up with what i heard this week..damm when my friends gossips about a friend (which i donno why i'm always the last one to know about everything..Which i think its prob the best)..i couldnt believe my ears and when i went to her room and saw *what i shouldnt have...and i wish i could erase my memory..i might as well chant *my friend is pure* x 1000 times.

Well zhen said tht he respects a girl and would not do *those sorts of stuffs to a girl. hmmmmmm....i am not sure if this is true..but then he keeps on saying tht its true. it’s hard to believe tht a guy is not tempted to. well I’m not convinced...he nge nge wants to hang out with me even tho he's got a presentation due and i've got a quiz and 2 assignments due. he said if i dont meet up with him, he will die of boredom...(O.O) what rubbish!

writing a resume for dummies. i really need help, maggie sent me her copy...of course with her work experience, i couldnt compare...heck...i've nvr worked at aussie b4. i onced saw zhen's resume..it looks soo professional too..arggg....i will need age care3 certs, manual handling (like duh! of course i know this and i donno why i need the cert), and then first aid cert.

inbox (111) all from fb. thanks y'all... :D
Before (waiting for lanny to sent me to british india rest.) and after (bk at home on the phone) group pic of the girls without denise,shirlene,dani,adeline,janice cause they could not make it.yy baked me an oreo cake (knowing oreo is my fav breakkie..lol) our dinner..

birthday cake from collin and reuben on sat's pre celebration

strawberry cheese cake

the presents and card from my friends..*loves